Archive for February, 2005

long posting….

{ February 28, 2005 @ 7:41 pm } · { rubbish }
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ok.. i am finally back fer updates… a veri long update i think… ha… i shall have lots of spacing in between…coz kaixin say i never have paragraph la!!! haha!!~

ok.. let me start with my tuesday…
let me recall..








wat happen….






er.r…after tinking fer 15mins.. i realli cant recall wat i did tat day sia!!!! haha!!!…








oh ya.. i remember.. ok.. well… tat day finish clz at 5pm… den went dwn 2 CO room.. coz we going fer reunion dinner la.. haha!!! den reach there… den wait here wait there…den onli left at 6pm lo.. den is go Sembawang Shopping Centre there eat la.. den reach there..de shuttle bus juz gone.. so we all decided 2 walk… so while walking i gt an insect bite… haiz.. my blood too sweet.. den it swell till veri veri big la.. haiz.. den after tat… eat la.. de food quite nice~ den after eating..we went Miss Anna hse la.. she drove us 2 her hse… den so we reach first… de rest den reach subsequently lo.. den de whole hse packed lo.. den we finish watching the 9pm show den go hme lo.. reach hme… is already 1130pm le.. so tired…. den so it marks de end of my tuesday la..








den for my wednesday…hmm…wat did i do… err…. oh… finish lesson den go makan…den go do project till 3+pm den go fer sectional lo.. den after sectional.. went FC4 join Szehui they all fer dinner… coz they nv come sectional coz they oso doin project… den after tat..went back pract lo.. den finish pract… went hme.. den on de way hme… saw Peizhen frm SQSCO lo.. den i reach hme ard 11pm oso.. so tiring… and so it marks another day is over….!!!haha!!








fer thursday…lesson finish at 12noon… but i went off at 11am.. coz gt co performance la…. for the honours bazaar….. den reach co room… nobody open de door la.. so de few of us… retailate… haha!! we go off 2 eat at FC4 lo… den take our own sweet time go back… coz performance time is at 12noon… and we onli strolled back at 1145am…haha!!! den de best part is i dun have de scores at all la..haha!! so i go search high n low… and so.. in de end.. i juz perform without ani practice la.. duneven know hw they wan 2 run de score… haha!! but still nt too bad la..coz at least those songs is those damn easy 1 la… budden gt a few parts i majiam day dreaming..forget 2 change my chordS!!!haha!!! den so baichi lo de performance…. onli perform for 10mins la…den after tat.. went back co room..a while den i go find Yuxing at Nav room..den saw Gerald…haha!! den play de uno stacko tingy with them a while.. den Yuxing went off 2 do project..den mengchoo went off fer her prac.. so i makan alone at FC3 lo.. den after makan…go co room rot a while…..den went hme with Szehui lo… den reach hme…. slp like duno wat la.. den coz i nite need go church fer seminar… den when i reach church.. it is already veri pack.. so went overflow room..alone… haiz… ok..den after the thingy.. went 2 meet my other members and we had our supper lo.. den reach hme ard 1145pm… can die la…. continuous fer 3days out..till so late…








den friday…lesson… quite boring la… especially IDEAS… so lame… den release earli… den juz nice Bowei sms me.. ask me where am i.. coz he at T6 waiting fer Fongee la.. so i went over meet him..den we go de bazaar walk ard….coz he actually wanna buy someting fer his sis la.. den after tat saw amy… ha.. she is wet lo.. she gt dunk la..coz gt de dunking machine la.. den after tat.. he bought an ice-cream..den we walk back 2 T6 wait fer Fongee… den meet her le..den we go JP walk ard lo… den i saw lotsa ppl…. saw Sheila, Weilin frm SQSCO, Denny, Jinhui, Zhimao, Gary, NgeeJin, Liying.. haha!!! and tat NgeeJin… realli kpo la..haha!!! den we left at ard 7pm lo… reach hme.. 7+ lo.. den after tat.. rot ard… haa!!!








