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ok.. i shld recap what happen ystderday la. ok.. well.. ystrday.. reach sch earli lo.. reach at 758am lo.. ha!!! den happily went up clz.. den reach clz.. so shock!! not much ppl yet!ha!! den teacher also duno go where le..haha!! den teacher came back.. oh yah. it was my PTN… ha!! i still dun like him!!!and duno why.. never start lesson.. den he cant login to is SelfAccessService thingy to mark our attendence on de spot.. so in the end.. he pass a paper ard to ask us write down the name. whOot!! den i so saD!!haha!!! coz i finally earli den he dun wan take attendencE!!haha!! so i say,” hey ‘cher.. mark attendence leh!!!!” den de rest sitting ard me laugh like mad.. haha!! coz i was earli…. den Hanee help me say even louder.. “chEr… mark attendence leh.. someone is earli today!!!haa!” then he asked… who was earli today… den i veri excited.. and say… “ME! ME! ME!! i am earli today!!” haha!! den whole clz look at me n burst into laughters lo..haha!! kk.. at least i add some laughters into de boring lesson… ha!!! den lesson onli start at 820am.. ha!! end at 9am.. i nearli fall aslp… den i was actually thinking of skipping the next tutorial which is frm 10am-11am.. but i stayed.. coz Jialin never come.. den if i go off, Xueshi will be alone.. so i stayed n accompany her lo.. den after lesson.. i went off… to Outram… to Singapore Dental Care…when i reach there.. they say.. here cannot.. den wans me go to polyclinic. ha!! so in de end.. i wasted a trip dwn of coz la.. so i later went to Jurong Polyclinic.. den reach at 1250pm.. ha!! suay suay… 1pm their lunch time.. so i went off lo.. go JE roam ard.. haha!! den after that… went back.. meet Yihern.. coz she finish lesson le.. den summore.. her sch.. ha!! juz beside the polyclinic~! so she came la.. den Xinjie got CO cannot come lo.. haha!! den after meeting Yihern.. i got my queue number.. and realise my queue number will be long.. tat time was already 215pm.. my turn will be ard 345pm… ha!! so we decided to go makan.. den after that went back.. 330pm.. at the veri moment i step in.. my turn le!!! haha!! so zhun!!!haha!! ha!! everyting cost me 39bucks lo.. so much.. and i got a latest news… i have all 4 wisdom tooth growing.. and the bottom two have to extracted… and since the teeth actually come in a pair.. meaning the top and bottom.. so.. there is no use for me keeping the top one… since i and extracting my bottom two.. so.. in conclusion…. I HAVE TO EXTRACT ALL MY 4 WISDOM TOOTH!!!! so sad.. which means… i going to pay… almost 800bucks for all my wisdom tooth!!!!!!!!!!! waste my money!!!! haiz… den after that.. went JP with Yihern.. go meet YiXuen..(her twin)… haha!! den walk ard.. den after that… they left first den i walk ard.. went in to baleno..bought a shirt lo.haha! it is a black top.. with red tank top inside.. ha!! 18bucks.. nt bad la..haha!! den my mum called.. den told her that i bought that.. ha!! den she scolded me for buying bLacK!!haha! den after that.. i went home lo.. haha! den nth to do oso.. den ard 1020pm.. mum reach hme.. den show her the shirt.. den she say.. quite nice.. but.. too bad.. is black!!!!!!!haha!! alamak.. that shirt..haha! actually is for my LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!haha!! and my bottom oso black..haha! a bit bad lo..haha!!! keke…

(haha!! realise the black word in white?!haha!! coz my backgrd is black.. den if i put black.. den cannot see aniting la!!! haha!!!)

well.. now.. haha! suppose to have lesson.. but i too tired..so i slept thru… going for maths lesson later ba..haha!! den later at 5pm.. got math quiz.. i haben even touch it!!!!!!!!!!haha!! suan le.. haha!! keke..

wat de.. i post such a long thingy le.. den nw. GONE!>! no mood 2type again. ha!! lazy. haven study my maths… be back tml..bye!

