Archive for May, 2007

backstabbers

{ May 25, 2007 @ 6:36 pm } · { rantings }
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My thursday was totally ruined by some backstabbers. Stab me hard on my back. Stab all you wan dumbass! Cos it dont cause me to lose any of my meat.

The call from the supervisor is ridiculous. I feel like killing people @ the moment. I cried not because I’m scared. I cried finally coz I’m already stressed enough and he called and scold the hell outta of me. I’m the victim dude!

I have no intend of DIGGING your staffs over. Coz I dont see a need. HVCC have more productive workers. Even Roslin, the bitch is a much more efficent worker!

Mr Supervisor, Ms Management Trainee Outlet Manager.

I totally respect YOUR RHCC family. But that doesnt mean I LOVE IT! Yes. Hate me for all you can. COZ I DONT LOVE YOU ALL and I CANT FREAKIN HELL MAKE ALL OF YOU LIKE ME. Simply because I know what kind of person I’m. I’m just one f*ck up spoilt brat.

If you think you can use your post to crush me, so be it. Coz it simply not my problem. It’s not as if RHCC is the only place I can work in. LOL! Having cockroaches crawlin around your outlet is cool isnt it! LOLx. You shld have thank me for tellin you the cockroach before you all are being reported dude.

 And whoever that are stabbin my back. Of course I know who are those people. Whats your aim of stabbin me people? Its simply SOOOOOO CHILDISH! Wake up your idea. If you think by backstabbing me and complaining on my working attitude can bring me hell of shit, then you must as well bang wall and die! If I’m NOT DISCIPLINE at work, I would not have been my outlet topseller. If I’m NOT DISCIPLINE at work, I would not have stayed @ HVCC for damn shit long!

Speaking on DISCIPLINE at work. How discipline are your people? Are you sayin that all your staffs are DAMN discipline? LOL. Taking lots of smokin break means discipline? LOLx. ROFL! Learn your vocabulary well.

Like what I’ve said. I simply have no grudges against any one of you. If I have, I would not have keep it behind you! I WILL SHOW IT TO YOU! And as for NOW, right here at this moment. I HATE YOU!

How hypocrites are all these people?! “We RHCC is a family. We greet one another when we come in for work.” Oh yea. We’ve greeted you all and what we got in return. A please-f*ck-off-and-dont-disturb-me face from literally EVERYONE! You called us racist. Or rather should you say, YOU ALL ARE THE ONES THAT ARE RACISTS! You all DONT EVEN treat us like a part of your RHCC family. How do you people want us to feel comfortable there?

I’ve not cursed you. So stop your cursing at us. I’ll let God deal with you people. Stop stabbing me. Stop threatening me. Thats a threat dude. I can sue you! LOL. “Do you believe I can make you not being able to work at ANY COFFEECLUB in SINGAPORE!?!” Of course I believe you Mr Supervisor. But it simply doesnt concerns me! LOL. I wonder, are you the son of the CEO of Coffeeclub. LOL. Big Shot eh!? LOLX 

Dont come and mess up my day. It is simply childish. Stop reporting on us. Coz it simply wont WORK! Perhaps, almost all under Alex Lee are liydat!? Crazy People.

With this kind of people around simply makes the world so unperfect and causin people to be RACIST to dark skins.

workplace sucks

{ May 21, 2007 @ 1:22 pm } · { rantings, rubbish }
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Yes. Like what my title for tis post suggested. my NEW workplace sucks! Workin there for 2wks seems so sad case. The people there are simply so UNFRIENDLY and NOT WELCOMING at all.

Both Xinjie and me are like some ailens there. SUCKSUCKSUCK! I totally DONT ENJOY MYSELF WORKING THERE!

 Lolx. Enuff of rantings of that place. More updates on myself of coursE!

Finally, I dont have to go back to polyclinic for my wound dressin anymore! It is now not being covered up. I’m very sad. Because my back is DISFIGURED.

 Life is boring and busy. I got nth to blog about. So.. BYE

boringlife

{ May 15, 2007 @ 12:15 am } · { Cell Group, crying, mixture, rantings }
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Lazy bum. I haven been blogging recently. I’m just too busy! Super duper busy. Im soso tired actually. But I have a few things to touch on before i head off to my bed.

