Archive for October 22, 2005

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{ October 22, 2005 @ 12:39 am } · { rubbish }
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面对许多人事物，我们都需要勇气。

暗恋一个人的时候，你需要勇气开口向他表白。

明恋一个人的时候，你需要勇气要求和他牵手。

选择和一个人一刀两断的时候，你需要更多更多的勇气。

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决定把X的号码删除
(i tried. but the number have already been printed deep in my memory)
决定不再和X见面
(i tried. but X will tend to keep appearin in front of me suddenly)
决定不再和X有任何瓜葛
(i tried. but it is impossible)
决定不再为X伤心
(i tried. but it is easier said den done)

extract frm Cruz Teng blog…
this is hw i am feeling too….
everything is so true n cruel hor…
haiz….

fine

{ October 22, 2005 @ 12:24 am } · { rubbish }
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well..
ppl.
dun worry about me.
i am fine.
have alot of thoughts in my mind.
have nt tell my parents abt it.
dun think my dad care a damn.
my mum sure say those sarcarstic remarks.
my brother sure sit dwn there listen and laugh.
what a “great” family i have hor…
bloody!
damnit!
have thoughts of quiting school and go NAFA..
study Vocal studies.
but it is so damn EXPENSIVE!!!
$12100+++
that will be my sch fees fer 3yrs of studies..
nt includin my expenses..
haiz..
think i will forgo this thought..
think i will juz keep studying.
finish this damn diploma..
go to work…
and go study in those music clinics part time.
dun ask me why i am so keen on studyin music…
the ans is juz simple..
music keeps me going.
it is something that actually prevent me frm getting bad.
yesh. i may be rebellious.
but i do know my limits.
duhx.
i do care.
but i juz dun show.
whatever it is..
all i can do nw is..
walk 1 step… look 1 step onli…
nth much happen today n yestrday..
so not much of updates..
bye bloggie..