Alright. Once again. It shows me that friends are not forever. Just have a long chat with Wind. Things are cleared up. Knew my faults and her faults.
Realised once again. Friends are never real. This fact, has always been at the back of my mind. Times over times, I kept reminding myself never to trust or treat anybody too good. But I cant.
Till date, there is really none of my friends that really understand me. Frankly speaking, not even Ernest or Xinjie or Jiaxin. Only one. See Lay Leng. My one and only friend that after months of not meeting up and contacting, she still knows what I want.
Perhaps this is due to the fact that I never tried to open up to a person too much. Once I reach the point when I know that we too close, I will start to back off.
I have this group of friends that I onced met every other nights for suppers. But now, due to some different likings and opinions, we have start to part our ways. This really shows how strong are our friendship. I also realised how important are each of us in each other’s heart.
It is so true that normally friends will only quarrel over two basic things. First, it is MONEY. Second, it is RELATIONSHIP.
Call me selfish, call me jealous, call me narrow minded. But somehow, I hate the change when new people joined in. I hate the feeling that friendships are actually so fragile that some can just join in and break it. I hate the way we people are being treated when new people joined in. I hate the way when people accusing us for drawing lines. I hate the way when they start to make a big fuss on whether are they being asked for an outing.
WhoLivesNearYou gang. If this is what you all want, then let it be. I will slowly slowly just leave my footsteps behind and continue on with my journey of life. It does not matter whether am I present a not. Because this is no longer important anymore.
