Archive for May, 2005

PISSED OFF

{ May 30, 2005 @ 11:03 pm } · { rubbish }
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I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF BY THAT BASTARD!!!
I DONT CARE IF HE IS MY BROTHER!!!
I REALLI HATE HIM!!!~
HE CAUSED MY LIFE TO BE SO MISERABLE!!!
HE SNATCHED AWAY ALL THE ATTENTION FROM ME EVER SINCE HE CAME INTO THIS WORLD!!!
I HATE IT!!

goin to be sick soon ba…

{ May 29, 2005 @ 11:27 pm } · { rubbish }
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school gonna start tomorrow…
i am both happy and sad..
happy coz gonna see my friends..
sad coz de timetable realli sucks to de core!!!
wah lauz…


monday -:
8am – 12noon
2.30pm – 5.30pm (wk 1,3,5,7,10,12)

tuesday -:
8am – 12noon
1pm – 3pm
5pm – 6pm

wednesday -:
10am – 11am

thursday -:
8am – 10am
11am – 12noon
12noon – 2pm (wk 2,4,6,8,11,13,15)
2.30pm – 5.30pm

friday -:
8am – 11am (wk 1,3,5,7,10,12)
3pm – 5pm


haiz… so pathetic ritE?!!
watever la..
i shld be contented tat i am able to go to year 2 la…
shall nt complain furthur…

went for guitar clz today..
it will be my last lesson..
next wk test le..
scary..
hope i am up to de standard..
went hme after clz..
kind of feeling sick…
was in de rain this afternoon..
watever..
i dunwanna be sick..
haiz..
wat a life…


reach hme..
watch tv..
gt Wu Jian Dao..
den say Andy Lau..
oh man!!! he is getting more n more marcho!!!
more n more shuai!!
even my mum oso keep praising him..
my mum seldom praise ani male artist shuai 1 lo..
haha!!!
den turn to channel U..
saw this show abt this man brainwashing his enemy..
den a thought struck me..
it will be great if i can go fer brainwashing..
i wanna live a life with no memories..
not even de happy memories..
haha!!
duno why..
it sounds kind of sadist hoR?!
haha!!!
getting more n more sadist nowadays..
perhaps i am originally a sadist ba..
watever..
trying to crap here…


saw yuxing’s blog ystrday abt science centre…
was so fascinated by it!!!
i realli wanna go there 1 day!!!
whOo!~
take a look at HERE !!!


ya.. think tats all i wanna say fer today’s entry ba…
bye bloggie..
i still love u de most..
maucks!!!~ haha!!!
lalalalala~

nth better to do

{ May 28, 2005 @ 2:40 pm } · { rubbish }
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well..
actually duno wat to blog about oso…
juz feel like blogging..
nthing much fer me to blog actually..
haha!~..
juz trying to type somethings…
crazy..
eh…
i am bored..
haha!!!
later got co…
gonna go take some zhongruan strings later oso..
haha!
coz my zhongruan string spoil!!! haha!!!
i toopid la..
tune wrong..
haha!!!
lalalala!!!
bo liao..
den nw dunhave zhongruan fer me to pract oso..
haiz..
sian..
boring boring boring..
i dunwan to stay at hme..
haha!..
crazy..
lalalala~

a lot of performance is coming up nw….

MrNg side…
1) 4th June – Jurong Sec alumni performance….
2) 17th July – Soka performance @ AMK indoor stadium
3) 23rd July – Gek Poh CC Performance
4) 9th August – National Day Parade @ JE

SPCO side…
1) 1st June – CCA wk performance @ FC 5
2) 15th Aug – Lifearts 33rd Anniversary
3) 20th Aug – Combined Concert with TPCO, HKPUCO

haha!!!!..

days

{ May 28, 2005 @ 2:11 am } · { rubbish }
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thursday…
went to sch earli in de morning..
gt performance..
Gun He Tao again..
it is totally lame la..
went back co rm…
weiling went off first..
left me, layleng, xiuping…
den after tat go makan..
den go find miss anna talk..
after tat go fc5 accompany yinzhi makan oso..
after tat go back co rm..
pract..
lame la..
den go hme..
reach hme..
slp like a pig..
wake up..