den on sat.. went 2 sch to paint banner lo… den i was late la… but when i reach.. they haven start painting.. so juz help ard.. den we went 2 makan at FC3 lo..den went back help again..den i went for percussion prac la.. den Mr Ngoh put us aeroplane lo.. never come.. wat de.. watever la.. den we pract ourselves… well.. quite satisfied with de result la..~ coz at least we did cleared up quite a lot of parts lo.. haha!!! den after prac.. went back n help paint… den in de end.. i was late going back 2 Gekpoh CO la..haha!!! den reach there onli at 655pm..den actually i have 2 be there by 645pm to open door.. coz teacher might be late… den so..in de end.. he was juz on time.. den i rush like mad..and i never realise tat i gt paint on my leg la..haha!!!den i quickly go wash lo… den Xinjie oso late.. coz she still at Far East lo…haha!!! den in de end… reach there.. rot a while.. den teacher ask me go help photocopy de scores.. den he was searching fer his money oso..coz he wan me help him buy drink..so he happily show me his IC la..haha!!! and… sat was his bday!!! haha!! so shock la..haha!! den after tat.. i went dwn with Huimin.. den Xinjie came.. den so i asked Huimin help me photocopy lo.. den i went hme first.. eat my dinner..den rush back again..den we go Gekpoh buy a small cake fer him la.. den liydat lo..haha!!! den went back hme…reach at ard 10pm lo..










den on sunday… went 2 church.. so packed la… haiz.. den after service.. went have lunch le..den i go back hme lo.. coz haven start studyin fer my quiz la.. den reach hme.. study frm 4pm-5pm..den go slp..den study again.. 630pm-730pm..den go watch tv…den study again frm 9pm-2am lo.. haha!!! so tired la.. den slp at 3am… so tired like duno wat la..








den 2day!!! finally.. is today le..haha!! meet Peile in de morning..take CO room key..den went fer clz..first lesson quiz le… den finish de quiz.. den went 2 library with Jieyan..coz i wanna print de datasheet fer RWP.. den after tat..went fer lesson….den after tat… went 2 computer lab again 2 do my gems-music appreciation presentation…do until i nearly bangwall.. coz veri tired le.. den after doing 5slides.. realli cannot take it le..so i went of.. den saw Fel, Gie, Yuxing..den went makan at FC5…halfway saw Serene la.. haha!! den ate KFC…. haiz.. there goes my money!!!and i sure 2 gain lots of pounds le la…. !!!! ha… den after tat…went hme…den saw Serene again on de train… but this time..she was with Peiying n Huilin…den after tat…. went hme..den i rot ard online..den slp la.. den finally… wake up…makan..den here i am blogging!!! haha!!! ya..think tats all le.. byebye bloggie!!!

laziness.

{ February 26, 2005 @ 11:40 pm } · { rubbish }
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well.. i am lazy 1 blog.. shall juz post some pics here~ let me start with a veri ugly foto!!wahahaha!!!
my excel teacher… eEeks!! dunlike him!!! dun even know wat the heck he teaching!!!wahahaha!!! so..no need too big!!wahahaha!
me n yuxing… making funny faces..

my class chio bu~ rhoda~
my another classmate~ jiaLin!!
SPCO officer in charge’s daughter, Nicole~ so cutE!!!
artisTic fotOs!!!!~haha!!!
my zhi lian time la!!!.. ha.. sorry.. i noe i veri ugly.. wahahahaha!

speechless…

{ February 25, 2005 @ 8:28 pm } · { rubbish }
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SP SUCKS TO THE CORE!

you all might wonder why.. but once u read wat i going 2 blog.. u ppl will agree with me.

