Archive for September, 2005

恋爱演习

好像闯了红灯
看你上了公车
沿路守护着你
直到飞行安全降落

站在二号出口
等着你发现我
我们擦肩而过
心跳忽然停止跳动

没有任何靠近你的理由
只好大声对你说
Oh Girl

爱你冲昏了头
不爱我会难过
肥皂没有泡沫
恋爱演习失控

爱你冲昏了头
不爱我会发疯
这样简单的我
其实并不难懂


词:柯有伦 曲:姚小民
2005柯有伦 首张创作专辑 第 5 首

Photos…

Here is the pictures as promise..~ haha!! a bit ugly la.. hahaha!!! too bo liao le.. haha!!!~ bye!!

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procrastinator procrastinating here

here i am..
procrastinator i am one..
i am the great procrastinator, VICTORIA CHEW RONGPING!!!
haha!!!!

saturday n sunday are my rest days… on sat.. wake up at 3.30pm.. duhx.. hw pig i am ya?! whatever… i am a self-declare pig… remember?!! haha!!! if u forget.. let you RECALL here ba…haha!!! and on saturday.. rots rots rots is all i know.. cant recall what i do oso le la..

as on sunday.. meet my choir IC and team ppl fer breakfast.. den went for service… den go bible study with Justin.. den after tat went JP walk walk..saw this 3/4 pants tat i have been eyein for quite long le..haha!! den went hme… duhx… rotx… den cook bread with egg for Leng again.. haha!!!~ den went to JP.. bought the pants that i have been eyeing on.. den walk ard with Leng.. had banana lessons!! and not to forget fish lessons oso.. haha!! think the ppl in supermarket thinks we 2 are mad… after tat went to meet Peile @ Lakeside..
went to play candles.. shall post up the pictures tml ba… den bought a mini cake fer her too.. after tat went hme lo.. and rotx… slept at 2am..

today wake up at 130pm… and rotx.. once again… den went study with Meifong @ 730pm.. study till 11pm den go hme.. and here i am blogging… too sian le… and i realise i got a lot of movies wanna watch

=Corpse Bride=

=Be With Me=

=

=The Red Shoes=

=One More Chance=

anyone wanna watch?? will be watchin Corpse Bride soon with Leng, Peile, Wenhao.. den for Be With Me.. anyone interested?!! i wanna watch it.. anyone wan? but provided u are 18 and abv. coz it is an M18 show.. haha!! Lesbian contents… as for Hinokio.. think have to catch it real soon.. coz think it is ending soon le.. so is for One More Chance.. as for The Red Shoes.. it is a horror movie.. so weak heart shall nt apply.. haha!! duhx… okok.. enuf of crapping.. to know more abt the movie.. click on the movie ba..

got to go.. bye!!! love u lots bloggie.. haha!!!

*i think i am back to my usual blogging ways.. haha!! Kaixin.. sorry ar!!! hahaha!!*

stupid joke

A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years.
One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant.
Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child.
If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18.
She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born.
To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write “Spaghetti” on the back.
He would then arrange for child support payments to begin.
One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife.
“Honey,” she said,
“you received a very strange post card today.”
“Oh, just give it to me and I’ll explain it later,” he said.
The wife obeyed, and watched as her husband read the card, turned white,and fainted.
On the card was written:
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……..
…….
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“Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with meatballs, one without.”

days..

Hey hey!!!! few days never blog le.. been busy with exams… falling sick soon.. haha!!! was slacking the whole of thursday.. den onli start studyin at 11pm.. and studied all the way till 6am den slp.. wake up at 730am but i slack till 8am den realli crawl out of my beloved bed.. den went for exam.. was 5mins late la… but manage to finish the paper.. though gt a few duno hw to do.. but at least i manage to sit thru the 2hr plus lo… after exam.. went to library to print out my case study… coz my lecturer lost it.. -_-” den went to meet Leng.. after tat go find David.. pass him the SCO booklet… den rot till 1pm den go have our lunch. went FC3… and we chit chat till 330pm liydat den go CO rm.. den was rotting around… den carried the daruan all the way back.. den Leng accompany me lo.. hahaha!!! den after go hme had my dinner… den went to cellgrp.. den went hme.. played game.. den went to slp at ard 2am le.. and guess what.. i slp all the wat till 330pm!!! and wake up clean hse fer a while… den here i am lo.. haha!! nth to blog le.. bye bloggie…

first paper.

had my first paper today.. all i can say is i bwang la.. haiz.. whatever.. i dun care le.. went off earli lo.. went to buy mac.. duhx.. already losin my voice and yet i eat mac…whatever.. den saw Engine-niang.. lame lo.. duno whats that she wan give me… *mummy say cannot anyhw take ppl’s thing de* haha~ so in de end i never take… den went co rm rot a while.. den go SAA find David.. talk crapx with him fer 1hour.. make me laugh like duno what coz of the BBQ pit… den after that went hme lo.. so tired.. den reach hme.. my dad was nagging.. so frustrated… den my brother give that bo chap face.. feel like giving him one tight slap… so pissed.. cant even get a rest… and have peace… duhx.. den watch tv thruout… and did nth much oso.. shall wake up earli earli in the morning and go study @ Mac.. and have Mac breakfast~ haha!! enjoyin… bo liao…

and oso.. veri pissed with this person.. she is always copying me.. so angry!!!… first is the bag.. i bought that bag in HK.. den come back spore… she buy 1 oso.. and give the “oh same bag ar, i didnt know that” attitude… duhx… den now is the nick!! wah lauz.. cant she get a life?!! i put “iloveLENG” den she put ” i love Xingzuan” … den nw… change to ” i love Xingzuan (and maybe Layleng too…)” …. doesnt she have any creativity?! wah lauz… copy cats!!! i dun like copy cats… get a life la… duhx… and keep acting veri spiritual.. duhx.. church-hopping means spiritual ?~ duhx.. always want to show ppl the loving side.. and act the other in front of others… so angry.. especially when i know abt her saying my dear junior… so angry.. who is she in what position to say my dear junior?!! her attendence is even worse den anyone in SPCO lo.. and her skills.. all i can say is.. waste money go find a teacher… no results.. so what if u know a lot of grade 8 songs.. does that means u can show off in front of other ppl… duhx.. scram la… angry!