online…
quarrel..
frankly speaking..
i am utterly disappointed abt wat had happened..
imagine..
i was so disappointed…
and was complaining to Yinzhi n Layleng…
den i talk on de phone with Wenhao and told him wat happen till i cry..
tmd…
so long since i last cried…
last cried abt de disappointment i had with regards of frenship…
which is years ago..
which oso changes my life dramatically..
becoming a total introvert!!!
it took me damn lots of courage juz to step out of this barrier…
even till nw, i still struggle with it…
i hate tat!!!
but it was de past..
but nw…
i cried again…
it realli shows hw disappointed i am with it..
and i am utterly disappointed with regards de frenship i had…
i am realli veri disappointed…
if i had a choice, i rather nt be de President of SPCO..
if i had a choice, i rather be juz a nobody in SPCO!!!
but i dun!!
and since i accepted de post..
i have to do it!!!


watever..
den watch Garfield DVD..
after tat went to slp…


today..
wake up..
headache..
my brother brought his frenz home again and play..
disturb my slp..
woke up..
a while later went out..
went Peile’s hse to watch Hse of Wax..
a so-so movie..
realli gross i shld say…
but de atmosphere wasnt there..
and i kind of find it abit boring..
den after tat went hme..
go cell grp..
den went hme again..
and here i am bloggin…


*i am totally disappointed…. but i dunwanna care animore… i dun care a damn animore!!! so leave me alone!!!*



gal, u have become more n more weak…
continue to be strong…
u are someone who dun shed a tear easily…
it is not worth for u to shed a tear juz becoz of tat..
be strong….
step out of the barrier..
step out of de emotinal mode..
jiayou!

my day..

{ May 25, 2005 @ 3:18 am } · { rubbish }
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well..
basically at this particular hour..
i shld be slping like a pig la…
but..
duno why i simply cant slp..
haha!!!


as for today…
went out almost de whole day ba…
suppose to meet Wenhao 2pm at JP to accompany him go extend his passport..
but den i was late..
onli manage to reach by 230pm..
but suay suay his sir called…
juz to check is he still in camp..
haha!!!
so suay~
so bo bian..
have to go back lo..
so in de end i walk ard JP alone..
and i never realise tat Peile is workin there la!!!
what the..
ok..
so was sms-in Yuxing at de same time..
in de end met up with her go JE played pool..
asked Yuanrong along oso..
and we had a 1hour plus game lo..
and in de middle some lame things happen!!! hahaha~
refer to Yuxing’s blog fer entire thingy la…
haha!!!
den after tat i go off first….
den meet Wenhao at JE train station..
after tat went Suntec meet up with Lingling, Peicheng, Engine-niang, Zhiguan, Yinzhi, ah Heng lo..
and they decided to go Marche to eaT~
well..
coz it is Lingling’s birthday!!!
but i veri full le..
coz before tat i had long john silver with Yuxing before Yuanrong came lo…..
den Evelyn came n join us oso…
Angeline came too..
but she never join us..
she was with her clz ppl..
den after eating..
we went to a place to have a drink lo..
n rot fer almost an hour..
den went off fer home..
took 106 to clementi and took 99 hme lo..
haha!!!
i nth better to do la….
den reach hme ard 1110pm lo..
haha!!!
and did nth but online n watch tv frm juz nw…..
tried to put myself to slp..
but i failed..
duHz…
tml have to wake up earli lo..
have to reach school by 830am..
to help out in SPICE training..
haiz..
so sian…
den after tat gt co sectional..
and after tat gonna hold my first ever meeting with my comm ppl!!~
hope tat everything will be ok…
ya..
think tats all..
i realli duno wat to write oso..


from 2day afternoon till nw,
my leg have been giving me lots of prob…
damn it…
nw de leg muscle and knee cap of my left leg hurts like hell..
wat de freak!!!
forever giving me so much problems…
yesterday is my stupid nose..
keep sneezing..
2day is de stupid leg…
tml gonna be my hand?!
kaoz..
i seems like someone with hell lots of injuries n pain..
watever…

interesting.

{ May 24, 2005 @ 1:12 pm } · { rubbish }
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hey ppl!!!
i blogged an interesting but lame post at
haha!!! enjoy!! wahahahaha!!!

updates.