it is all about my attendence for RWP (Report Writing Presentation).. well.. for those faithful reader of my blog, i am sure u ppl read about me receiving one warnin letter earlier on, due to my poor attendence for that module. Well, i cant deny that i have skipped that lesson, coz i indeed skipped 3in a row. And in all… to date, 25Feb2005.. i have missed 4 lessons in all… in which 1 of it is being covered up by the MC i had due to my wisdom tooth. any normal student can oso count…

lets do some simple math here… this semester in all 16wks. therefore by right i should have 16 attendence taken. however, i have skipped 3. de one on MC will be rewrite as present as it was covered up by my MC. so… (13/16)x100%=81.25%. which means my attendence till nw, shld at least be 81.25% which is way higher then de freaking 75%!!

so… what does this mean?! it is either.. the teacher happily missed out my name when she takes attendence, however, i realli wish that this is not the case, or the sch happily ignore my attendence, thinking that they have plenty of money to send me warning letters. or perharps their lousy computer system is having a damn shitty problem! watever the case is, i still hate it.
this have cause me lots of troubles. why?! firstly, from my parents. both my dad n mum. well.. i can say they are veri strict parents in my studies. and they hated it when their children do badly in their studies and throw their face…as their face is damn important to them. take it for example, when in sec 1 n 2, i am a veri playful n rebellious gal i shld say. scolding vulgarities, scolding juniors, scolding teachers and getting into verbal fights with people is common things for me…. i even bang on the door and threw away my D&T work juz 2 show de teacher how “great” i could be… i even pushed a table and almost gt into a fight with a freaking indian RELIEF TEACHER who juz finish he damned NS… these are juz some past.. ha! and so, i did veri badly for my sec2 streaming but i still manage 2 get to stay in express class. however, i did nt learn my lesson. i continue 2 be de old me in sec3. however, i tried as hard 2 get gd grades… but i still get retained in sec3 as i failed my English n Combined Humanities but i score veri relatively well for my Emath, Combined Science and Mother Tongue. as for my Design & Technology, i still manage to clinge at least a C. so, of coz when i gt retained, my mum get so upset about it. to me, i am quite glad that i retained. why?! coz at least i get 2 drop my D&T and take up Amath, which is a subject that i wanted 2 take badly. and this issue causes my mum 2 feel so upset and so paiseh… ha.. and i realli hated it. and there was once, i dunwan to mention who de freaking idiot is la.. go ask my mum, ” hey auntie, hws ur daughter?! gt study ma?!!” i was like, ” hey u fu*king shut ur big fat mouth!! so wat u are in de first express class!? yeah yeah.. u are juz de “cream”… u will be eaten first if u are a caKE!” and my mum get so paiseh…

and when i finish my O lvl.. when i took my result.. well my result.. i am relatively veri happy with it… coz for my English, EMath, Amath, MT, Combined Science i got B3.. which is an almost impossible grade fer my English. and fer my Combined Humanities, i already have prepare 2 get F9.. however i still manage to clinge a E8. though it is nt a veri nice grade. but still i know where i stand. and guess wat… ppl are congratulating about my results.. even teachers were saying my result is relatively quite well done… but my mum… ha!! yah.. she felt so paiseh n upset when i get a E8. and she starts naggin as usual la.. well.. i dun mind her getting upset with it.. coz it is normal to feel upset when u learnt tat ur daughter gt a E8 fer a particular subject fer her Os… but… why do u have 2 feel paiseh!!~

ok.. next.. this issue nt onli causes my parents 2 get agitated.. i get agitated too.. heLLo!!! if u were me… i doubt u enjoy it.. imagine.. everyday.. back at hme.. u hear ur parents nagging abt it… and threaten u this and that… take away ur laptop… no more tv, no more late nites. ha!!! ask ani poly students who frequently online.. can they have a day without going online, will they be able 2 do their assignments n revisions n projects without burning midnite oils.. ha… i think less than a handful will tell u, yes, they can.

