Archive for November, 2005
finally i am back!
yeah..
finally i am back to blog..
if i dun blog..
goin to forget whatever happen le..
haa!
actually nw already forget…
finally i am back to blog..
if i dun blog..
goin to forget whatever happen le..
haa!
actually nw already forget…
on tuesday…
went to school..
was so guai…
attended every lesson…
haa!!!~
den went hme..
den go church..
reached hme ard 12midnite…
on wednesday…
went to sch for quiz..
the quiz is easy..
den after tat lesson..
skipped BIA tutorial..
oops..
den after tat go for PM & AI lesson..
the clz is damn noisy..
though i seriously think tat the teacher is redundant..
but still..
juz keep quiet la..
if wan talk..
talk softer la..
but gt tis woman frm buddy clz who is simply cant keep quiet..
den talk veri loud…
den whole clz oso talk..
teacher gt so angry tat she stopped and walked away..
nobody seems to care…
duhx…
watever..
den finish lesson..
went to clubrm…
waited for Xinjie to come…
yeah!
haa!!
den we went makan..
den after tat CO prac…
till ard 940pm..
went hme..
slept…
on thurs..
skipped the Polymer Science lecture..
lazy to go..
but..
i reach sch at 930am..
whereby my lesson starts at 9..
ends at 11…
haa!!
rot in co rm..
den go use computer..
den actually meetin Miele for lunch..
in de end never..
den i go mit Peile..
den go back sch..
help Angeline settle scores for a while..
den go practical lesson.
veri boring…
den after tat go back clubrm..
moved the instruments over to convention center..
den after tat go back and brief the ppl in concert comm abt concert…
after tat went to run to SAA find david..
den went back to clubrm.
and off we went for the trial nite trail…
den after tat went hme..
reached hme ard 9+pm..
den rotx…
online..
play..
watch tv..
actually planned to slp earli..
but suddenly remember Leng next day gt 9am lesson..
so called her at ard 12midnite..
and asked whether she need mornin call anot..
haa!!
ended up chatting with her till ard 3am…
hee!!!
haiz…
duno hw to help her oso…
haiz…
on friday..
wake up..
damn tired..
rush to sch fer practical…
den finish practical and went off to opto center to fixed my spec..
after tat to CO rm..
and computer lab.
den go makan..
and performance..
something happen..
felt so uncomfortable..
and wierd..
dun wish to elaborate…
anyway…
everything is so last min..
damn..
so pissed..
shall nt elaborate here..
and i make Xinjie cry..
oops..
sorry my dear…
haiz…
den was rubbishin away with David and Anna..
haa!!!~
after tat went back for lesson…
everything is so last min..
damn..
so pissed..
shall nt elaborate here..
and i make Xinjie cry..
oops..
sorry my dear…
haiz…
den was rubbishin away with David and Anna..
haa!!!~
after tat went back for lesson…
den halfway..
fell slp…
den huiling saw it and laugh at me..
haa!!
after tat went to CO rm.
meet the rest…
pop 2 panadols..
coz i havin a veri bad headache..
we went bugis V8 for dinner..
den after tat had neoprints..
fun!!!~
my all time fave!!!
den after tat went to paya lebar for smelly toufu and rochor dou hua!!!
nicenice!!
den Xinjie simply hated the smelly toufu…
haa!!
too smelly..
den after tat went hme…
reached hme at 1230midnite..
haa~!!
finally gt ppl accompany me back hme..
all the way lo..
haa!!!
yeah!!!~
den after tt online..
den slp…
today..
whole day rotx at hme…
clean my rm..
but i never realli clean..
but jux cleared a bit..
den acutally at 4plus wanna go the IT fair at expo with Leng..
in de end we decided to stay at hme…
den here i am blogging once again..
haha!!~
yeah!!
oh ya..
i never mentioned tat on friday..
Xingzuan actually brought her cousin over…
her name is Huishan~
and we clicked!!
haa!!
nw she is my newly found honey!!!~
she dunwan be my 9th darling..
she wanna be my first honey..
haa!!!~
yeahyeah!!
she is cute..
she is so young onli..
13yrs old!!!!
faint!!!
haaa!!!~
den jonathan say i phildolphile..
haa!!~
out of my 8darlings and 1honey…
only Leng, Peile and Jialin older den me..
de rest are younger lo..
haaa!!!