SPCO
Recently I’m actually very pissed with some childish acts but some people. I feel like smackin them right in their face and make them wake up frm their LaLa land. How I wish I can have the priviledge to ask them to kindly SCRAM! With all the politics existing, more and more irritating people is surfacing. Its is either they enlarge their capacity and work more efficiently or just shut their fatty damn mouth CLOSED! But if they cant, kindly just get some superglue. It will do wonders!

However, not to also forget all those GREAT workers. I’m simply so impressed by Mr President Kelvin (LOL), Wenna, Vick and Jeremy. They are fast and efficient people. They are very DARING and BOLD people. Not afraid of unexpected hiccups and they brave thru everything. Thats what SPCO is lacking. Vick and Jeremy impressed me with the super fast efficiency of their work. Mr President Kelvin and Wenna impressed me with their willingness to sacrifice for the CO. Of course, I love all other members of my current committee people.

Work
Well, this is one of the most headache problem I’m facing now. Have already transferred to RHCC. And I totally HATE it. Although it was my decision to transfer. But i REGRET. I’m having problem talkin with them. I hate to talk with friends in PURE ENGLISH! Coz my English sucks BIG TIME! So, anyway I will be leaving anytime.

Will be joining Desmond @ some other restaurants. Shall tell u all when its confirm. Had a short chat with Desmond and he was asking me to go over to the new outlet he will be takin over. But that is damn damn damn shit FAR!. Changi Airport Terminal 2. DESMOND! Kill me if u manage to see this entry.

Well, this Desmond is the one from HVCC. One of my beloved cooks. My krappin khakis. Manage to catch up with this dude during my last day at HVCC coz he is there to get his cheque. But still, I cant figure out on HOW CAN HE BE AN OUTLET MANAGER!!!!! =x He is going to strangle me to death if he reads my blog! LOL

I’m now very lazy to continue blogging. Shall be back tmr to continue?! LOL!

a post for cow.

{ May 9, 2007 @ 10:11 pm } · { Cell Group, crying }
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Dear,

it have been very long since i last felt so depressed. so depressed that i have bad thoughts. i just feel insecure.

i just need more of your love and care. i just need more of you attention. i just need more of your time. i just want to be you priority, the FIRST that appears to you to be important. i just want you to spend more time with me. i just want you to understand more about me.

i know. you also need more of my love and care, attention, time and you being my priority. also to understand more about you.

but somehow i just feel that nothing was done. u lead your life and me going on my life. whats the use of being together when we have totally no idea what each of us is doing in our life. we might even be gone the next minute. do we have to spend our time juz liydat? aint we suppose to be pillar for each other? aint we suppose to be the one that cares most for each other in times of need? ain’t we suppose to be spending every moment we can with each other?

im confused. to you, i may be so unreasonable, demanding, irritating or even i may be the lousiest ever girlfriend you had. but does it means that everything i do is meaningless and they are the causes of all the thoughts about me? perhaps to you whatever thing i do is so redundant, to you all the things i do might mean nothing. but it truely hurt me.

for the past few months, i realise the things that we always quarrel about are all surrounding my Jealousy. im stingy. i hate to share my boyfriend with any other girls. be it pretty or ugly. im just selfish. i dont mind you being so friendly and nice to them. but there are times when i will get really upset about it. because you were not as nice to me like to them.

all i want is more of your love. more of your time. more of your care. more of your understanding.
whenever i mentioned that im sick. im always waiting for you to say that you will come fetch me and go see a doctor. whenever going home. i just hope that you will say. “come girl, i send you home today.” or whenever i do something wrong, you will give me a smile and tell me patiently what ive done wrongly. or even when im slpin by your side, you will secretly plant a sweet kiss on my lips or forehead.

just like when we first got together. the way you wouldnt want to let go of my hands. the way you cant bear to leave me. the way you hug and kiss me. the way you talk to me everynight. the way that you call me every single night without fail. the way you give me morning calls. the way you jus call becoz you want to listen to my voice. the way you remember every single word that i say. the way you bring me out for shopping or dinner or even movies. the way you come all the way down to my workplace just to give me a surprise. the way you come all the way to my school and pick me up. the way you come my house and send me to work. the way you cry when you heard me crying. the list goes on and on…..

it have been so long. since all these have been happening.. perhaps, the feeling you had for me had slowly fade off. perhaps, you no longer love me anymore. perhaps, you feel that there are some other better than me, more understanding, more lovable than me.

i dont even know will you ever read this post. i dont even know will you ever remember that i have such a blog. i dont even know will you care. but all i want you to know is.

Yes. I still LOVE you.