thirdly, if the attendence continued 2 be unmarked, and when it fails below 75%,i will be debarred frm the examination.. which means. i will str8 away fail that freaking useless module without takin the paper.. and tat means i gonna repeat this module!!! and this oso means i will have 2 waste another semester taking this idiotic module!!! if tats de case.. i would rather change course!!!!
argh.. i realli have enough!!!! yesh, i have taken actions regards this issue.. haha!! i have send an email to my RWP teacher and need her to give me a reply on wat is actually happening.. and if she dont reply by sunday, i will juz go str8 to my PTN…

i dunhave ani mood 2 blog about the past few days. i shall be back.. think on monday 2 update..coz monday gt quiz coming up la.. haiz…

and there is another thing i wanna say… i hate ppl coming 2 read my blog.. go ard telling my problem.. i dun mind u ppl read my blog.. but i juz hate it when u go ard telling ppl.. actually.. i am juz referring to someone.. and pls… dun sms me bo liao sms.. asking how am i… so hw u wan me 2 reply u?! so u are expecting someting 2 happen 2 me?! and i dun like ppl coming 2 my blog.. and tag boliao stuffs.. and i will delete it away without ani consideration! and u know who are u. i dun want 2 say ur name out.! and dun make me get so fed up with u.. and when de day come, that will mark de end of de frenship… dun try pushing your luck.. i said it and i mean it!! thankz.

//sunday\\monday//

{ February 21, 2005 @ 10:26 pm } · { rubbish }
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my sunday.. wake up at 9am.. acutally is kana woke up by an sms by James la.. ask me help him bring madarian orange.. haiyoyo… den prepare..den rush dwn 2 cc lo.. so tired la.. coz slept quite late de nite before lah… den reach there.. Mr Ng wasnt there yet.. so we started and practice first… den after he reach..we continue with it lo.. den after tat… went 2 check de stage n stuff with Xinjie.. den went back.. have my brunch.. den after tat.. prepare fer de performance le lo.. haha!! den after performance.. actually wanna go watch I do I do with Lihua they all.. coz need 2 wait fer Xinjie fer her keyboard lesson over den go Mr Ng hse la…. but in de end never.. so we end up goin 2 Mr Ng’s hse to bainian la… den after tat… went there.. reach at ard 130pm…. den we watch New Police Story2.. veri nice..haha!!! den after tat we went off at around 530pm lo.. den Xinjie went off fer her keyboard.. den i headed home la… den realise my cousins(mother side) are comin over..den we have steamboat.. again..haha!!! coz i already have a round at teacher’s hse la.. den i didnt eat much too.. so i juz rot ard..den when i was packing my bag.. realise i forget do my RWP la.. haiyo..so i rush n rush la… den manage 2 complete at ard 1am la.. den slept..

den wake up…in de mornin.. so tired.. thought i was goin 2 be late.. but juz nice when i reach clz.. haha!!! den after lesson.. we went play badminton.. got me, rhoda, hanee, shufen, yenmin, huiru~ den after playing a while.. we sit dwn n chit chat la.. tok abt xiaxue..haha!! den after tat..we went fer lunch at FC3… den left ard 2pm..coz i realise i was already late fer my eye check la.. haha!! den thruout de eye check.. veri funny la.. gt 1 is check fer ani tou ji yan..den when de person take a pen come near me.. i ji tao stun..den i keep laughing… haha!! den after tat… gt this machine… well.. i ask Weiling about it.. she told me is something fer de visual field…. ok.. watever.. den is lean ur chin there.. den open ur eye as big as possible… but… my eye too small.. so she help me pull my eyelid up a bit la.. den will suddenly gt this sudden air pressure shoot out..den i keep kana stunned…den i keep goin away.. den took a lot of reading la.. haha!! den veri cham la.. especially my left eye… once i open my eye for long… den my eye start 2 tear.. haiyo.. den after tat.. she say.. i need 2 change my spec la.. coz i too long never change le.. so i go see see look look… den saw this reebok spec.. veri nice.. den in all de spec will cost me ard 200+ la.. den my mum seems nt veri interested 2 waste de money fer me to make my spec la.. watever.. haiz.. coz on de way back..she called back la.. den i told her abt it.. den she say.. why must make another one.. den start scolding me.. always online till so late.. den so late den start study.. and everyting la… den i get do fed up la… den i reach hme.. ard 430pm… den i act as if nth happen.. den after finish bathing.. i went slp la.. den slp till 845pm den wake up…. den have my dinner.. den start watchin tv la.. den everyting.. nth much interestin la.. den here i am updating my blog la.. well.. have a few pic la….