whOo! juz got back from CO pract… err.. an hour plus ago lo.ha!! well.. hmm.. veri tired lo.. coz.. i onli have 3hrs slp?!~ha!! slept at 6+am juz nw.. den wake up at 920am…. den meet Jie fer CO.. and i tell u.. ha!! we are earLy!!!!ha!! ok.. so we sit ard for a while… den prac start at 1040am?!ha… den start with YAO ZU WU QU lo..well. have lots of fun during this practice time..ha!! coz Lihua was sitting beside me playing daruan.. den James n Yikloong behind me playing cello.. haha!! den lots of lame thing happen.. ha!! but i wan 2 mention!!! that 2 guy.!! bully me!!! pok me with their boW!!! den tat Yikloong… wipe de bow on my black shirt.. causing it becum WHITE!ha!!well.. u all might wonder why becum white!ha!! those in CO might noe.. coz of de “song xiang” la!… wat de… so..i revenge by stealing away his bow~ha!! ok.. so after that have break lo.. den after have practice again.. den i start feeling tired and sian coz James n Lihua sit far away.. coz both playing daruan.. den onli Yikloong sit behind me still playing cello.ha!… den after that.. play halfway… err… nono… shld say.. juz de first note of one of de song… ha!! sumting happen to my zhongruan!!!!! my 1st string break agaiN! whOo!! 5th time le!!haha!!! oh no.. ha!!.. den Yikloong behind me.. start laughing.. aunties beside me start laughing too~ uncle playing zhongruan oso… oh no!ha! they say i too violent!haha!! den after that i went to get another zhongruan lo…den i miss out one of de song.. ha!! den after practice.. den watch de 5guys namely, Franky, MingKwang, Jason, Yikloong, James… playing Canon in D… ha!! they are juz like de string ensemble~haha!! so funny.. den they got one part play until veri cartoon kind.. den i start laughing.. den i sae, ” ha!!! 5veri cartoon guy playing a veri cartoon song!!!”haha!! den after tat..went to repair de chinese xylophone with Jie lo.. ha!! so funny… den Mr Ng sit dwn there watch us repair.. den he juz give us instruction on wat to do!!! ha! but never mind… we manage to ask him to drive us to Tampines on this coming Friday n Sunday~ Friday for de full-dress rehearsal run-over.. den Sunday for the performance~ha!!! heeEEe!!! den after a while.. Mr Ng drove me n Jie to JP.. coz i wanna buy my concession~… well.. den after that went home.. haiz.. now.. my tooth start acting up le.. haiz.. well.. other den my 3wisdom tooth.. ha! actually i gt a spoil tooth.. why?!~ ha!!! coz that time.. de filling came off.. den i keep forgetting to go and get a repair ASAP.. den now.. de hole too big.. den i gonna live with it……. is either i pluck tat out.. or i do de repairing.. which cost me a bomb.. nt onli a bomb but a NUCLEAR bomb! ha!! it will cost me 900+buckx!! oh man.. i so sad..haiz.. cham.. how?! err.. oh man.haiz.. think no i will stay away from all sweetened drinks.. MINERAL WATER.. my one and onli source of fluid intake!ha!! lame.. ok.. den well.. tml have to realli go see a dentist le.. if not.. think i gonna die of painness..!! ha!! realli.. u can realli not able to tink of how de pain is..ha!! like before i haven gt this wisdom tooth problem.. i always think those with wisdom tooth ppl are juz so weak.. so little pain..ha!! but nw.. i wanna salute them.. they were able to endure the pain.. ha!! i am now so in pain.. all thanks to the wisdom tooth with no wisdom at all… duHz…!!! ha!!



well… was looking thru my pictures juz now.. ha!! i realise my hairstyle/ hair length keep changing!ha!! oh man… haha!! whOo~ but tats wat i wan ma!!haha!! ok.. haiz.. i veri tired…. ha!!

ok..well.think my previous entry realli make alot of u worry about me.. ha!.. think i ok le la. ha!!juz venting out.. ok.. ha! well 2day.. i did nth again!ha.. wake up at 1+pm…online.. play… den slp again at 4pm.. wake up again at 7+pm.. online play. ha! i am lazy. oh no..ha!!… ok.. shall stop here.. ha! got a pic!!whOo!!wahahaha!! sorry.. i too zhilian le…haha! who say ugly ppl cannot zhilian?!!haha! i am 1good example!!!!!whOo!! i ruLex!!haha!!

