Archive for March, 2006

ministry of SOUND.

{ March 30, 2006 @ 12:36 pm } · { rubbish }
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UPDATED POST~ haa!!!!

went there ystrday nite.
hmm..
i shld say the place is not bad..
but the smoke makes me sian half..
and i was super duper shock to see my manager there!!
damn…
he is such a flirt….
nah.. shldnt say flirt..
shld say he is a bit veri horny..
wahahahaha!!!
ok. nvm.
went there with the Joey, Yuwen, Zuliana, Nyoman and the kitchen ppl.
Gerald is getting so tipsy..
and he start doin dirty dancin on me.
so paiseh can..
everybody keep laughing..
and i buay dong oso.
sit dwn there keep laughin.
coz he realli too funny..
entertain him abit.
dance abit.
den i start laughin like mad woman.
coz he realli too funny..
*faint..
and Chai..
so high too..
dance till duno what is what..
then de ah leong…
keep pullin me and yuwen off our seats and want us to dance with him..
faint…~
worse still..
all keep pushin me to Gerald.
faint~
that Joey..
wah lauz eh..
realli high oso..
push me till i almost fall dwn..
wah lauz eh..
but overall quite fun.
its a pity that we stay at our seats…
shld go on to the dance floor..
bUT!!!!…
i shy la~ wahahhahahaha!!!
=x
everything is gd..
but!!!
the smoke…
makes me -_-”
haiz..
and also..
can realli see hw the guys realli try to take advantage of the gals when they get tipsy…
touch here and there.
and some of the gals realli..
juz let the guys do whatever they wan..
disgusting creatures..
but u will realli see that person true personality…
who is the good person and who is the bad person…
haa!!!
oh ya..
went toilet..
den saw Felisia~
wahhahahaha!!!
so funny…
she was so shock to see me too..
so funny la…
went off at ard 3am..
actually went off at ard 215am..
but Joey duno fly whr..
ha!
Joey and Yuwen after tat still go have prata at clementi..
i…
of coz go hme..
kana scold by my mum till duno wat..
almost gt a slap..
haiz..
damn shit man..
coz she thought i smoke.
i swear and i swear..
i will drink.
but never will i smoke.
even if i drink.
i do know my limits..
is it that im realli such a no limit gal to her..
she doesnt give any trust to me.
yes indeed.
i shldnt have go to these place.
i shldnt have gone out till the wee hours.
but i do have my life.
why cant she juz give me the freedom..
haiz..
whatever la..
i realli duno what she wants.
one moment she say”u goin 20 le still act like a kid!!!!”
next moment she will say”small girl cannot go out till so late…”
realli duno what she wants..
i do have my self-control..
but its something that u cant see..
on the taxi ystrday nite..
hw i wish tat uncle is my parent.
haiz…
at least he sees my anxiety in getting hme asap…
coz i dunwan my mum to worry.
and i wan her to rest earli coz she still gt wrk the nxt day.
but my mum dun sees it..
she sees it as i LOVE getting her worried.
haiz…
i juz need some free time out late chillin with my frenz..
coz i seriously lacked the time of chillin with my frenz.
im everyday so busy with church, slping, online.
yes.. i shld cut dwn on my slpin and online..
so that i can spent more time with my frenz..
but..
money go whr get!!!!
kaoz…
whatever la..
gtg le..
bye bloggie…

what…

{ March 29, 2006 @ 12:25 pm } · { rubbish }
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monday.
duno what the heck happen.
i slp like a log..
till 4pm den wake up.
-____-”
whatever.
and my day is spent juz like tat..
was plannin to go out.
ended up..
haiz.
whatever.

tuesday.
turn off day once again.
eeks.
the AOM.
once again smoke in de smoke.
and even drink.
wah lauz eh.
and seriously i dun like the way they do things.
u do ur job i do my job.
whr’s de sense of team wrk.
u said we are a team.
but all these are not acts of team wrk.
we are wrkin in the same place.
we shld help one another when they cant cope or they need help isnt it.
whatever.
shall not comments ani much more.
will onli spoil my mood.
ystrday Nyoman veri blur can..
haiz..
ask him switch off the blender.
he go on.
den the hot water all splash out..
and scaled my hand..
o.0…
went off earlier..
and i did stunt.
go wrong direction escalator.
i actually know i went wrong 1.
but duno why i juz keep walkin.
haiz.
and thus i injured my finger.
skin peeled off…
o.0…
haiz…
so many injuries.
den go hme..
duno for what i go hit my left kneecap AGAIN!!!
think within this 1 wk..
i hit it for duno hw many times le..
was so pain ystrday nite.
the old injuries plus all these newly implanted 1..
wah lauz eh..
sian.
den tonite maybe goin MOS..
first time go~
wahahahahha!!!
shhhh!!!
P/S: im a SUPER DUPER guai gal can?!~haa!!!
yaya..
nv go clubbin b4.
shall try it.
ha!
sian sian sian. nth to do nw.
i wan slp. haiz. bye bloggie.

another stupid day.