this 1 is our microbiology practical thingy.. kind of pretty..haha!! so i juz took a foto of it la…


this is me n xinjie on stage while waiting fer de performance 2 start la…haha!!


this is me n xueshi aka sushi.. haha!! we took this in microbiology lab….


this is me n de craze woman.. felisia..haha!! same… in microbiology lab… haha!! we trying 2 be funny..haha!


finally… this is me n angie li li`ai la~haha!! pretty woman lo her..haha!! same venue.. microbiology lab… haha!! i look ugly in this foto…haha!!!

\\saturday//

{ February 20, 2005 @ 12:57 am } · { rubbish }
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hurhur.. 2day.. wake up at 12+.. but was awake at 10+.. coz someone frm opto center called 2 remind me abt my appt on monday.. den suddenly de person ask my age.. whether i born in yr 1986.. whether i frm BLGPS.. haha!! den suddenly she say… “hey rongping.. i am siewling la~” haha!! den i so shocked.. haha!! den so funny la.. den i slp again…. den wake up at 12 pluz… den online again.. *no life* den after tat.. went for service.. den after tat.. meet xinjie 2 go mr lek’s hse.. coz gt de qing gong yan… duHz…. den we already veri late le.. den James gang of ppl already there..walkin ard..waitin fer de arrival of de 2 of us.. but….. but.. halfway.. when we reach lakeside.. Mr ng called..ask us go back lo!!! go back gekpoh fer prac and settle the stuff….. ha… den he quite fierce on de fone la.. so in de end… we detour back.. den reach there.. he smile smile smile… haiyo.. den in de end.. we prac.. n settle de stuffs coz tml gt performance..haha!! den settle le.. prac finish le..den he drove us over la.. so funny.. den tat was already 930pm le.. haha!!but someting happen la…xinjie suddenly veri moody.. den she almost cry.. coz… someone frm her sch co pass away suddenly.. den she feel tat she veri lousy.. coz she as a chairman of de co doesnt noe abt it.. and is someone who wasnt frm co tat told her de news lo.. den she quite sad oso.. haiz… den so in de end we still went mr lek’s hse la.. den reach there.. start eating… n tok ard lo..den we left at 11pm.. den de weiming power la.. haha!! bring us 2 de opposite busstop.. cross de overhead bridge.. coz he thought me n xinjie wanna take 30back 2 boonlay.. but… de pro is… we dunwan!!!haha!! but we cross over le den lihua called.. ask why we never board de bus with them since we goin 2 Harbourfront mrt station..so funny lo..den de thing is.. she nv call us str8 away when she realise we nt in de bus with them which is headin 2 Harbourfront.. she wait till she reach there le den call us…. so in de end.. we cross de overhead bridge again la.. den took de bus..den reach there..they are still there…but they takin bus frm there.. so me n xinjie, xingzuan n kaixian.. we went 2 de train station took de train back la.. den reach hme.. ard 1220am le lo.. so tiring.. haha!!! den tml have 2 wake up earli again.. coz gt performance… den maybe goin watch i do i do with lihua… and oso.. muz physco james they all also.. coz have 2 wait fer xinjie finish her keyboard lesson.. which is goin 2 end at 230pm lo.. haha!~ well. think tats all fer 2day.. aha!!! i shall go le. bye!
/// life is short… always cherish your loved ones… u never know when will they be leaving you for another world…///

i am back

{ February 18, 2005 @ 8:54 am } · { rubbish }
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whoo..i quite long never blog le.. kind of lazy la.. haha!!! let me start from wednesday… ok.. well.. went for industrial visit… kind of fun.. but veri tiring.. but we manage 2 see lots of things la.. den after tat..went hme.. den head dwn 2 JP again with my mummi~ bought lots of things… gt a pair of shoe, 2tshirt, 1jeans….blar blar blar… within less than 2hr… i spent almost 100bucks..wahahaha!!! ok.. den went hme.. bath.. and den slp le..haha!! coz kind of tired lo..