Yuxing… i read ur blog.. den suddenly i have de same feeling… ha…



coz i keep skipping lessons… haha… coz i am veri rude?~ haha!! coz i am a freaK!!!! i realli think tat i am kind of freak sumtimes.. why cant i juz be a good gal… everyday go sch… listen 2 teacher… dun think so much.. be a model student… study hard… dun join cca… even if join.. still put ur studies before ur cca…. wat de… i hate it.. and also.. dun be such a loud person… oh man.. thinking of it.. i realli think tat i SUCKS to de CORE!!!… wat is this man!!! maybe i am realli juz a loner.. i am antisocial… yeah?~ha… sumtimes i realli hate myself for doing all these but i simply duno why am i still doing all this.. i hate de way i bring myself.. i hate de way ppl look at me.. i hate de way i am.. but i have 2 accept de fact that i am who i am…. maybe is because me myself.. in my heart.. i am too compertitive with de ppl ard me?!~ always thinkin that i can be better den whoever is ard me.. and this causes me 2 be nt like me?!~ i hate tat… i duno wat am i doing… everyday.. reach hme.. i will have 2 online.. study!?~ no way.. wat happen 2 me… during my primary n secondary sch days.. i have never have de guts 2 nt study for ani test/quiz.. i have no guts 2 skip ani lesson.. nt even being late.. but why… i have changed since i came into poly.. have i realli make a wrong choice by entering into poly instead of going for 3yrs Pre-U course?~ i think so.. i regretted.. i realli regretted… i hate it when i am getting more n more worse.. i am realli getting frm bad to worse.. i wanna change.. but i am half hearted.. arGH!!!! i think i simply suckx… haiz.. but still i have 2 love myself as who i am… wat de… haiz.. nw… have 2 rush off le.. if nt.. later late again.. i realli duno wat i will do le..



*i am realli wondering what have i become.. why have i become so rebellious… why have i become so lazy…. arGh!~*

yesh.. i skipped lesson 2day again…oh man!! think.. i going crazy le.. haiz.. duno la.. de wisdom tooth is making me feeling so sian.. idiot… think i have 2 stay at hme tml, SATURDAY… whole day.. and start my revising.. if nt.. sure die!! haha!! skipped math lesson 2day.. haiz.. quite boring… haiz.. den Jialin sms me and say i never go again.. haiz.. sumtimes.. i realli duno wat am i doing.. perharps i am crazy..!!!! ok.. think tats all…



*stop my tears frm falling dwn… stop me frm missing u..*

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haha!! which 1 looks better!? *crazy*

well.. nw having excel lesson.. so boring… haiz.. all thankz 2 my wisdom tooth.. giving me so much problem.. causing me so much pain.. unable 2 slp ystrday nite… make my life so miserable nw.. wat de… haiz.. so tired nw.. later still got 2 go for interview.. duno hw.. den still gt SPCO pract… haiz.. till 10.. think i will fall flat later when i reach hme.. sad case leh..haiz… so borin 2 day lo.. haiz… actually i wish tat the time will pass asap so tta i can get out of this toopid place.. haha!!!

ok.. shall blog a special posting..haha!! dunno why suddenly have de urge la~haha!!! ok.. shall start frm my poly first..



SPCO

this is a place where i found my jiemeis!haha!! consist of.. Szehui, Weiling, Xiuping, Harrison, Layleng, Wendy, Peile, Lihua.. and also the rest like Qiantong, Angeline, Evelyn, Yingqi, Xingzuan(this 1.. noe her veri long le), Lifang, Lingling, Shimin, Liling…and de rest like Desmond, Yinzhi, AhHeng, Samuel, ChuanCheng and lots more… as for my jiemeis… i realli onli get 2 noe them real well during the HK trip.. de rest.. thru my days in SPCO till now.. they have given me lots of encouragement n provides me with entertainment.. and also helping in every single area.. but the ones i realli wanna thanks is realli my jiemeis.. especially Harrison… although he always suan me.. but still he is realli a great fren.. always lend a listening ear when in need.. entertain me when i bored in msn… nt forgetting Weiling oso.. she always there 2 entertain me when i am bored too.. as for Layleng.. realli wanna thank her fer crapping ard with me.. haha!! and oso.. opening CO room fer me.. and nt forgetting.. help me keep my stuffs when i forget 2..and say onli is for me.. den she will help… haha!!! they are realli the ppl tat brings joy 2 my poly life!! love u guys lots!!! jiemeis forever ya~haha!!!

DCP/06

they are realli the greatest batch of clzmates i ever had.. though we have conflicts among ourselves.. but still we are united in one way or another.. i wanna thank ppl like Yuxing, Jialin, Xueshi, Hanee’s gang of ppl, Jiewei, Salleh… and de rest too.. but these few ppl.. realli they have encourage me thru my days in poly.. as for Yuxing.. she faithfully reading my blog.. keeping herself updated on hw i am though even we are in de same clz.. realli grateful 2 her for always posting entries in her blog specially for me… haha!!! den for Jialin n Xueshi.. forever reminding me 2 go for lesson n ask me nt 2 skip lessons.. haha!!! Hanee’s grp of ppl.. u all noe i refering to who~ well.. they are always so caring n nice 2 me.. realli thanks lots!!! as for Jiewei.. he is sum1 who have brought sense 2 me during my down time.. though he always gt suan/scolded by me.. but still.. he nv get angry.. think i muz be kind 2 him!haha!! he realli is sum1, a guy… tat i have talked so seriously before in msn and wat he said had cause me 2 cry.. as wat he said realli kind of *slapped* me 2 my sense.. as for Salleh.. he is always going the extra mile 2 help the clz.. realli appreciate wat he have done~ forever frenz!!!