=x
time realli flies…
never did i realise 4mths have juz past..
think everything is over nw..
i dunwanna care abt it anymore..
and it is not worth my time..
yeap…
anyway…
sunday..
went for service…
saw Sun..
she is back..
so happy..
anyway…
after service..
waited for Xiuli..
coz she went for the later service..
den Guoping came today oso..
hee
so happy..
so long never see “sister” le..
hee~!!
den go Bugis..
den i go look for my darling~
Leng!!!
hee…
den talk with her lo..
yeah~!!!!
den after tat go chit chat with Xiuli, Guoping and Audrey…
we took neoprints oso!!!
yeah!!!~
haa!!!~
anyway..
den went hme…
finish bathing..
Xiuli called..
chit chat for veri veri long..
knew alot of things..
told her abt what i actually went thru oso…
ya…
my tears juz dropped after sharin with her…
and she oso shared with me abt hers..
almost cried..
coz i feel so bad..
coz i wasnt by her side when things happen..
haiz..
and i am so occupied with my things and i dun seems to realise things…
den after tat hang up le..
online..
chat with Leng, Bowei, Samuel…
den tat Eileen..
force me to say i miss her!!!!…
haa!!~
lalalala!!!~…
i miss Leng de most la..
haa!!!~
den here i am blogging..
tml lesson at 8am..
and i am still here blogging..
what is happening?!
okok…
nothin much happen la…
juz tat duno what to put fer my title…
anyway..
today met Xinjie finally..
went CO..
so borin la..
haiz..
we 2 rot ard…
den after tat help Mr Ng to help clear the store..
so mahuan~
den after tat go KFC buy dinner..
den went hme..
boring.
and watch tv, play game, online…
haiz…
totally no life..
i wan find a job le..
if nt everyday rot oso nt gd lo..
haiz…
i want to watch Harry Potter lo..
haiz..
but alot ppl have negative comments on it..
haiz..
duno..
but never mind..
coz i will be goin with Leng..
and i think SPCO ppl oso ba…
haha!!
duno oso..
serioously…
i duno what i wan nw..
haiz…
what i typing.
i oso duno..
whatever…
= a heart that is broken in pieces can never be perfect anymore…
coz of all the scars that is left behind after fixing everything together..
they are still so visible…
Perfect Love is now a HISTORY… =
everything is HISTORY nw…..
bleahs!
was veri tired..
so no time to blog..
haa!!!~
wed..
had lesson..
so so so tired….
den had CO..
finish at 9+pm…
den went hme..
ard 1030pm reach boonlay..
den went home..
finish up my tutorial till 2am..
slept….
thursday..
had lesson…
well…
damn piss with that fat ass Lim..
idiot lo him..
throw the apparatus to us..
den ask us do ourselves..
what kind of lecturer is tat..
blardy…
anyway..
gt so fed up..
dun care..
den go CO rm..
the camp comm had meeting…
den after tat went hme..
finally a day that i went home..
and i still able to see some light..
haa!!!
den slept quite earli..
today..
wake up at 630am..
juz to wake up my dear Leng..
but…
no one pick up…
den she sms me back say she wake up le..
so i continue slp till 7am den wake up..
went sch..
late fer practical..
anyway..
after practical.
went CO rm..
waited fer Leng and Bowei..
bought beancurd fer her…
when she reached..
den talk talk..
and so i asked her wat time she wake up..
she say she 710am den wake up lo!!!!
-____-”
*piak her butt*
den after tat we went BoonKeng and meet up with a supplier…
after tat went back sch for lesson..
fell aslp..
damn damn…
oh ya..
okok..
i skipped VB programmin today..
this will be the last lesson i skippin for this semester k~
=x
den after lesson went CO rm..
play with Leng, Bowei and Samuel..
den after tat i went to church for choir prac..
den they went to chinatown makan..
without me..
argh!!!
anyway..
went hme after choir prac..
den juz called Leng…
den…
THEY BLUFF ME…
TAT THEY ARE CLUBBIN AT DBLO!!!
wah lauz..
hw can go without me!!!
and with my Leng!!!!
argh!!!!