as for thursday.. went fer RWP and gt this mock exam..haiyo.. make me even wanna slp more.. den microbio… practically day dreaming.. den IOchem… slept fer half de lesson… den have break.. went FC3 with Sushi… den after tat accompany her back 2 library den back 2 Nav room 2 find Yuxing… den actually wanna go donate blood with Gordon… den in de end is nt FEB!!! is in MARCH!!haha.. den he sms me scold me..for giving him wrong info.. haha!! den after tat.. i went Navigators room meet Yuxing den accompany her go makan… on de way met Gordon n Yusong.. then we 4 go FC4 makan… nt me.. but Yuxing n Gordon.. den saw Bowei.. so act dao 1 lo…haha!! but he dyed his hair veri stylo mylo leh~ haha!!! den after tat.. we walk back 2 our clz fer practical.. den having microbio prac.. quite fun lo… den our grp first to finish..den in de end.. we end up chit chatting with our pract teacher.. she veri funny lo..haha!! we “dig” all the story abt her n her husband sia!!~ haha!!! den after tat.. went back.. den go CO room.. saw Desmond daddy, Yinzhi, Szehui…haha!! i went there actually is wanna put labcoat onli..but in de end i stay behind n rot with them…den before that i accompany Sushi go mrt station first before i go back n rot.. den rot ard… den ah Beng came.. den Lingling came oso.. den ah Heng came oso.. den so noisy in there..den i pract till i kind of sian.. so i went off first.. reach hme… rot.. haha!!! den my cousin came… with her son.. her son is realli so cute sia!!haha!! den after tat went back… i took a bath.. and slp le..haha!! coz my mummi nagging la.. haiyoyo..

den friday. which is 2day… i skipped de morning 9am math lecture…haiyo.. den later need go tutorial la.. haha!! well.. den tats all ba.. haiz.. so boring rite?!haha!!! sorry 2 bore u ppl with my meaningless blog.. duHx…. aniway… below is my dearest Xinjie’s photo!! haha!!

true love

{ February 16, 2005 @ 10:30 am } · { rubbish }
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He was not handsome..But he had feelings..One day, he felt in love with a woman..A woman he really had a crush on..But he realized that he was not handsome..So he kept it deep inside his heart..He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still approached the girl he admired..Upon approaching her, he asked her name and asked for her number.. They came into contact with each other..The guy was happy and he felt nice talking to the lady..He was not handsome..He had to remember this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out his wish to the lady..However, one day, he took up the strength to call that lady..When he was about to pick up the reciever, the phone rang..It was her..His crush…His lady of his dreams..She asked him out on that night..There was no reason for him to say NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for dinner..He was not handsome..This was proven to him at that night..When the lady told him that she had a crush on a guy..He was crushed into pieces by his own crush..but he didnt say a word..He knew it..He was not handsome…He was not handsome..and he knew he wont get his girl of his dream..So he intended to help the lady out..He took the lady to the guy whom she had a crush on..After a week, hesaw the lady dating with the guy..He knewthat there is no more hope for him..He was not handsome..and this made him loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as his love was happy with the guy she loved..He was not handsome..but maybe his powerful love brought his lady back to him..One day, the lady came all the way crying to him..She said to him that she lost her virginity and the guy dumped her..She was all in tears and didnt know where to go..He was not handsome..but he loved her..He wiped the tears off the lady and gave a warm hug..The lady felt the warm feel gush through her nerves and touch her heart deep inside..She realized that this is her true love..He was not handsome..but he found his love finally..and he was happy

p/s: looks are not really the most important thing in love..Consider the feelings of the ppl around you..You might just findthat true love of yours..He may not be handsome..but he might love you more than anyone could ever love you.. and that is greater than some handsome idiots who doesn’t love u.

do they have a choice?!

