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{ August 30, 2005 @ 11:52 pm } · { rubbish }
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today..
whOo..
8am lesson..
i 8am still at hme..
walked in clz 840am..
walked out at 850am to pass Yinzhi key.
den sleep..
haha!~

oh ya..
well..
i had a strange dream ystrday nite..
u ppl might think..
aiyah..
juz dream of CAT!!
so wats de big deal…
haha!!
here comes de deal..
as u ppl know..
i am a bit ki siao kind of person..
basically the dream started with me going hme..
and i came out of my lift..
6th level..
den i saw this cat that looks veri friendly..
so i turned ard and waved and said Hi to the cat..
and the most happening thing come!!!
THE CAT WAVED BACK AT ME AND SAID HI ALSO!!!
oh my gosh!!!~
i was stunned..
but after awhile i get back to reality (in dream)
den start chatting with the cat as i walked dwn the corridor..
and i went hme..
and bid goodbye to the cat..
den when i step into the living room…
my dad was tellin my mum the same encounter he had..
and my mum dun believe it.
and i told my mum that i talked to that cat oso!!!~
den the next thing i know..
i gonna be late fer lesson le..
in my dream..
i find it so coOL~!!!
but..
when i wake up..
and think abt it..
i kind of freak out..
coz the dream is so real..
haha!!~
coOL leh..
a cat that can communicate with u..
but it gonna freak u out oso la..
haha!!!

den lesson all the way la..
den went to CO rm after lesson.
bought beancurd fer leng..
den start playin Harvest Moon again.
duHx..
shall start playin it when holiday starts..
but will play usin my PS!!
yeahyeah!!~
hahaha!!!~
den while playing..
Desmond, Yinzhi, Chaoyong, Samuel..
they ganged up together to bully me..
pour all de marbles into my jacket’s hood..
den start pushing my head..
treating it as a basketball..
wat bounce ball..
aiming!!
kaoz..
den use dizi to block my view..
and last of all..
used whiteboard marker to draw on my facE!!!~
damn…
den went makan with Desmond, Yinzhi, Chaoyong @ clementi..
den received Mr Ng’s call..
this Sat gonna go fer CO prac..
frm 230pm to 530pm..
coz gt performance next satuday..
diAOz..
meaning i cant go fer Evelyn’s bday chalet..
sorry evelyn..
den think this sat will be going there alone..
haiz…
sian 1/2
whatever..
den here i am blogging..
and i have nt yet touch my notes..
tml gt PI test..
duhx…

deep in my heart..
i am veri veri sad..
partly becoz i have nt went for a single sectional practice since sch start..
i mean attend a proper 1..
prac all the way kind..
i felt so so so sad..
why muz everything happen on Wednesday afternoon?!
i hate it..
haiz..
and oso of somethings..
i juz keep remembering those things..
when am i realli able to forget..
i duno..
haiz..
or maybe coz i am still pinnin on some impossible hopes..
haiz..
i hate it….
i might look as if i am super duper okaY..
but deEp in my heart..
i knew i wasnt….
*crapz*


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{ August 29, 2005 @ 9:21 pm } · { rubbish }
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did nth much on sunday..
went church and BS..
den go hme..

but ystrday is a happy day~
heehee!!
coz is our 1mth anniversary!
haha!!!~
me n Leng 1 mth woR!..
=X..
haha!!
siaoSiaO!
lalalala!!~
dun get it wrong.
we are nt lesbians la..
juz wanna have a special day la~
haha!!~

den today..
went to sch.
was later..
830am den reach..
den never go PI..
regretted..
coz after i skipped..
den i realise tis wednesday quiz!!
kaoz..
suan le..
self study la..
tml den ask ard..
den went to CO rm..
all thankz to Yinzhi..
make me addicted to Harvest Moon la..
wah lauz!!
den basically playin the whole day..
den after that went fer rehearsal..
so stupid rehearsal..
den that Felix..
did somemore stupid things..
wah lauz..
he was @ choir..
den he shouted my name into the mike..
den everybody turn and look at me..
subsequently whenever i walked past..
the whole choir will keep calling my name..
so malu u know?~
haiz…
den went back CO side..
keep complaining away la..
whatever.
den went Clementi makan with Peile, Samuel, Mayfen, Jonathan, Hanson..
den went hme..
here i am la…
tired..
go bath first..
bye bloggie!!
=P

