i felt like a fool.
why am i still so stupid.
i simple dun understand.
@ the moment i saw him.
i immediately stunned there and dare nt moved.
it is onli after a while den i realise i was standing there.
i hate that.
why did he ever appear in co again.
i felt so uncomfortable.
duno why.
things are over fer so long!!! duhx.
today…
ha!
was supposed to be the.. 3rd mth.
duhx.
ok fine.
i am a weakling.
i always thought i have forget everything.
but i am juz lyin to myself.
i am juz lyin to every body ard me..
i failed in lyin to myself.
i am such a failure.
i hate myself…
i hate it!!!!
dont need to try figuring out what i am talkin about.
it is juz some craps.
bye