{ February 16, 2005 @ 10:22 am } · { rubbish }
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Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now…I so wanted to beyour little girl. I don’t quite understand what has happened.I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days,I felt a special bonding between you and me.Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.Sometimes you would yell or scream,then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn’t imagine why you were so unhappy.That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean Monster came into that warm,comfortabl eplace I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.Maybe you never heard me.The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, “Mommy,Mommy, help me please! Mommy, help me.” Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn’t anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn’t stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see yourface or hear you say how much you love me.I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had somany plans to make you happy. Now I couldn’t, all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heartbreaking, above all.I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.No use now, for I was dying a painfu ldeath. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn’t knowthe words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.The angel took me away to a wonderful place. ThenI was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me. He answered, “Abortion. I am sorry, for I know how it feels.” I don’t know what a bortion is, I guess that’s the name of the monster.I’m writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn’t; the monster was too powerful.It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn’t want to die.Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.


Love,Your Baby Girl


PRO CHOICE??? DO YOU THINK THESE BABIES CHoOSE TODIE???

nth much

{ February 15, 2005 @ 10:16 pm } · { rubbish }
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nth much 2 update about 2day.. suddenly gt moodswing..yeah… practically in sch studyin the whole day.. boring.. sian.. haha!

my V day….

{ February 15, 2005 @ 12:29 am } · { rubbish }
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acutally… wanna blog before de day end..haha!! but… was busy mugging my CPPB… den in de end..forget all about de time..haha.. shall take a rest now.. since i already finish half of de 1 chapteR!!! haha!! can u believe it.. tml.. quiz.. onli 1 chapter… but till nw i haben finish… onli manage 2 finish my Gas Laws… and my Solution Laws are going no where… haha..and fer my Gas Laws.. i haben even try de tutorial.. whOo.. nice leh!!haha!!!! keke…


well.. my day… actually 2day quite tiring.. coz slept at 3+am ystrday..wake up at 630am 2day.. den after tat.. go lesson.. manage 2 stay awake fer all de lessons.. den hab CPPB practical lo.. so tiring.. den finish sch at 1pm… den went FC3 makan with de clz… it have been so long since we gather 2gtr such a big grp n have lunch again… miss de times tat all of us go everywhere n eat together… after eating.. den we start talkin lo..haha~ den went back at 230pm..

den reach hme…at ard 310pm..den online.. change de blogskin for uncle Chew again… coz de previous 2 tat i change… he dun like… so mafan… coz of de changing of de blogskins.. lookin thru de html.. make me wanna slp..haha!! so.. done with de change..and off 2 slp… slp frm 430pm-7+pm..wake up..makan… den actually wanna wake up at 530pm..to start my mugging..haha!!! but i fail 2 wake up….

den start my studyin all de way till 845pm…den go buy highlighter…and oso..transfer money la.. haiyoyo… den after tat.. reach hme.. mug agian.. wat a great VALENTINE’S daY ya?!haha!!! budden..thankz 2 Xinjie.. she realli funny lo..send me a sms..

i love u. i love u for the things u say, for calling me the way u do, for the looks you give me, for the hugs n for the jokes. i love u coz its u. thanks for the love. i love u. waHaha! happie valentine (^^)

and actually..i firstly thought tat onli Felily will do this..haha!!! but…saw de name~haha!!! funny her lo..haha!! but please ar..haha!! we are nt lesbians… duHx….haha!!! -_____-”!haha!!! she is juz damn so cutE!!haha~ okok… one of my bestie in CO~ haha!!! and de ting is… ppl thought she is my SISTER!!Wahahaha!!!~

ok.. i shall post her foto up here in my blog with risk!!!haha!!!~ shall post it up.. tml..haha!! coz duno who take away my infra port….den nw cannot send her pic frm my fone 2 com..haiyoyo…

haha!! ok.. think i shall stop my bloggin le..haha!! shall go take a rest.. n den start mugging agian..haha!!!~

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