//i still cant forget him…
what can i do?!//

saturday

{ August 28, 2005 @ 1:45 am } · { rubbish }
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nth much to elaborate on today’s mtg..
all i can say is..
i am totally disappointed…
not cox of the hurting words..
but of the attitudes..

went chinatown
makan..
with Leng, Angel, Yingqi, Zhiguan, Bowei, Peile..
nth much..
talk abt things..
dunwan elaborate..
ya..
blogs..
watever..
bye..

thursday..friday…

{ August 27, 2005 @ 2:51 am } · { rubbish }
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did nt much ystrday…
oso forget wat i did..
met Engine in CO rm..
den go make-up cell grp..
had 2 tests la..
1st test..
late fer 15mins..
anyhw do..
coz i never study..
for microbio..
studied during break lo..
den had de quiz..
den quite pissed with somethings..
but suan le..
there goes my day..

today wake up late..
was late meeting Justin to pass guitar to him..
was pissed once again with the attitude of ppl..
why they jux cant listen to instruction and wanna bargain..
haiz..
suan le..
another 1 more semester and i will be gone..
den had rehearsal.
so boring..
bo liaoz..
den went back CO rm..
waited fer Chaoyong to come..
den we head off to Redhill market fer makan..
sit until 1030pm den go off..
reach hme..
called Leng to accompany her home..
den talked to her fer damn long..
almost 2hours plus?!
hahaha!!~
ya..

den juz nw Xiuping msg me in msn..
telling me..
“no matter what is the outcome the mtg will be tml..
hope that we can still be the same as last time..”
i am really touched by tat..
in my heart..
at least i know i will nt lose her as a fren after the mtg..
coz i am nw actually preparing my heart to lose them after the mtg..
but thankz..
and nw i mux be strong..
coz i am never weak..

argh..
den nw my kneecap pain again..
freak la..
damn bloody pain..
whole leg majiam numbed liydat..
haiz…
watever….
bye bloggie…
=P

wednesday

{ August 25, 2005 @ 12:38 am } · { rubbish }
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overslpt today..
lesson at 10am..
wake up at 11am..
duhx..
haiz..
den go sch la..
went CO rm..
den rotx..
go makan.
den go sectional.
den go quiz..
den back again fer sectional..

after tat went Holland V celebrate Des’s bday lo..
coz combined prac is cancelled..
had fun there..
alot of funny things happen..
haha!
but i feel so bad..
coz i played with the toy car that Yinzhi they all bought fer him…
and i “langa” it la..
duhx..
gt a bit of scratch on it..
felt so bad..
haiz..
sorry la..
dun scold me…
=X

den went hme first…
coz wanna study fer test..
but in de end no mood..
haha!

so anyway…
left with Samuel den go MRT station..
chatted with him lo..
den he talked until dunwan alight at clementi..
haha!!
in de end he accompany me till boonlay…
haha!
so funny la..
*miss 1thousand…
hahaha!!!
dun worry..
if he gonna bully u..
i’ll scold him fer u de*

den waited fer bus..
halfway my dad called..
haiz..
these few nitex my mum n dad have been calling me..
coz i am hme quite late..
meaning after 8pm kind..
and they are worried..
all thanks to the low level of security at my area..
duno what is wrong lo..
so stupid…
live here fer 15yrs le.
nv once i heard so many cases of “bian tai kuang” and thief lo..
duhx…

den reach hme..
online…
den was chatting with Nicholas..
den he told me lots of things..
but think all those things he said…
will still nt make any difference ba..
coz like wat i said before..
“i love the person for who the person is..
i dont wan the person to change juz for me..
but for himself ba..
if that person is to change juz for me…
i will be gan dong..
but i will not love the person as much as i had before..
coz it was the old him that i love..
and not the new one..”
ya..

den had a bath..
den here i am blogging..
haha!
gonna go study a bit..
if nt..
fail again.
haiz..
can bang wall la..
den tml 2 quizzes…
sian 1/2…
didnt study fer today’s BINSAN..
den anyhw answer all de way..
tml is POLYMER SCIENCE and MICROBIOLOGY..
cant afford to fail microbio le..
haha!!