{ March 27, 2006 @ 12:16 am } · { rubbish }
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went service.
den go wrk.
reach there damn earli.
140pm?~ haa!!!
den waited fer Sarah to come.
went thru cell grp mtg with me.
den i start wrk..
still nt use to be on de floor.
still cant memorise the table no.
stupid.
den key in order is so damn slow.
whatever.
i did floor today.
section 1.
so i nid do closin for section 1.
and i still nid to close bar.
veri the dotx lo..
nvm la..
duncare.
today when i reach wrkplace.
ppl keep askin what happened the nite before lo.
well well well..
juz 2 supervisors tryin to show ppl their power ya..
yea. scold all u wan..
duhx.
and today.
ha!!
best.
heard another backstabbin frm the supervisors abt another supervisor again
wth can?!
on de surface wow.. so gd.. buddy buddy..
smokin khaki.
blardy la.
yes. i dun like the 1 tat sayin abt oso.
but…
u all seems to “love” him wat…
nw love him so much till sayin his things behind.
great.
wat a politically GREAT place isnt it..
u are the boss.
big shot isnt it.
whatever.
i juz do my job.
get my pay.
thats it.
sayin ppl..
wat kind of supervisors issit that havin shirt out and walk ard..
how abt the 2 of u?!
smokin INSIDE the shop.
SUPERB isnt it!
ha!!
whatever it is.
i shall keep quiet.
juz the few of us shall talk abt it.
haiz..
but Kiki goin to leave on Sat le.
sadded.
gonna do nite shift again nxt wk.
argh..
sian..
haiz…
i so long nv watch TV!!!
i so long nv watch MOVIE!!!
haiz.
im sad.
MOVIE!!!!
de last movie i watched is Final Destination 3..
thats almost 1 mth ago!!!!!
haiz..
whatever.
bye bloggie…

pisssssed

{ March 26, 2006 @ 8:24 am } · { rubbish }
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work ystrday is so-so onli…
a turn off day..
finally on the floor.
but durin closing something happens and triggers off the anger in de few of us.
Kiki was so pissed off and he is swearin all over.
had a talk with Kiki, Khairul and Nyoman.
Nyoman is a new staff who is also from Indonesia.
he was a staff from siglap branch.
we sit outside the shop and talk till ard 1140pm den leave the place.
and i didnt go hme.
i took bus with Kiki..
to Cityhall mrt station.
meet up with Xiuli, Meifong and Jonathan.
den no train le…
so took 174e hme..
wah lauz..
1hour pls journey..
was so tirin.
did nth much after i reach hme..
and slp..
nw got to go fer service.
im realli veri tired.
haiz.
have to wrk till 11pm today.
pray hard i will nt tio scoldin today.
ystrday quite a pissed off day fer a few of us.
well..
its my first time on floor.
and i mixed up de table no.
and the supervisor..
f me upside dwn.
what the.
u juz ask me go do floor..
den i go do..
but u nv even tell me de table no..
damn it.
and u nv even ask Kiki to help.
ended up u accusin him not helpin.
wtf.
u do order wrongly. break something.
u jus smile/ giggle.
we do something wrong.
u blardy clap ur hand, give us a face or scold us.
what is this.
so pissed.
enuf of rattling. gonna be late fer service le.
bye!
shall be back to complain somemore

blog.

{ March 25, 2006 @ 2:43 am } · { rubbish }
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was thinkin whether to or not to blog.
coz i realli have no idea what i realli want to.
perhaps thats the main reason why everything always hang in the air.
i dunwan to stay this way.
i wan more.
im not contented with what i have.
every area.
i seriously have no idea what do i want.
studies and relationship.
indeed i have not been doin well in my studies.
and havin to repeat every single module of my year 2 is realli a toopid thing..
as for relationship.
being an indecisive person makes myself, the other party and ppl ard me suffer.
but in actually fact.
im juz being a naive person who believes in those fairy tales.
coz im a easily cheated person.
thus ppl are climbin over me?..
totally no idea.
as for my attachment.
i shld say.
im disappointed.
i believe i can do better.
i wanted to prove myself everyday.
but i juz mess everything up.
am i realli such a failure?!
maybe im one.
i totally have no idea what will i become..
im no longer young.
when 7th Dec 2006 comes.
im no longer a teenager anymore.
and yet im still such a childish person.
useless bum isnt it.
haiz.
my headache these few days almost killed me.
i wanted to pop pills.
but i juz stop myself..
coz i dunwanna get addicted and dependant on them.
1 panadols will take 7yrs to digest.
and i have pop way too much last yr.
i may look as though im juz like normal person.
but seriously i dun think im deep inside.
im juz a weird person.
duhx.
but hw weird can i be.
i duno.
sometimes i juz feel tat im juz like a parasite.
livin in this earth and snatchin oxygen with other ppl..
and waste the food on earth.
some of them cant even have a proper meal.
but me.
havin them and yet still acts like a parasite.
whatever it is.
i seriously duno.
haiz..

