Archive for August, 2007

ROAR!

{ August 20, 2007 @ 12:58 pm } · { Cell Group, mixture, rantings, rubbish }
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I’m roaring because I’m simply feeling so BORED! Reasons behind it? Okay. I shall name the reasons.

*I’m having exam now but I’ve not been studying.
*I’m not having enough sleep
*I was so tired after my first paper that I went to Jurong Point toilet to sleep while waiting for Esley to come.
*I have been talkin RUBBISH for nonstop.
*I haven been normal for a very long time.

The list goes on and on but I’m just too lazy to type everything out. I think if I’m going to type everything out, the readers will go crazy with me. LOL!

Have been meeting up with the “Royal Family Gang and the Rest” almost every other days. LOL! Especially Cathy. Every night supper and drinking and crapping. Interesting meetup @ wierd hours.

Recent big thing is Ernest Concubine CUM Emperor’s 21st brthday@ECP. Stayed overnight and saw all the pattern come out le. LOL! Shall keep the details discreet. LOL. PRC incident is really the most memorable one. LOL!

Mummy have been very pissed off with me for all the late nights. I think she will wanna whack me soon. =P

Friends around me have been facing with alot of relationship problems. Just 1 night. I heard about 3 couples story. Be it they have already broke off or still together. Hearing all these, thoughts start to overwhealm me. Starting to get emo and negative about relationship. Thru all these years, I’ve changed. From a happy person to a sad person. From a who-cares-how-I-look person to a vainpot. I may not be the prettiest but I believe I’m not the ugliest. =D Perhaps all those ups and downs have mould me to a person with a stronger personality.

But, I love and hate the new ME. Love it coz I’m stronger. Hate it coz I seriously think that I appear fake. At times, I really think I need to put up a fake me to hide everything. It is really tiring. But I dont think I have the choice but just to accept it.

Alot of times, I’ve so much things to share. But I got no where to share. By blogging here, people might say that I’m just an attention seeker. Alot of time, I’m thinkin to myself. Why does this blog thingy exist in the first place? To pen down all our thoughts and yet afraid for people to know. But there are so many inner secrets and hurts and thoughts that I wanted so much to rant it out. But I cant. I can only resort to the last choice. SWALLOW ALL THE WORDS BACK.

Ok. I shall stop exposing the REAL me here. LOL!!! Know the REAL me in person instead thru the BLOG! LOLZ!! =D I shall end the post by HAO LIAN-in my singing. OK. It is not professional done. Mai Hiam Shi Buay Pa. Ai Hiam Du Shi KNS.

highhighhigh

{ August 12, 2007 @ 3:28 am } · { rubbish }
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dancing tonight
跟著音乐在摇摆,
我的心跳加快.
看到你走过来,
你问我说我们是否见过,
我很想说有,
可是我说没有.

nahnahnah! I’m not dancing tonight. I’m CRAMPING tonight! Damn! I hate it when it comes LATE and causing all the CRAMPS. Blame myself for having a wierd lifestyle and causing it to be so irregular. SHRUCKS!

The one thing that I hate God for giving me is BLEEDING EVERY MONTH!! grrrr!!! No wild life during the period of time. Dudex, I’m not referring to XXX… -_-” LOL!

Having said that, but I still LOVE it. Because without it, no BABIES next time wor!!!!! HOW!? LOL! I think I am talkin rubbish! LOL! High on Laksa!

Speaking of Laksa!!! I really wonder when was the last time I had it!!! Ever since before my operation in MARCH!?! Its already AUGUST now!!!! 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8…………!!! Half a year WITHOUT LAKSA with LOTSA chilli!!!! I just had my FIRST BOWL of laksa 30mins ago! LOL!

I LOVE LAKSA!!!!!!

Exam is coming and yet I’m partying my life away! Perak trip is coming but I have yet DONE with my passport! Boring! I dont feel like going anymore! ZZZZZzzzzZzZZZZZzzz!!!

I’m already dreaming of partying to celebrate the END of my EXAMINATIONS! BUT!!!! It ISNT even HERE YET! lolz!

I’m bored. I’m lazy. I’m lethargic.

I’m so lazy till I HAVEN EVEN remove my makeup since 10pm when I reach home! LOL! No wonder my complexion is getting from bad to WORSE! LOL!

OKOK! Shall go remove it before more pimples coming to find me and make good friends with me!!
Bye Bloggie!

whoots

{ August 10, 2007 @ 3:47 am } · { rubbish }
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The Night is STILL YOUNG!

BUT!!! I’m gettin old from all the LATE NITES!! I think I really need to stop having all these late nites before all the problems start comin back again. I certainly have no pleasure in them.

