Archive for December, 2006

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{ December 25, 2006 @ 1:34 pm } · { rubbish }
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haven been blogging. damn too lazy and blogger is giving problem. and it is already Christmas now. past events… like CLS ADD is great. last day of sch is boliao. Coffeeclub challenge cheer is fun. Christmas service is funny yet touching. but this Christmas is definately my worse ever..

CLS ADD….
dressed up. bought contact lense. spent a total of 200+ bucks. damn it! but it is great. all the partying the nite away. dancin away… nice. and the kbox after that is gd too. but the journey back hme is bad. the insufficient of slp.

last day of sch. juz back to have 1 hour lesson. nah.. or shld i say juz a 20minutes lesson.. release earli and started damn late. after lesson. shoppin is alright. i can sense that things have started to drift apart.. but i can do nth but juz damn shit CRY!

coffeeclub challenge. i almost thought we will end up the worst team. but we are gd. and i mean it.. =) nice ppl in the team. was late waking up but there earli.. huh~ what theory. lolx. thanks to the invention of cab and of course the sharing of cabs!.

Christmas service. very innovative way of potrayin the birth of Jesus Christ. and in a way it actually brings out another point. TRUST and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for their love ones. gd work CHC drama team. i felt so sad coz i cant be 1 of those that is carolling away @ expo and vivocity.

work on Christmas eve was alright. lots of arguement with the “rubbish bin”. and i am totally nt in the mood of celebrating. drinkin cold water tryin to cool myself down. but in the end, i still cant control the emotions. damn it. tears juz keep flowing. im such a bad controller.. the phone call is bad. and the whole thing actually started even way before in the morning. i know i was in the fault. but perhaps u can try putting urself in my position. ive tried so hard. or perhaps ive tried too hard..

Christmas day. is so boring. having cg. nvm. suan le. dunwan to touch on issue on cg.


things haven been gd. u know it. and u wan to do something to it. im stuck. i dun wish to let go. but i just nid to know the truth. is the truth so difficult to be told.. or everything is juz a lie….. all i want is truth…

peepx. im fine. =)

last of all..
wish everyone a merry merry christmas and a happy new year.. =)
and of course..
Happy birthday, Jesus Christ…~

im like an idiot.

{ December 9, 2006 @ 12:23 am } · { rubbish }
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bday is over. nth much. thanks to my class ppl. they actually tricked me down to school and celebrated fer me. thanks. =) so nice of u all to help me celebrate.. anyway lesson is same old boring. went hme after lesson and prepare go mit up with huifen. played badminton with wlny ppl. yongkang came down and gave me a surprise. thanks.

today. lesson is as boring as before. and im super tired. and now im feeling like an idiot. wasting my time to go search for a shirt instead of going home and have a rest before going cell grp. bought a black polo tshirt fer him. walk all ard JP juz to find 1 polo shirt. coz Giodarno polo tshirt is too common. and search fer a nice card. by the time i reach hme. it is almost time fer me to go fer cell grp. no bath, no rest and off i go fer cell grp. after cell grp, i rushed off to JE to mit him and past him the shirt and card as a surprise. but ended up, i think im the one that got surprised. im like an idiot standin there seeing him walk into the mrt jus like that to go search for his fren anxiously. i felt as though his frenz are even more impt den me. imagine leaving me standing there like an idiot @ almost 11pm.. ha. how great huh~. haiz… and all i can do is juz to get out of the mrt station and go dry my tears inside the toilet… STUPID!…. haiz.. suan le… and i dont think he realise how upset am i. coz i didnt tell him. i blog it out nt becoz i wanna let him read. but i reali nid to vent things out… sorry if u think im being unreasonable. but perhaps im juz liytdta.

nth to blog le. bye.

miserable

{ December 7, 2006 @ 12:19 am } · { rubbish }
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its 7th december. once again this date had come. and i find it more n more miserable. coz i juz dun feel excited abt it anymore. feel that it is again another day. the only thing special is that. i get older and i get present. -_-” what the heck. boring.

thinking back the past 20yrs. what have i done. ha. nth much i think. purely wasting money and life away. didnt enjoy what i shld enjoy. didnt do what i shld do. and have been getting into more trouble instead.


but perhaps thats life. ar~ and the wishes are getting lesser. ha. T_T lolx. lame. think i will juz wish myself……


Happy Birthday RongPing.. =)

oops.

{ December 6, 2006 @ 12:47 am } · { rubbish }
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ha! again i didnt come back again to blog. lolx. im lazy and there isnt much time fer me to come and blog. so tired. lolx..

have been practicing hard fer the captains ball competition. same little conflicts is up here and there. but overall nt that bad. but i think the main problem is the selfishness of each individual. or even tryin to show off? i duno. and sometimes it is hard to judge. and i shall nt judge.. like what the bible says in Luke 6:37 “(Jesus said:) Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.” but i believe that thru this competition we actually had learnt and gained more than we lose. and winning the match is a bonus fer everyone of us. =) cheers to POLYMER TEAM!!!

school. so far so good. boring. lolx. lesson is as boring.. haa!!! and fer me n baby. everything is fine. still as loving. or rather more loving~~ muahaha!! and finally baby is gng to ord soon! 16th dec! lol. but he nw already no nid go back camp coz he is clearing his leave. i miss him. ha. though i juz see him juz nw. lolx… every single moment.. i miss him. haa~~~~~~~

oh ya.. i gt a new hp number and oso… a new phone~ samsung d900. de slimest slide phone. ultra slim 12.9mm… haa~~ cool. and it is damn nice.. i love it… haa!!! =)

hmmm.. work is fine. kind of boring now.. and becoz of that indian woman.. everything is bad. coz of her.. things are messy. ar… im sorry. but i reali have no gd impression of her. no matter what she do. she juz puts me off. lolx!!!

k la.. i gtg le.. bye bloggie.. bye readers.. muacks baby.. =)

=)

{ December 1, 2006 @ 2:25 pm } · { rubbish }
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haven been blogging. pure laziness la. ha!!.. life have been the same. ups and downs. =) lazy to post everything out..

haven been seeing baby since sunday.. for the past few weeks.. it have always been liydat… argh… nvm.. after 4th dec.. we will have more time.. =)

have been busy fer the past weeks. with captains ball, quizes, work, reports.. plain boring.. ar!!! the only entertainment i had is captains ball la.. -_-”~~~ had a kbox session oso with WLNY peeps. nice 1. lolz. and i, once again keep occupyin the mike. i juz simply cant resist the temptation to sing @ kbox.. but totally cant sing @ party world. lolz. wierdo. haa!!! and there are realli a few that cant sing very well.. and oso there is this particular 1 that knows how to sing EVERYTHING.. i think give him hindu pop he oso can sing la.. haa!! justin is the most powerful la. know how to sing everything and he can help every song to sing for the accompany. lolx!!!!

hmmm, these had a test ystrday and today. ar.. nitemare.. but i think i did quite well. lolx!!! shall see how i score laterr.. lolx….

have been watchin the Project Superstar 2 on youtube. some contestants realli turn me off.. 汤灵伊 and 陈诗韵. first one keep saying she aint a bimbo. second one have a attitude with the nose pointing up right forming a 90 degree with the floor kind.. lolz!!! eeks… but i like the 陈迪雅 and 杨艳宜… but so sad that 杨艳宜 is already out..


ha. shall be back tonite! bye!