Was feeling very bored just now. Read thru’ all the testimonials I had in my friendster. Saw alot of things like, friends forever, love you forever, will take good care of you forever and etc..
However, all these forever seems to be not continuing.
Onced, he promised to love me and take good care of me forever. But he failed. Thus, I left and moved on. Are promises meant to be broken?
Onced, they promised to stay in contact and be friends forever. But they got tired of it. Thus, I left again and moved on. Are friendship just meant to be broken also?
I do not believe in forever. I believe that there will not be a forever. Never.
People come and go. The footstep they left in your memory can be just a few or many. You can even choose to remember or even forget.
Having my life with so many passer-bys. I start to realise, forever, is just a word and never an action.
Continuing the life, with different passer-bys at different stage of our life can be so much easier and more care-free.
Leaving behind the memories, letting them go slowly. It some how or rather mould me into a more emotionless person. Of course, I do cry when I’m sad and smile when I’m happy. I’m still a warm-blooded person I guess.
You can choose to love with lust and you can also choose to love with care.
I chose the latter. Because I care.
You can choose to forget and you can also choose to remember.
I chose the latter. But, it causes me to be miserable. Thus, I decided to forget.
Forever………….