den juz nw Leng told me she goin ITP starting 3rd OCT..
at Singtel..
den most prob doin shift work..
so sad..
haha!!
nvm..
this sunday…
28th Aug..
our dayz~ haha!!
siao le..
=X

bye bloggie..
muacks!

tuesday

{ August 23, 2005 @ 11:16 pm } · { rubbish }
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today..
went for GEMS..
made bookmarks..
diAoz..
haha!!!
long story..
but nvm..
haha~
after tat went to CO rm..
start doing my BIA report..
skipped microbio…
den in CO rm..
do report..
den after that go polymer science tutorial..
den BIA lecture..
duno why suddenly so guai..
listenin to lesson..
but until 2nd half of BIA..
i slp le.
realli too tired..
coz ystrday nite talk on the phone with Engine-niang fer 1hour32mins!!!
den after tat went CO rm rotx…
so hunry..
den nobody wanna go eat with me..
sian..
den after tat Peile came and accompany me go KFC makan..
den rotx in CO rm again.
den Peile keep askin me go hme..
in de end she went off first..
sorry…
coz i need to lock co rm la..
den went hme..
here am i bloggin again..
bye bloggie…

P/S:- HAPPY BIRTHDAY
DESMOND TAN ZHI WEI!…

linkin park

{ August 23, 2005 @ 10:43 am } · { rubbish }
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“Numb”

I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’ve become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’ve become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’ve become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be

monday..

{ August 22, 2005 @ 10:33 pm } · { rubbish }
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today..
did nth much.
had lesson..
haha..
today morning..
Leng greeted me Good Morning lo..
so long since someone greeted me that..
felt so happy..
shes de second one wor~
never had anyone greet me morning before sia…
haha!!~
=p
realli made my day..
had a fun day..
aha!
went FC 6 makan with Leng..
talk lots abt Superstar..

wanna complain!!!
today that Ye Yin Zhi…
WhAt tHe HeCK!
he HIT MY BUTT!!!
WANG BA DAN!!!~
yeah!
i revenge by kicking his!
lalalalala!!!

den went hme at ard 7pm…
den here i am bloggin..
boring..
bye!

postings..

{ August 21, 2005 @ 11:54 pm } · { rubbish }
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saturday..
went to JP with Peile.
was veri late meeting fer..
30mins late..
sorry..
=p
den walked ard…
saw this pair of shoe..
wanna buy~ yeaP~
den after that go meet Leng, Lihua, Xiuping fer the dinner..
with Lifearts ppl..
kind of boring..
went hme earli..
ard 11den left le….
coz mummy keep calling..
ask me go hme earli..
coz my hse here gt “bian tai kuang” and thief..
wah lauz..
sian 1/2….
den reach hme ard 12midnite la..
den so sian..
online again lo..
did nth much..

sunday…
went church..
and i injured myself..
kaoz..
was ironin my clothes..
den i duno why..
put my hand there..
den de iron burn my finger..
den i still nv react..
duhx..
a bit slow la..
but onli juz a small scar..
but veri pain leh..
haiz..
watever la..
den service today preached by Sy Rogers..
he is really funny..
he might act like gu niang..
but cant blame him..
coz of his past..
haiz..
den after service went for BS with Baihui at NUS..
cooL..
in a lecture hall..
veri tired la..
almost fell aslp…
den went to JP buy sushi..
den go hme..
den my laptop keep givin me problem…
restart 1 time make me waste 1hr..
lame lo..
den watched Superstar..
my daddi help me record today..
well..
after watchin..
i am disappointed..
coz Kelly realli lost standard..
and is a pity that Xinhui never win..
haiz..
Xinhui gt real powerful voice..
and her stage performance is realli great..
and i start to kind of like her voice le..
ya..
haha!!
watevr..
den nw Desmond Tan Zhi Wei say he HATE me…
coz i cant go celebrate his bday with them all on wed…
coz i gt 2tests on the next day..
haiz…
i realli wanna go..
buut..
BEDOK LEH!!!
FAR u KNOw?~
haiz……..


i still miss him..
damn.
haiz..
weakling..
i am 1..
suan le…

zhi lianz

{ August 20, 2005 @ 2:36 pm } · { rubbish }
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thats angeline, xingzuan, me, lingling…
at backstage on 15aug 05 performance!~

below all my zhi lian foto…
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this is my hair! haha!! love it!!
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