+_)(*&^%$#@!~
anyway…
tats all wanna update…
what happen..
a few days never blog..
what did i do…
i also duno..
realise this wk i am goin to be as busy as last wk..
but not as late la….
ya…
monday..
finish lesson at 1pm..
meet Leng @ Bugis..
go walk walk…
we went Yinzhi’s bro shop…
den chit chat lo..
haha!!
something funny happen…
haha!!!
duno shld pity Yinzhi or say he gt a veri gd bro…
=x..
his bro is a real joker..
funny..
and saw their mum..
her mum looks young lo…
realli…
so cute oso..
haa!!~
ok.
stop..
anyway..
the shop is realli a veri ulu place…
whahaha!!~
anyway..
after tat me n Leng go watch Just Like Heaven…
quite nice…
veri easy to understand..
veri straightforward…
give it a 3 out of 5 stars..
yeap..
den meet with Bowei..
den went Yinzhi’s bro shop agian..
haha
coz Bowei never go before.
den after tat went fer carrot cake…
after tat go back sch for meeting..
ended at ard 740pm…
den after tat go clementi makan..
den after tat went home..
was veri tired..
but saw Chunyi..
den so..
went to chit chat with her @ Gek poh Mac lo..
chat till 1130pm den go hme..
bath..
den watch tv..
and off i went to sleep…
today..
my mum wake me up at 9am..
but i was veri veri tired..
den i continue slpin..
and she went work..
and in the end…
i skiped the lesson lo..
haa!!!!
=x
den went sch…
and had lesson…
and in de end i skipped de last lesson oso..
and in de end went hme and slp..
coz veri veri tired…
wake up at 630pm…
den quickly get ready go church..
den here i am bloggin..
yeah..
done!!
bye bloggie…
=)
today wake up damn early..
830am..
sms my choir IC…
actually dun wanna sing for choir 2day..
partly coz i am veri tired…
and oso becoz of my leg..
but in the end i still went lo..
coz already promise my IC to sing le..
so went la..
service is great.
pastor ulf.
*ulf is pronounce as oaf… not wolf!!!!*
haha!!
sat on stage…
haha!!!
and he laid hands on the choir..
whOo~
and we fall..
=)
ok~ shall nt bored u all with all these..
but what i can say is..
i enjoy it..!
okok..
tell u all something interesting…
today, i was late for choir…
reached at 11am..
saw Michelle at staircase tryin veri hard to put on her makeup,,
den she said tat her makeup kit was lost..
so have to come and borrow frm ppl…
and she is in a rush..
and thus forget to put on lipstick..
den on the way out…
she asked me for mine..
but i left everything at hme…
den we went on stage..
stood in front of her initially….
den we were talkin n talkin..
den she keep askin ard for lipstick..
and suddenly she came up with this funny idea of wanting to KISS ME!!!!
just to get some lipstick frm me…
haha!!~
we acted to kiss not just once but twice..
haha!
imagine..
standin on stage..
and wanted to Kiss!!! wahhaha!!~
2gals somemore!!!
whOo!!!
Britney and Madonna…
Yanzi and Liang Jing Ru,
Tanya and Liang Jing Ru..
nw…
Victoria and Michelle…
hahaha!!!~
but anyway..
we didnt…
haha!!!~
okok….
*Leng, SORRY!!! haha!!*
=x
whole cell grp gt scolded today…
duno what happen…
everybody were late…
haiz..
anyway..
after service went home….
and rotx….
went for dinner…
and had 1 of my fave dish…
Yam Ring…
den go hme…
chatted with Xingzuan juz nw…
talk abt this person..
shall name the person X….
and the other as Y…
X went all the way to duno where jux to buy beancurd for Y..
and went all the way to another place jus to pass Y the beancurd….
just becoz Y wans to eat…
X & Y used to be couple…
but they have broken up..
but months later…
X asked fer a patch and did a lot of things to get Y back…
all those things tat X have done..
indeed is veri touchin..
i doubt anyone will be so cold hearted and feel nothing…
den suddenly…
she asked…
” if he, let he be W, were to do all this to u and ask u back.. what will be ur ans? “
i gave her a definate and strong…
NO…
not becoz i wanna act strong…
but it is becoz i am already too weak to throw myself in to a fire…
but it is becoz i have realise that he is not who i want…
indeed he is realli veri gd at handling with gals…
all i need is someone who is nice to me..
and not someone out there tryin to hurt me so deeply…
indeed i am veri hurt by whatever things that have happen..
but i will not dwell on it..
coz nw i realise it is not at all worth it..
had shed tears and even bite myself..
useless..
i am now pickin myself up bit by bit..
i believe, there will be a day whereby W will be totally off my mind..
and W will be none other den just like a passenger that have board the bus and alight after 5mths…
and frm then on..
we become just like any passer-bys on the street…
bye, W..
having the thought of being stayin as veri gd frenx is juz so naive..
coz i dun think none of us wanna take the first step…
yeap…
ok..
enuf of all these..
if nt later Leng n Xingzuan read le..
den they sad…
haha!!!~
Leng, i still love u.~haha!!!~
as for Xingzuan…
thanks for approvin me n Leng…
haha!!~
`* a heart that is shattered into million of pieces can never be mended back into its original shape anymore….
no matter what is done..
the evidence of the cracks will still be so visible..
and it will never be a perfect heart anymore..