(-once again i tends to think of the past… am i stupid or what.. haiz… gonecase.. forget it..-)

tired

i juz finish 7chapters of polymer science… jux read thru.. haiz… nw veri tired le.. dun think i will carry on.. shall wake up tml earli and continue.. bye bloggie…

(-once again i teared in my heart.. why is this so.. everything had already become the past tense.. and yet i still want it to be present tense.. why is everything going the way i dunwan it to be.. why is everything going the wrong way.. why cant i jux live my life in the present and forget about the past.. how i wish time can be turn back.. -)

i am referring to my secondary sch life.. i am refering to my poly life.. i am referring to every area of my life.. be it my frens in primary, secondary, poly.. be it things that i went thru in primary, secondary, poly.. everything have gone utterly wrong.. why.. why have everything become this way.. i duno.. and i dun wish to know..
once again i lost things that i wanna treasure.. friends.. FRIENDS…
why i jux cant seems to keep them.. why are they jux slipping thru the gaps of my fingers.. why.. i dun understand.. izzit that i have not spent enough time to build up extreme strong bonds with them.. or is that i am a person who cant have friends which are forever.. forever there for me.. forever there to listen to me.. forever there to help me.. forever there to accompany me.. forever there to go out with me.. i know that alot of friends cared for me.. i know that alot of them are there for me, willing to listen to me, help me, accompany me.. but why are there still friends that jux slip thru.. haiz.. maybe i am too occupied with my own things.. i dun even have time for myself.. i dun even have time for my family.. how will i ever have time to be with those friends..

have i realli become someone who is so introvert.. have i realli become someone who is so heartless.. having not much of feelings and i am no different with a robot.. why have i become so tired of socialising and wanting to hide myself in a corner and rots… why have i become someone who is tired of everything i am doing.. why have i become someone who dare not speak whats on my mind.. why have i changed so much.. issit for good or bad.. i duno.. i realli duno..

told Leng abt what happen to me before in secondary sch.. once i was scolded by a fren for something i didnt even do.. and actually i was the one being “bullied” by my close fren.. and yet i just reply back the person a cold reply..”have u done with ur scolding?”.. and i turned ard and walked off to the toilet and lock myself inside..
yesh.. i shld have rebuke back.. but i didnt.. why… coz i had never learnt how to defend myself.. coz i never have the heart to shout back at frens i treasure.. coz i always thought that whatever my frens do.. it will never be too hurting..

but i realise i have seriously changed ever since i graduated from secondary.. in poly.. i learnt how to defend myself.. i learnt how to put on a mask in front of ppl.. i learnt how to hide my feelings from ppl.. i learnt how cruel this world is.. i shouted at a bunch of frens that i onced realli realli treasured so much.. at one moment of time, i had so much hatred towards them.. i dropped many tears in front of those ppl that i onced realli realli treasured.. i totally went berserk coz of them.. is everything so worth it.. i duno.. i have learnt never to trust ppl too willingly.. i have learnt how to be strong with my stand.. but once again.. i think i failed in everything i have learnt…

ok.. i am jux crapping away.. enuf of it le.. dun nid to care too much on what i have typed.. i am jux releasing out my feelings… it is jux a place fer me to vent everything…
i am okay.. no nid to care to much…

thankx… bye bloggie…

what is this…

today.. wake up at 12plus.. den prepare go meet Xinjie study.. veri long never meet up go study le.. in the end never study much oso… coz too noisy.. den got those secondary ah lians.. bo liao.. so childish… whatever.. den after tat went home… den rots… now onli manage to finish reading 3chapters… i still have 8chapters left.. paper is tml 2pm.. i think can go bang wall le la.. haiz.. why am i so slack?! why aint i anxious tat i will be forward module again.. Environmental Studies already gone case.. now Polymer Science.. haiz… whatevr la.. muz pia finish by tml… and at least pia till chapter 8 today!! possible meh?! haiz.. i duno… nw i go pia le.. haha!! jiu ming ar!!!!!

actually i gt alot of things wanna say.. but i lazy to type.. no time to type oso.. and dunwan type here oso.. duhx.. bo liao.. k la.. bye…

(-why am i tearing in my heart again-)

i am a robot…

Robot

You are 85% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.

You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don’t bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. In short, your personality defect is that you don’t really HAVE a personality. You are one of those annoying, super-logical people that never gets upset or flustered. Unless, of course, you short circuit.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

i am a pig la…

guess what!!! i jux wake up 43mins ago la… juz finish up my breakfast lunch… and here i am blogging again.. i slept ystrday at 3am… wake up at 3pm… meaning i slept fer 12hours le!! wah lauz.. realli pig… whatever.. i am a self declare pig la.. suan le.. but pigs are cute what… haha~ i love pigs.. hahaha!!~


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okok… think enough of pigs pictures le.. hahahaha!! bye bloggie!!!~

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