once again.
This time round, I fell hard. So hard that I have no idea how to pull myself up.
He stirred up my feelings with his actions and words.
He “killed” my dreams again with his words too.
But, yet, we are like no strings attached.
Perhaps, this would be the best solution for the time being. But, how long more can I take it? I dont know.
The longest I ever held on, almost like a good 6 years? Even thou I’m in and out of it with 2 others..
Who knows? I might just be like gone from this world the next moment?
Just when I decided to step out of the comfort zone and learn how to commit, you pushed me back into my comfort zone and want me to stay put.
speechless.
justme 