truth hurts.
nothing hurts more than this.
i felt so cheated.
i felt so pissed.
i felt so sad.
i felt so depressed.
i felt like a fool.
maybe everything is not what i have thought.
but i choose to think this way.
yeah.
call me stubborn.
stupid.
bo liao.
anything u wanna call me..
i dun care.
coz i dun care a damn now.
this is my attitude.
so why cares.
i am juz a super attitude kid.
whereby i do things MY WAY!..
i said this once and said this the last.
“this will be the last time i ever teared for this person. this will be the last time i ever think of this person.
this will be the last time i ever keep in close contact with this person. this will be the last time. never a second chance. the hurt is too much for me to bear. the hurt is too deep for me to lighten it. sorry.”
yesh i might sound ridiculous.
i might sound like some mad woman.
but people..
do put urself in what i am going thru nw…
failing 3 modules…
lost my wallet juz nw..
and i have yet found it…
and now this..
haha!!!
think all things juz come when i become rebellious…
i might be like a child whining.
but all these are the words that i realli wanted to say.
these are all the frustration that i am facing.
these are all that i am feeling..
i realli feel veri upset.
upset abt everything.
the feeling stings so much that my tears jus rolled down my cheeks when i am talking to YX abt it.
i felt like a fool.
realli.
indeed i am a fool.
yesh.
i am juz a fool again.
call me stupid
call me a dummy.
everything.
yeah.