{ May 23, 2005 @ 11:30 pm } · { rubbish }
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have nt been blogging regularly these few days la..
haha!!
lazy..
more n more lazy le..
and oso maybe coz nth much fer me to blog about too..
wat a plain life la..
haha!!
basically rotting at hme everyday..
ya…
haha!!
think tats all ba…
haha!!
bye bloggie..
i still love u, bloggie…
muackS~haha!!!
rubbish..

back…

{ May 19, 2005 @ 10:15 pm } · { rubbish }
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on tuesday..
went to sch earli in de morning..
to do de pasting of the address on envelopes fer de SAA thingy..
juz to earn some money fer SPCO lo..
den gt me, layleng, xiuping, lihua, weiling, harrison, jackjack, bowei..
den we do till 530pm..
finished all 6000 of it lo..
den went back CO rm..
and we ordered canadian pizza lo..
den had meeting..
a short 1.
den rest..
den we start having small grps meeting within a few ppl la..
den i had 1 with lihua n xiuping…



basically, at tat moment of time…
i felt like a failure being the President of SPCO..
there are lots of things tat i gonna learn..
like wat Angel had said..
like wat the rest of de ppl had said..
i am too soft-hearted..
and i am too close to de comm ppl and i am nt stern enuf to my ppl..
and i realli feel tat sometimes i realli cant get serious with them..
i tried to get serious with them..
but wat i get is realli disheartening..
wormy, weiling…
i noe u 2 will be reading this…
though i didnt show tat day..
but deep dwn inside i realli nt veri happy..
playing cards in clubhse..
yes, i use to do this b4 i was de president..
but nw..
u ppl are in de comm..
at least know de limits…
and i already said i wanna have a small meeting with u guys fer a while…
but i never get de cooperation frm u ppl…
i realli felt nt veri happy with it..
sorry if i sound harsh here..
but realli..
i dun wan ppl to say my comm members..
u guys are my jiemeis…
i realli hope tat u guys will realli jiayou..
yesh i noe de job scope of u ppl are getting more tough as i had made some changes..
but i realli hope u ppl can jiayou~


after meeting..
went hme lo..
den online la..
den basically did nth much..
slp…


as fer wednesday..
went to sch had lunch with lihua, xiuping, weiling, yinzhi…
den went fer practice lo..
and me suddenly gone crazy..
suggesting to teacher tat…
why nt i play da ruan la.
since nobody playing..
haha!
i oso duno why i suggest this lame suggestion..
and guess wat..
mdm chen agrees..
haha!!
oh man..
i have pushed myself into a fire hole..
watever la..
den after prac..
have a small mtg with mr lee..
and wat i heard make me n xiuping stunned..
haha!
shall nt say here..
coz i SPCO tingy..
nt meant fer others..
wahahhahaha!!~
ok..
den after tat..
pulled layleng go watch movie with me and Wenhao….
we went clementi watch la…
actually wanna watch hse of wax..
but duno why de timing nt correct..
so in de end watch Amityville Horror…
but de show nt nice 1…
haha!
den a few parts i dun understand oso…
den after de show we went off la..
send layleng off to train station..
den we go take 99 hme..
den on de way, Wenhao explain la..
though there are some more chim qns i asked…
haha!!!
and he oso cant explain..
den suan le lo.
den went hme..
rotx again..
haiz….


today..
wake up at 1230 lo..
den online whole day la..
den watch the pacifier juz nw..
veri funny show~haha!!
and vin diesel is so shuai!!!
oh my god!!!
hahaha!!!
ya..
and nw..here i am rotting.. blogging la~!!!~

wednesday to monday

{ May 16, 2005 @ 7:16 pm } · { rubbish }
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well..
wednesday..
went to sch fer pluck section practice..
basically..
i am veri happy tat day..
coz of de attendence..
coz of the attitude that the ppl gave..
they are simply so wonderful..
haha!!!
realli..
coz tat day..
we were on time and we practice well!!!~
it is nt like de old times..
we always self declaring breaks..
but on wed we never lo!!!~
and after prac..
de rest of them start learning Gun He Tao..
all thnakz to me..
haha!
den i said someting tat makes Samuel angry…
haiz…
*sorry Samuel…*
den after tat we go Holland V makan lo..
reach there at 7pm…
rot till 930pm!!!
haha~ den they suggested go Changi Airport ton overnite lo..
since i am going chalet…
so i went with them oso lo..
gt me, Layleng, Jackjack, Bowei, Marleen..
have a long talk..
however…
i think wat i have said to her did nt go into her..
watever..
suan le..
i have tried to help her..
but she didnt want to help herself..
i dun wanna care oso le..
den de next morning..
we took de train to pasir ris..
coz i keep chanting tat i wanna BATH!!
haha!
den they accompany me back to chalet den i bath lo..
den after tat we go makan..
den after tat i went back chalet…
SLEEP!!!~

however i nv get much slp..
coz Singh start kicking de ball ard…
den BANG BANG BANG!!!
and i keep waking up la..
den in de end Hanee grp of ppl came a while le..
den they come wake me up oso!!
haha!!!
so in de end wake up la..
den nth to do oso..
went fer an hour of ktv..
den go back bbq..
den watch tv..
den played till 330am den slp a while..

