I’m roaring because I’m simply feeling so BORED! Reasons behind it? Okay. I shall name the reasons.
*I’m having exam now but I’ve not been studying.
*I’m not having enough sleep
*I was so tired after my first paper that I went to Jurong Point toilet to sleep while waiting for Esley to come.
*I have been talkin RUBBISH for nonstop.
*I haven been normal for a very long time.
The list goes on and on but I’m just too lazy to type everything out. I think if I’m going to type everything out, the readers will go crazy with me. LOL!
Have been meeting up with the “Royal Family Gang and the Rest” almost every other days. LOL! Especially Cathy. Every night supper and drinking and crapping. Interesting meetup @ wierd hours.
Recent big thing is Ernest Concubine CUM Emperor’s 21st brthday@ECP. Stayed overnight and saw all the pattern come out le. LOL! Shall keep the details discreet. LOL. PRC incident is really the most memorable one. LOL!
Mummy have been very pissed off with me for all the late nights. I think she will wanna whack me soon. =P
Friends around me have been facing with alot of relationship problems. Just 1 night. I heard about 3 couples story. Be it they have already broke off or still together. Hearing all these, thoughts start to overwhealm me. Starting to get emo and negative about relationship. Thru all these years, I’ve changed. From a happy person to a sad person. From a who-cares-how-I-look person to a vainpot. I may not be the prettiest but I believe I’m not the ugliest. =D Perhaps all those ups and downs have mould me to a person with a stronger personality.
But, I love and hate the new ME. Love it coz I’m stronger. Hate it coz I seriously think that I appear fake. At times, I really think I need to put up a fake me to hide everything. It is really tiring. But I dont think I have the choice but just to accept it.
Alot of times, I’ve so much things to share. But I got no where to share. By blogging here, people might say that I’m just an attention seeker. Alot of time, I’m thinkin to myself. Why does this blog thingy exist in the first place? To pen down all our thoughts and yet afraid for people to know. But there are so many inner secrets and hurts and thoughts that I wanted so much to rant it out. But I cant. I can only resort to the last choice. SWALLOW ALL THE WORDS BACK.
Ok. I shall stop exposing the REAL me here. LOL!!! Know the REAL me in person instead thru the BLOG! LOLZ!! =D I shall end the post by HAO LIAN-in my singing. OK. It is not professional done. Mai Hiam Shi Buay Pa. Ai Hiam Du Shi KNS.
