我想我最厉害的就是掩饰。
今天，我过得很辛苦。疲惫，头痛，眼肿。。。
因为一个女人。我的弟弟竟然变了个样。真是伤痛了我家那两个老的。
也因为我的霸气，我按耐不住我的不爽，说了他几句。
可是，换来的却是我老爸的拳头。还好我的鼻梁没事。
那时候，我感到十分的失望。因为，这说明了在他们的眼里，我是那个永远只会闹事，惹事的人。
我那时是多么的痛恨我弟。因为他对我家的两个老的不礼貌，往往都被谅解与原谅，而我就会变成那个不好的榜样。
我掩饰了我的不满。我掩饰了我的痛。只应为他们两老是我的爹娘。
我不敢说我是一个非常孝顺的女儿，但我一直会告诉自己要懂得去想。
在工作，我掩饰了我的痛与悲伤。因为，我还有更长的路要走。
好几次，我都好想放弃，离开所有的一切。但每当我要靠近死神的边缘时，我都会拚死得挣扎回到现实。
因为，我还有好多好多让我放心不下的事与物。。。
我是坚强的。我是不会怎么容易被打败的。
我，周容平，是永不言败的！
These two ladies from RS happily go for their BKK trip and leave the rest of us back in RS and suffer! LOL!
I got nobody to go to and complain when I got fed up. Anyway, I was asked to update them on any latest gossips. But apparently, there isn’t any ! Partly because main lead are not there. Except for Miss Yap’s craziness.
No hot guys around for us to go ga-ga over. No hot babes around for us to wee-u-wee over. But anyway, only left a bunch of jokers around.
Almost blew my top today. Didnt explode. But burst a bit. Din’t mean it. But just getting rather irritated. First time I ever do that to a colleague. First time when there is a joke and I find it irritating and totally lost the mood to joke around.
Ladies, wanna know more? LOL! Shall comm you girls when I have the chance.
Basically, everything is very peaceful la! LOL!
12July2008. 8pm. Singapore Indoor Stadium.
My first time going there to enjoy a concert by my favourite singer.
His singing. Melts my heart. Just sitting there enjoying, is the most happy moments I had for the past few years. I had never been so happy before.
Bought a hat. =)
Next up, AhMei 张惠妹!
Awaiting for Jolin 蔡依林 concert too..
Gary lovers of SPCO
his signature
if my boyfriend has to be not so tall, he got to be as talented and attractive as GARY. =)
经过了许许多多，我发现自己慢慢得不太懂得去与朋友交心。
我慢慢的发现我会小心翼翼的不让自己有机会让他人知道我的想法。
虽然我还是会把我的不爽与不满说出来，但是我往往会把我想要反驳他人的话与动做给埋藏起来。
因为经常被出卖，经常被朋友利用，经常被朋友牵着鼻子走。。。
让我不禁感到害怕。。。
我会不会又被出卖，利用或牵着鼻子走。。。
我希望不会。。。
我希望相信友谊是存在着的。。。
=）
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