Today, I got so pissed off that I just said bye and walked off.
I am pissed with everything including myself. I think they are quite stunned by my PMS-ness.
I am utterly disappointed in myself for not being able to “conquer” that whole part of that song. Blardy HELL! I felt so inferior during combined practices!
It is not that difficult but yet I farking hell could not get it right at all. Keep playing the wrong note and wrong rhythm. Stupid me!
Partly of the sharp sound of one of the other instrument and the different tempo of another instrument, makes me even more irritated.
Our tiny member MSN-ed me to chill me off. Thanks! =*)
Sms-ed my good grand-daughter, Drug. =*) She commented that every Wednesday she see me practicing, I will look so damn pekchek! =*(
I realised something about myself, and this is a warning to the rest also I guess.
When I am practicing alone and I started to shut up and concentrate very much on the practice, never come near me and disturb me. Not even talk to me. I think I really will get so agitated and start my PMS-ness.
Oh gosh!! This is REAL REAL BAD! =(