wake up de latest de next day..
den prepare to check out lo..
den go mac makan..
den go hme..
actually wanna slp..
but in de end nv..
den go bath le den go Peile’s hse help do de gifts..
gt me, Engine, Lihua, Liying and a mysterious person..
well..
tat mysterious person dunwanna be named..
den after tat left her hse at ard 11pm..
reach hme at 1130pm..
den online till 330am again den slp…..

saturday…
wake up at 1020am whereby i need meet Evelyn they all 1030am at JE la..
coz we goin kbox..
den in de end reach at 11am instead..
den gt me, Evelyn, Lingling, Peicheng, Chuancheng, Wenhao lo..
den i left earli go meet Peile get de gifts.
den go sch fer AGM..
de attendence veri poor la..

haiz…
den i accidentally knocked onto de prize fer de Excellence award thingy.
den chip off a bit at de side..
felt so guilty..


den after tat go qing gong yan lo..
at yio chu kang..
so far rite?
haiz…
den i dunwan sit with layleng they all..
haha!
coz mr Ngoh is sitting there oso..
so i go to Liying they all tat table..
den after eating..
actually wanna go hme..
coz my mum nt veri happy with me everyday so late go hme ma..
den so in de end never go de meeting with lifearts..
den on de way back to yio chu kang train station…
was playing with Evelyn..
den she pulled my bag~…
den there goes my bag la!haha~
funny la.
in de end i threw my bag away la..
den ChuanCheng say..
go his hse den he bring 1 more bag fer me to put my things..
so went lo..
but den we went le..
waited fer him at this void deck..
den he came back.
without ani extra bag la!
den in de end they decide to go punggol park sit awhile..
but who knows..
it rain so heavily suddenly la.
den we all gt stuck there..
den we split into 2 tables lo..
my tat table gt evelyn, lingling, yinzhi, ahheng, desmond and 3 other cck ppl lo..
de other table gt peicheng, wenhao, chuancheng, kuiyu n zhiguan lo.
den my table of ppl ordered a jug of alcoholic drink named Sweet Dreams..
it is a drink with de look, with de smell..
but it taste horrible..
it is a mixture of vodka, beer, rum and some other alcoholic contents..
and it taste like de cherry cough syrup..
my most hated taste!!!
den so in de end i onli had half a cup den de rest evelyn finish up!haha~
den my mum called la..
expected 1..
picked up a quarrel with me la..
den wat can i do..
apologise lo..
haiz..
watever la..
den we all chit chat until ard 1am den decided to leave le lo..
den me, lingling, desmond n wenhao shared a cab home lo..
they being nice ppl..
dropped me off first..
haha!!~
den i manage to reach hme at 130am lo..
den to my surprise..
my hse still veri bright leh…
almost everyone nt aslp yet..
onli 1 of my cousin is aslp..
den reach hme..
quickly go bath den go slp le lo..
so tired..
online a while onli..


den sunday..
wake up at 10am..
go church..
den rush off fer CO practice.
a total waste of time..
coz pract 3 hr…
fer 1 song..
Radestky March!!!
haiz..
wasted my time..
shld have gone to lingling hse fer mahjong session..
haha!!
watever..
den go hme.. rot..


monday…
earli in de morning already gt ppl sms me..
haha!!
uncle Wenhao went to Pulau Su Dong..
wat a place la..
telling me farewell..haha!!!
so funny..
den today whole day rot at hme…
slp till 130pm den wake up!!
haha!!
think tats all
bye bloggie!!!
tml gtg sch la…haiz..

totally pissed off

{ May 15, 2005 @ 10:55 pm } · { rubbish }
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i blogged fer an hour juz nw..
in de end when publishing..
computer hang..
den cant recover post..
DAMN!!!
arGH!!!
u noe how long i blog!!!!
1 hour leh!!! wahlau!!!
blogspot…..
dun like tat treat me la.
i noe i veri long never blog..
oso no need liydat rite?!~
haiz..
ok..
i think i will blog abt chalet, AGM seperately later if i have de mood again..
haiz…

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