Perfect Love will then become a history…..*`
saturday
a day i love..
haha!!
today went JP with Peile again…
haha!!!~
had The Ultimate!!!
den sat @ Coffee Bean and chitchat for a while….
den after tat go SaSa..
bought a nail polish!!!
haha~
lame..
den went hme..
and here i am..
nth to do…
k…
gtg
byebye!!!
finally!!!
yesh..
finally..
i gt a long long slp of 12hours!!!
yeah!!
was so tired..
ystrday..
reach hme at 1am lo…
haa!!!
went for performance..
well..
dunwanna talk it anymore..
coz i am sick of tired of things tat is happening…
anyway..
went to have mini steamboat @ tiong bahru…
with Leng, Bowei, Zhiming, Chaoyong, Xingzuan, KaiXian, Jonathan and Mayfen…
den after that went to paya lebar had smelly beancurd..
haha
i never eat any..
coz i ate before..
sucks!!!
eeeEEeeEeE!!!
den after that went have rochor dou hua!!!
whOo!! veri nice..
den after tat went to take train home lo..
caught the last train….
and was talkin Bowei thru out lo…
den reach boonlay…
was so tired..
den went to take 243G..
duhx..
missed the last bus..
was thinkin to walk home…
but happen tat gt this 242 pass by…
den the uncle stop to tell us that there is no more bus le..
so i board that bus lo……
haa!!~
den talk to leng on the phone…
till veri late..
ard 2+am..
den after tat i go bath and after tat slp at 4am..
haha!!
and i just wake up 1hour plus ago at 330pm..
haa!!!~
=P
ok..
nth much to update oso le…
bye!!!
tired
finally this week is comin to an end..
today is a day i am lookin forward for..
coz it is friday…
meaning after today i can resT!!!
have been out for the whole day ever since tuesday…
tuesday:- 10am till 12midnite.
wednesday:- 8am till 1130pm
thursday:- 9am till 11pm
friday:- 9am till ???
so damn tired..
a week of horrible things happening..
though there are horrible things..
there is also alot of happy things la..
hahaha…
wednesday..
had pricipal diaglogue session…
before that meet up with Miele, Pearl, Darryl…
after tat went ard visitin each other’s clubhouse..
first is Pearl’s den Miele’s…
den mine..
haha~
and after that a few of them came and meet us oso…
gt Alicia, Su, Weini…
and that causes my clubhse to be veri noisy…
haha!!!
anyway….
had fun durin the session..
after that went FC4 meet up with Huimin and Jiaxin and had our dinner..
something lame actually happen..
haha!!!
=x
and after tat had prac all the way till 10pm…
duhx..
tirin..
as for thursday..
damn tat pok!
bloody.
change the room for the lesson.
and i wasnt told at all..
damn damn damn…
and plus i was late.
45mins late…
and realise this..
duhx…
whatever..
den decided to go clubrm..
coz have totally no mood..
was so damn bloody hot…
halfway say Miele…
so she came my clubhse to rotx….
and i start clearin the trays..
damn..
so dirty….
argh…
went computer lab after tat to type the things for the ISC ppl…
haiz…
whatever…
den after that go Jurong East meet up with Peile for lunch…
had my favourite “niang tou fu”
haha!!
and chit chat a while…
after tat i head back to sch for practical…
fell aslp on the bus..
frm JE back to SP…
anyway….
the practical is so damn short..
duhx..
haha!
nt as if i duno..
coz i do before..
but it is way too fast la..
haha!
my grp ppl no need to say before hand who do what..
all will auto get themselves a task 1…
cool….
and after tat go to CO rm…
rots ard…
and later go auditorium for rehearsals..
sucks…
though i nt performin..
but i still there..
duhx..
i went and help out in percussion…
-___-”!!!
all thanks to ANGELINE TANG HUI JUN!!!!
whatevr….
everythings is late…
So rehearsal ends at 8+pm..
and of course ppl gt pissed…
and ppl’s tongues start wagging…
whatever..
sick and tired of everything…
u are tired…
i am tired too…
everybody is tired too..
haiz…
suan le…
and after tat went makan at clementi with Samuel and Bowei…
haha!!!
that Samuel is damn kpo la…!!!!
haha…
went hme…
slept at 12midnite…
as for today….
had practical at 9am la..
and nw i am having VB lesson..
damn…
haha!!
ok..
gtg..
bye…
