ystrday is xingzuan’s bday..
wish her happy birthday..
anyway..
her birthday realli a lot ppl go lo..
well..
today..
i kind of out of mind..
keep singing “High High High”…
juz love the song!
ya..
think i abit ki siao oso..
make them abit buay tahan me..
suan le..
juz wanna cover up my sad side..
i duno why…
but i jus feel awkward seein him…
we didnt talk at all ba..
nt even a “HI”…
seEms like as if we dun even know each other….
think abit over reacted?
i duno..
but i wasnt prepared to see him again…
watever..
den halfway..
Aileen came meet me..
coz she gt her cousin’s chalet there..
den accompany her walk back…
den me alone walk back to de BBQ pit again..
was feeling pretty lonely..
kaoz..
the whole stretch of road…
so many ppl..
den me alone walking..
like wandering ghost la..
watever..
den went back..
did nth much but rots ard..
dun realli have mood to move ard..
and went hme at ard 1012pm…
and here i am blogging..
nth much..
juz feel a bit out of mind….
never i felt this way before..
suan le..
i think i gonna slp soon.
will be tired tml…
//when i saw him, i was happy…
but i felt sad oso…
coz we are no longer such gd frenz as before….
i regretted….
regretted the decision i made on 19th July 2005….//