what a demoralisin post isnt it.
ha!!
i wanna drink Bailey’s Irish Cream.
but i juz cant find it..
why.
is this liquor realli tat difficult to find..
haiz.
whatever.
bye bloggie.

handwritin analysis….

{ March 25, 2006 @ 1:59 am } · { rubbish }
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jus did a test.
analysis on handwriting..
and its so accurate that i cant believe what i read.
here is the result..
*anyway.. duno why by default i become a HE!!!!…*
haa!!!
this is de website~ =)

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer’s attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Victoria has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Victoria fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Victoria has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past.? Victoria seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Victoria seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Victoria on a team, because Victoria will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Victoria if he is not careful.
Victoria has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Victoria is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn’t necessarily mean things go as planned. Victoria basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality– not too “out of reach”. He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals.? A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.
Victoria is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Victoria learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won’t forget. Victoria is a methodical thinker, therefore he is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, he often loses to rapid thinking people because he is thinking thirty minutes later about what he should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate. He may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other “less detailed” people, but once he gets it, he can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, he can handle it better than most.
Victoria will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don’t really want his opinion, don’t ask for it!
Victoria uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Victoria does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise. Victoria will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying “I love you” is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally. Victoria is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask “Is this best for me?”
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Victoria doesn’t write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

updates

{ March 24, 2006 @ 12:29 pm } · { rubbish }
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ystrday.
quite a peaceful day at work i shld say.
as for nw..
there’s a trainee Supervisor.
he is such a HL person.
“frm my experience……”
thats his line.
indeed he is someone with lots of experience.
but..
i find it veri irritating..
he is onli here for 2 wks..
and he wanted to change this and that..
say this nt correct that nt correct.
what the hell man..
-_-”
forget it.

finally my maple character is lvl 34 le..
nw got to stay there fer quite some time..
i miss playin party quest.. haa!!
nvm

nth to blog oso..
anyway.. Angeline…!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
haa~ ur present..
realli veri expensive can!!!
imported gds somemore la!!! wah lauz..
seEE~~ we LOVE u so much..
haaa!!! =x

excellence in service award 2006

{ March 23, 2006 @ 12:35 pm } · { rubbish }
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yes. once again we manage to bagged the prize again for SP Chinese Orchestra.
of coz im happy.
but.
deep inside me.
i totally lose heart.
do u ppl realli think that we realli deserve this award.
in my heart.
i totally dun agree..
we are able to keep the record of ZERO demerit points is already a miracle.
frankly speakin.
in my heart. how much i wished that we didnt get the award.
the attitude of ppl. sucks.
the commitment level of ppl. sucks.
the attendance of the ppl. sucks.
the ppl. sucks!
everything is jus so well covered up by us.
and thus we get the award.
the feelin in me is realli so mixed up.

ppl are commentin on us and yet they dun feel a thing.
“heyo, u all getting Excellence in Service Award for de 2nd yr leh… this kind of standard ar!”
hw wld u all feel..
perhaps u all might feel nth..
but deep inside my heart..
i almost burst into tears.
to me..
its realli an insult.
a real shame.
ha!

but..
nevertheless..
congrats..
SPCO.
u all did it again.

zoo. memories

{ March 21, 2006 @ 1:38 pm } · { rubbish }
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i wanna go to the zoo..
i missed goin to the zoo..
Xingzuan juz sms me sayin they goin on sat.
but i gt to work.
haiz.
who can accompany me go when i am able to?!
haiz..
ive gain a lot of things.
but at the same time..
ive lost alot of things.
and i seriously think that i lost more than i gain..
i missed all the mornin calls that i gt.
i missed all the nice talks i had.
i missed everything.
but everything is no longer possible.
bye bloggie.

title?!

{ March 21, 2006 @ 11:54 am } · { rubbish }
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ha! cut hair ystrday nite..
wanted to dye.
den my mum+_)(*&^%$#@!~
dunwanna talk abt it.
hair cut…
like no diff..
onli cut…
nvm.
duno blog for what oso.
ha!!!~
im veri bored.
im veri sad.
im everything.
ok.
nvm.
i go watch anime~ bye!

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