CO

this grp of ppl.. known them since i was primary 6… some even earlier… though some have quitted le… ppl like Xinjie, Joanne, Sheila, Huimin, Jennifer, Xinlin, JTCO gang, SRSCO gang.. realli thank them especially JTCO and SRSCO coz they have came n help us out whenever there is performance.. as for Xinjie, realli watch her grow.. frm a primary 3 gal.. till nw.. a sec4 lady.. she have grown so much~ but de main thing is.. she has realli going to co 2gtr with me ever since Joanne n Sheila quit.. realli thanks her so much~ and also nt 2 forget de nites she spent at my hse laming.. haha!! and oso de countdwns we have celebrated 2gether… for Joanne n Sheila.. though they are 2 yrs my junior.. but we never have ani age gap.. realli.. they are simply so fun 2 be with.. always there for me too.. as for Jennifer.. known her since primary1.. but sad 2 say.. our friendship is short.. she have left us to the other world.. *Jenn, u will always be in my heart.. no matter wat happen!!! takecare of urself over there ya~?* as for Xinlin.. duno wat 2 thank him abt seriously..haha!! okok.. maybe de times when we all go rot ard after performance?~and the way he tell u right into de face after u said sumting lame,”u think too much le la..” and also nt forgetting his always heck care attitude.. with tat act cool behaviour..haha!!! u ppl realli rules!!!!

JYSS

i wanna thank those who have left footprints in my secondary sch life lo.. ppl like Gwen, Sansan, Leehoon, YeKaixin, Bowei, Laimay, Kelvin Lee, Xiaohui, Amy, Stella, Chunyi and lots more.. realli.. u ppl are a bunch of great frenz.. thankz lots!!!! though we have disputes.. but all are solved.. hope 2 realli have a gathering soon!!!! Gwen n Sansan.. they are my longest ever known frens.. knew them since kindergarden 1…haha!!! they are de 2 tat is always by my side.. so sweet.. especially Sansan.. having known her fer so long.. since kindergarden and yet.. we are still in contact thru primary sch, secondary sch… and now in poly!!!! i will never ever forget wat u have done fer me thru de years in Juying.. especially the day tat u stood up for me when i gt scolded by frenz due to a misunderstanding.. realli.. love ya lots… for Gwen.. though we nw seldom contact.. but still realli wish tat u are doing well.. though we are nt in gd terms in sec1..haha!! but still glad 2 realise tat u are my kindergarden fren!!haha!! as for Xiaohui n Amy.. they are my Ah Shou n Ah Lu!! we are de FU LU SHOU in sec 4/4(2003)… they never despise me though i am a retainee.. yet they are so great 2 me.. make me feel so blessed 2 have them as my great pal during my last yr in Juying.. thankz!!!!!

BLGPS

ppl like Danxian… realli thankz her lots.. she is truely the one and onli fren tat i have never quarrel before.. haha!!! she is forever so supportive n nice 2 me.. helping me in every areas need i help in.. never will i forget de days which she spent at my hse… singing.. slp over.. haha!! she is truely one of de few best ever pals i have.. even though we are nw in different polys… and we seldome meet up.. but still we make an effort 2 chat in msn once in a while lo.. as for de rest of them… i realli miss them lots..!!! it have been so long since out last gathering.. hmmm.. shall quickly plan for 1 before it gets too late….

Church

well.. must first thank the 1 who have brought me 2 church.. LISHI!!! haha!! if nt for her.. i would nt have changed fo much 2 de better.. haha!!! well.. and oso nt 2 forget my ex-cgl Sister Miaoling.. and oso my current cgl Sister Sarah… they are realli veri nice 2 me.. and nt forgetting the cgm.. ppl like Doris, Ashley, Sabrina, Samantha, Xiuli, Shona, Taifong, Weiling, Candice(though i know her onli after i gt multiply out frm W37), and the rest too!!!.. they are realli a fun batch of ppl.. and also a few others that i known frm Cafe work, IRC… ppl like Ailing.. haha!! a great n crazy fren tat i have known frm Cafe… haha!! she is someone tat i find it so easily clicked with!!! and oso Aileen.. knew her thru IRC!!!haha!! wat a place 2 noe each other ya?~haha!!! realli.. thankz all of u..!!!

well.. think tats all le ba.. too long an entry le..haha!!!! thankz lots!!! for those tat i missed out.. sorry!! too much ppl for me 2 thankz le…haha!!!