well…
the truth always hurt..
for the past few days..
i am totally lost in his love..
but everything is gone nw..
i cant deny that i am nt sad..
i am veri sad…
i even have thoughts of makin myself drunk..
but i think that will be too foolish..
realli thank Yuxing for accompaning me..
sorry that i make u worried..
realli thankz..
realli appreciate it..
seeing u rushin all de way to Bugis to find me..
and in de end..
accompany take a bus all de way to clementi..
and asked me nth but juz let me cry..
thankx…
i am totally in lost state..
i cant think properly at all..
things happen to fast..
think i have walked a wrong step by falling for him first ba..
or rather accepting it….
whatever it is..
still..
i am hurts..
deep down in my heart..
i wanna cry myself to death..
duHz…
abit too serious hor~..
juz wanna cry and flood myself can le..
but think my tear glands nt that gd..
can onli cry for like a while ba..
but still..
though i said i will forget abt everything..
but i dun think i can..
i will nt give up ba…
sorry….
but i think i will be fine ba…
we are frenz again..
ya?
to u*
i realli dun understand why u give up just so easily?!
yesh.. i am hurtx..
veri hurtx..
the feeling is just like u held me so high up,
and slammed me hard on de floor…
it hurts so much that i duno when will de pain be gone…
but there is nth i can do..
i have done all i can to get u back..
but since u have decided on this decision…
i shall respect u…
but still..
i will nt give up..
i will still be waiting..
but hw long can i wait..
i duno..
be it days, mths, years, decades..
i duno..
but i think i will take a long time to forget it ba..
u are the 2nd guy i ever cried for..
i realli duno hw to face u again when i see u…
hw i wish that we have never start before at all..
but still..
think we made the wrong step ba…
still, u are the best in my heart…
i still love u…
but things are nt gonna be the same again…
