Archive for July 31, 2005

sunday

so bored..
haiz..
well well well..
i am so angry today…
coz my dad never help me record!!!~
argh!!
guys can realli NOT be trusted at all sia!!~
always give empty promises..
argh!!
so pissed..
haiz..
i cant comment much on de gals le..
so sad..
nw my leg veri itchy..
think gt mosquitoes bite le..
shit!!~
argh!!!~
i hate mosquitoes bite..
everytime i kana den will swell big big 1..
sian 1/2…
haiz..
life suckx..
my arm oso pain..
coz of de blueblack..
coz i bite myself that day..
haiz…
wanted to bite again.
wahahahha!~
my teeth growing!!~
lalalalala~
i haben start my report leh..
hw?!~
haiz..
think tonite no need slp le..
nvm..
tml lesson end at 12…
great!!~
den i can go hme slp…
but think tml gt NDP prac sia..
i dunwan go!!~
so stupid 1..
lame..
me n Xinjie always go there waste time..
haiz..
watever..
nw no mood study..
wanted veri much to slp..
haiz…
quick!! i wan GRADUATE!!!~
haiz…
boring life…

my family members are goin msia next wk…
so frm saturday onwards i will be alone at hme again..
den gt 1 more cousin la..
but me and him never talk 1…
haiz..
hw am i goin to survive?!~
duhx..
but think i will nt be goin hme on next sat oso..
shall go out ton..
coz next day 11am gt church svc at Singapore Indoor Stadium..
den after that can go hme ba..
haha!!~
yeahyeah~
sometimes i juz love the time when i can be alone at hme..
though it is kind of lonely..
but somehw or rather i enjoy it veri much and i love it..
coz it means no curfew..
no nagging..
but it requires much discipline lo..
haiz…
watever..
shall see as the time comes..
bye bloggie…..

saturday

today wake up at 1145am…
gt a shock lo..
coz i had a nitemare!!~
haha!!!
coz i dreamt abt Wenhao..
haha!!!~
wah lauz eh..
of all but him..!!
eh.. uncle can dun haunt me anot@?~!
at sudong island still wanna haunt me sia!!~
buay tahan…
haha!!~
keke!!
no offends..
haha!!!

anyway..
today watched the re-telecast of the Superstar..
saw de guys 1..
all i can say is..
i agree with the audience tat the Weichoong shld be out..
but i dun think tat Jason shld be in oso..
coz he is no better than Weichoong..
and as for WeiLian…
he gt gd voice..
but wat i can say is..
he cant be a Superstar..
well.. coz of his handicap..
i think.. is realli pity..
as for the gals..
i have yet see it..
waiting to see tml..

but got church service..
having deliverance service..
well..
i am lookin forward to it..
coz everytime i will be veri excited abt delieverance services..
duno why..
shall ask my daddi to help me record..
den i can watch it tml..~!! yeap..

today..
went for de NDP rehearsal..
sucks lo..
haiz..
den i think my finger is injured lo..
duno why..
veri pain..
den whenever i finish pract..
it will be so damn pain..
den de vein will pop out kind..
ar~! veri er xin ritE?!!~
haiz..
my body is startin to nt functioning well..
think i better take good care of myself le..
kneecap, finger, eye (i gt bad eyesight), health (getting flu very easily), ankle..
haiz..
den off n on will get gastric..
duhx..
pimples are poppin out again like nobody business..
haiz..
i think all the late nitex…
causes them lo..

well..
back to NDP rehearsal..
believe it anot..
we reach JE.. perform 1 time..
den go hme..
duhz..
waste time..
if dun count the waiting time..
i think everyting onli lasted fer 10mins!!!
wat the heck!!
and i gt myself veri muddy..
de shoes… jeans!!
yuckS!!!
i saw someone familiar there lo..!!!
haha~
and it is none other den Chye Seng…
so shock to see him lo..
and oso surprise that he actually still remember me..
by first look lo..
he can remember me sia..
haha!!~
shocked lo..
and realise he studyin in NYP nw..
whOo!!!
and mind u.!! he was frm Normal Tech lo!!!!!!
whOo!! power leh..
well..
saw Belinda and Chew Chor Meng..
oh man..
i tell u..
Belinda is so damn CHIO!!
love her so much lo..
so PRETTY!!
her complexion..
wah lauz..
i tell u..!!
is realli FLAWLESS!!~
and her skin tone..
is so PERFECT!!
coOL!!!~
haha..
okok..
i am goin mad..
haha!
anyway..
after that went JE with Xinjie-dear n Weixia..
bought this bear HP accessory..
veri cute..
u press de stomach hor..
den will have the sound “*smooch* i love u!”
so cute!!!~
haha!!~
den after that go Pasar Malam..
den was looking for HP housing fer Leng-dear..
coz she wan white HP hsing..
sorry la..
i cant afford original kind..
haha!
so have to find those cheapo kind..
but duno why..
juz cant find whitE!!!
so in de end never buy…
haiyoz..
*Leng-dear, will buy fer u next time if i see any k~?”
den after that go hme lo..
den rotx ard..
and here i am still typing..

well..
suddenly i am so scared of myself..
i find myself realli to scary..
i can be so happy at this moment..
and de next depressed till like tat will be the end of de world..
and yet so many things happened..
and i stil can be so happy..
and in de end i am de one consolin him abt his past…
wah lauz…
no wonder no guys will wan me sia..
haha!!~
coz i am juz too strong fer a gal le..
haha! dun need guys at all..
duH..
but i need frenz..
i need lots n lots of frenx..
yeaP!!
and i need Leng~ hahah!!~
*vomits*
ok..
i think i crap enuf le..
have to go chat chat awhile more den go orr orr le!! yeaP!

bloggie..
i realli love u lo…
forever so gd to me..haha!!~
yeap!!
i love u, bloggie!!~