Once again, I’m stucked at the crossroad.
I hate the feelings.
I hate myself for being so useless.
I hate myself for being so lousy.
I hate myself for being so insensitive towards him.
I hate myself for being so ridiculous.
I hate myself for asking too much from him.
I cant help but keep blaming myself.
I cant help but keep crying.
I cant help but just keep my mouth shut for the rest of my days.
I cant help but feel like quitting everything that is causing me to be so busy.
I cant help but feel like slappin myself.
I cant help but I really feel very tired.
Tired of myself.
Tired of my childishness.
Tired of my selfishness.
Tired of everything around me.
I’m sorry that I’ve hurt you.
I’m sorry that I’m being so unreasonable.
I’m sorry for not being able to get you expensive stuffs.
I’m sorry for being such a useless girlfriend.
I’m sorry for being so busy and causing you to be attached and yet like a single.
Its just all my fault.
