Oops! I think I should be shot dead for not updatin my blog. I’m just pure lazy. But, I’m also very busy too! Alot of things have been happening. Sad and Happy things.
Life and Death matters
After the busy e-learning week, I received 4death news. First, my buddy classmate’s Dad passed away due to cancer. Next is my collegue’s Dad. Followed by my secondary school senior’s Dad. Lastly, Nicole’s BF’s tuition teacher’s Daughter. Haiz. My deepest condolences to them. But somehow, I felt so depressed. So much of seperating. However, the most unexplainable thing is. I actually dreamt about Jennifer. My beloved friend who had left us for so many years. I dreamt about happen to met her on bus and we even wanted to exchange contact numbers. I remembering me typing my number into her handphone but a wrong one and I alighted the bus. Upon waking up from my dream, I suddenly realise the dream is scary. Partly because her death anniversary is coming. Next Sunday. 24June. =( Also, in the evening, I receive a call from Baby that one of his ministry member’s grandfather passed away too. Haiz.
Working Matters
YES! I’m finally back at HVCC. And I simply love it! Speaking of the efficiency of the people @ HVCC, I seriously think they WON so much! And if I’m going to start talkin about the friendliness of HVCC. Ha!! I think the other one will DIE! Not only die. But I think they can just CLOSE DOWN!
Also, Danny, my class slacker is joining me at work. LOL. Got 1 more companion for work. LOL
And also, I’ve started my tution teaching today. Quite fun and quite LOST! LOL. But i believe it gonna be fun! My student is so cute but playful. She can never settle down properly! LOL! But she is so CUTE!
Home Matters
Yes. It is just as irritating. Non-stop naggings. I really wonder when will they stop their naggings and accusations and also their violence. I cant deny that I’m not violent. But I dont use it on them. However, they always use it on me. I’m pissed. I’m angry. I hate them for violating my privacy and my personal space. I hate the way they push all the blames onto me. I hate the way they use violence on me! I hate the way they insulted me. Aint I their child? Haiz. Alot people cant understand why I simply hate going home. Alot people cant understand why I always quarrel with my parents. Alot people simply just think that I’m just a rebellious brat. But they have never gone thru what I have. They will never know the emotional and physical hurts I had.
Love Matters
I have been very happy for the past 1 month. However, I felt so ANGRY now. I hate the way he simply dont care a damn of my feelings. I hate the way he is willing to hang out late into wee hours with GIRLS!! It shows how important I am. Bitches! SCRAM! I hate the way he make me feel so depress! I HATE IT! If they are so GOOD, get them to be your GF and get them to call u EVERY MORNING to just wake you up for work. Let them taste the feeling of getting scoldings from your sister, dad or even mum for calling you so early. I’m pissed. I’m VERY PISSED!
Church Matters
Cell group is good. I simply love them. I love talking to them. They are so encouraging. I simply LOVE my cell group. Wonderful people. Everyone is making a difference. But, I’m a selfish person. I’m not satisfied with where we are now. I want more! I want more growth in the cell group. I want more BOLD people in the cell group! I want more unity and bonding in the cell group!!!! Ok. I’m selfish! LOL.
Emerge is GREAT. Its so different from the previous years Emerge. This year, I really feel that we are more focused on Revival instead of fulfilling our Dreams & Visions. I want to make a difference in my campus. It reminds me of the times that I brought 12 friends for an event. I need to breakthru. 12 is not enough! I want MORE! LOL.
School Matters
Class is as boring as usual. Nothing much. The only interesting time is when the class gathers at Library Computer Lab R7 for gaming session. LOL. Neopets is our new interest. Thus, leaving all my 7 assignment DEAD! LOL.
CCA is as GOOD! I’m going to Perak!!!! For some leadership training course. Its actually for my NYAA. I’m scared. Because I’m the only person from SPCO going there. T_T. Wenna and Kelvin have to go for the Redang trip. =)
Ok. I think I’m done with my blogging! YEAH!