Tuesday had Partyworld with Cathy, Ernest and Kevin. Nice one. But I’m hogging the mic for most of the time. Ooops! LOL! Coz Ernest no need mic. He have a LOUD voice. LOL. Kevin’s voice is LOUD too! Enjoyed. It triggers off my URGE to SING MORE!!! Shucks!

Wednesday suppose to spend my night at home sleeping. BUT, the temptation of PARTYING the night away is stronger. Thus,  meet up with Baobei and Xiuli @ Marina Square. Joined Cathy and Marie @ St James. Kuku Ernest is SUPER DUPER LATE thus ended up @ MoS. Dance our nights off and have Yong He Dou Jiang! LOL~ I simply love it!! Cab home. Slept @ 7am! LOL~

Happy National Day! Wake up @ 5pm. Received Peile’s call about the kbox thingy! LOL! CHIONG AR!!! Had Kbox with Cathy, Peile, baby, Stanley, Limpeh and the Ernest. SingSingSing! =x No Comments! LOL~~~ Sing from 8pm till 2am!! 6hours!! oops! LOL!’

Im lazy to blog nw. Nites!

hungry

{ August 7, 2007 @ 1:20 am } · { rantings }
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Main reason coming in to blog is because I’m bored. A back-up reason is because I’m real BORED! Plus I’m hungry! A hungry WOMAN is a CRAZY WOMAN! This woman here needs FOOD! argh!!!!!

Shall update on my life. Everything is coming. I’m so lazy to care. School is just as boring. I’m like the nanny of my gang. Especially to Danny KONG! I’m as if his MUM! Nagging him to come to school everyday! I had UNOFFICIALLY 4more kids. They are Nicole Choong, Su, Kimberly and Meena. They love calling me “mummy”! Dear, we have 4 kids without having SEX! LOL!!!! Rubbish! LOL!

Suddenly, I’m craving to be single. =x Dont ask me why. But I suddenly missed the feeling of being a single lady. Going around without worries. =( Anyway, it is just a thought. Ignore it PLEASE!!!!!

I’m very hungry now. I’m craving for FOOD! Is there any kind souls around that will be able to help me buy and SEND it to my doorstep?! argh!!! Concubine and gang having SUPPER @ 504. Damn them! Coz they are not yet home to entertain me this EMPRESS!

My great great great grand father is keep calling me. I had so many missed calls from him! Shucks! My niuniu is crying for me too!!! What the!!! But I dont feel like going off to meet him yet. T_T

I have to go down to immigration tmr to extend my shitty passport! I’m feeling extra lazy. I’m even thinkin of NOT GOING for the Perak trip. Save my energy! LOL!

Yoga! I’m goin to learn it SOOOOOOOOON… How soon?! I dont know. Have to wait for my beloved XinJie. Sian.

Makeup Class! Oh yea! With my 2 beloved daughters. Whoos! Looking forward to it! Makeup makes me HIGH!!!

I need some dosage of -OH, Alcohol. LOL!!!!!! Dancing tonight~~ And YES! TECHNOs! Whoos! My LONG LOST fave!!

I’m feeling unwell. SHURKS! Bye!

oops

{ August 5, 2007 @ 3:48 am } · { rantings }
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Well, finally some updates. I have been very busy to login and be a GOOD girl and sit down to blog! Ya. Lazy with the CAPITAL LETTER L!!!!! LoL.

Relationship
Everything is solved. We love each other even more each day. Today is our 1year Anniversary!! *Quick people!!! CONGRATS us!!!! LOL! Indeed we have went thru alot of trials, but we passed everything.

Parents
Something that till now I still have ALOT of comments about. Especially my MUM. Indeed she is a wonderful mum who takes real good care of me when I’m sick. But, sometimes she will scold me when I fell sick coz my sickness sometimes really self-inflicted (eg. Sleeping Late!). BUT! She never realise how “xin ku” I’m already and yet she keep scolding. Causing more pain to me.

Also, CURFEW! Can some kind souls KINDLY tell me that, “YES, VIC, YOU STILL HAVE YOUR DAMN SHIT STUPID CURFEW!!!!!” But, I will choose to ignore. Do I look like some hooligans on the streets getting ready to have a fight? Do I look as thou I’m still 12 years old?!! I’m going 21!! I’m NOT goin 13! I do know the timing is getting late, but its just SOOoooOoooOoo NEAR HOME! It wasnt for EVERYDAY that I hang out till late, but once a week! Not that I LOVE to lie to her that I’m with so and so. But cause she can never understand. Tried but to no avail. Thus, NO POINT isnt it!? I may not be the more bright person around, but I seriously think that I’m old enough to think and I need my own freedom. Damn!

Ok. I spoil my own mood by blogging about her. I’m lazy to blog now. BYE!
*Damn that Ernest! F.U.C.K.! Friends U Can Keep!?!~ LOL!!!!!! Nite ppl!