Archive for January, 2005

HUNGRY!!!

{ January 30, 2005 @ 10:23 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

wah lauz.. i realli buay tahan le.. damn hungry.. cant even bite.. de stitches.. veri pain whenever i open my mouth. arGH!!! i realli damn hungry….. haiz.. de feelin is even worse de time i suffer frm the pain.. haiz.. cant eat…….. i wan food….. haiz…… i realli wanna cry le.. haiz.. first time ever in my life so long no food for me…….. alamakz.. haiz.. de more i type.. de more i wanna cry.. haiz..i realli veri buay tahan….. i WAN FOOD!!!! never in my life i gone so mani days without ani food.. cant bite at all.. and i HATE PORRIDGE!!!!!! arGh!! first time in my life.. i think i going to faint on de road.. ha!! i so big size.. faint le.. cham le la!!! oh man.. de feeling sucks!!! idiot.. first time ever.. i wanna kill all dentist in de world… damndamndamn!! haha!!! pray hard… i will nt faint. oh no..haiz.. de feeling.. haiz.. see all de delicious food.. n yet i cant enjoy…… haiz…… i realli wanna cry man.. haiz.. i hate it.. argH!! i hate i hate i hate!!! so tired.. so hungry.. cant eat.. wo de tian ar.. some1 pls help me…. haiz… pray hard.. friday quickly come..den i can remove de stitch..!!! haha!!



DAMN U WISDOM TOOTH!!! I HATE U!!! I CURSE U!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

wisdom tooth…

{ January 29, 2005 @ 11:10 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

well.. taken out.. ha!! but.. still scared… can u imagine?~ ystrday when slping… once i close my eye.. de drilling song… came n haunt me.. so scared lo..haha.. ok.. but.. nw.. another sad thing happen.. my fone… suddenly no sound..haiz… duno how le la.. lazy 2 blog.. bye!

i am in great numbness..

{ January 28, 2005 @ 7:54 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

ha.. juz taken out my tooth… i will take a foto le.. den post next time.. but nw.. i am in total numbness… and blood floodin in my mouth!!! euUuEee!!! haiz.. it sucks.. in total fear.. haha!! nw.. cant tok..haiz… dun feel like bloggin oso le. bye!

updates…

{ January 28, 2005 @ 1:40 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

Tuesday…. i skipped mornin lesson again.. coz i overslept.. den duno why my mum suddenly come home.. den she saw me still at home..den she gt so angry.. den she take away my laptop.. haiz… den liydat la.. haiz.. den went home… so tired.. nth to do.. cannot online.. haiz.. so watch tv whole nite.. duHx.. no life… haiz.. den after tat… slp… but… my idiotic wisdom tooth spoil my nite…. had 2 panadols… slept at 1am… pain… den stop awhile… and i wake up again… at 2am…4am…5am..6am… ha.. so u tell me la!!! i slp hw long?!ha!! duno…

wednesday… went 2 sch… majiam walkin zombie.. haiz.. well.. i was late.. so my dad gave me another 10bucks and ask me take cab dwn la..haha!! but still 15mins late.. but Mr Lam never scold la.. den after lesson.. wanted 2 go Alexandra Hosp… to check my tooth.. coz i buay tahan le.. but i keep callin la.. coz wanna ask ma.. coz they say no walk-ins on wednesday.. but… no 1 answer… wat de heck.. duno wat they doin la.. den reach Queenstown.. i call again.. finally answer.. and the person tat answer my call.. attitude sucKs!!! watever.. wat they told me is juz… 2day no dentist will attend 2 u..tats all… wat de.. ok.. so i went back sch… den go co room.. den rot ard…. den sms Angeline… den she came dwn lo.. den accompany me go Clementi buy de Bactidol tat Lihua intro me… den after tat… she go Samuel & Kevin shop awhile la.. den after tat we go back to sch for sectional lo.. den practice practice la.. den after tat go makan at fc4 with Marleen n Harrison.. den Layleng came n join us lo.. den after tat went back 2 practice.. den i accidentally spoil Shimin’s pineapple keychain.. den i went in co room..den i show Yinzhi they all.. den they start pointin finger at me.. den de whole co.. start “horhor!!!” and most of them duno wat happen.. haha!! make me so paiseh…haiz… den after prac.. i quickly go home.. coz veri tired le.. den my nitemare start… suddenly veri pain.. at 11pm.. den i pain till i cry n cry.. haiz.. den i whole nite never slp at all… my mum get so worried lo..haiz…

den earli in de mornin… 7am..went 2 AH lo.. reach at 730am..but de clinic onli open at 830am..haiz.. so wait n wait.. de stuffs there.. total difference 1 lo.. clinic E1…stuff attitude.. veri veri good… but Clinic E2….sucks 2 de core… clinic E1 is for wisdom tooth.. de other.. for xray n those minor checkups… haiz.. den after tat.. waited till ard 9plus..den my turn lo..went in.. den de dentist say.. my wisdom tooth is coming out.. den hitting de other tooth.. haiz.. den de other spoilt tooth.. oso cannot save le..have 2 extract.. but.. i can put braces after de extraction to push de back teeth to cover up de hole.. which means my right side wisdom tooth on top.. no need 2 extract~haha!! but.. braces… means.. 3000+… haiz.. sad.. well.. later i will be goin for de extraction.. i veri scared.. haiz… jiu ming ar!!! haiz..

WARNING LETTER!!!

{ January 24, 2005 @ 6:17 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

ha!! RWP!!! i receive warning letter.. wat de heck!!! idiot..

continue on…

{ January 24, 2005 @ 5:00 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

ok.. juz got back from badminton.. shiOk… veri long never play le… haha!! well.. though play juz a short while.. but i think.. is shiok..haha!! alot smashing.. yeahyeah!! but.. haha.. this oso means tat my right hand is going 2 becum BIGGER… ha.. sad!haa!!.. ok.. i continue with previous blog..
well.. den after practice of 1 time.. the ppl keep coming up..and give briefing.. ha.. their briefing.. majiam no briefing.. wat de.. never even state clearly where 2 walk n stuffs.. ok.. nvm… den tat SAM!!! idiot.. came up.. oh yah. tokin abt him.. i forget 2 mention earlier.. when CO practicing.. den we combine with de choir.. den after tat.. he came up.. scolded de kids.. he pin pointed out lo.. i mean.. haiyo.. kids oso gt their “face” 1 ma.. at least juz warn them nicely la.. he shouted at them lo.. come up to de platform… and SHOOT!!.. wat de… so humiliating… at least the kids are a happy bunch.. they never get too upset abt it n cry lo.. haiyo.. ok.. back.. den after our pract.. he came up.. scold scold scold.. damn him.. realli feel like squashin him lo.. realli.. and i said something mean about him..haha!! well.. err… is… even if TREAT him eat cow dung.. i oso think cow dung is too high class for him sia!!.. ha!! ooPs!! i shall not discriminate cow dung!!haha..den Lihua say he look like PAPAYA!!!haha!!! oh man.. haha!!! den Weijie more funni…. say him… this fat guy.. walking so “fast” sia!!!haha!! this is a joke abt de time he conducted us.. tell us wat “Allergo” is walkin speed.. and yet his in front like majiam flying bullet train.. ha!! den another guy come up… den he start saying..”er… i know tat side a lot of ppl.. so A BIT VERI VERI CRAMP….(de rest… all crap.. dunwan elaborate)…” so.. i started 2 fool ard.. so i asked de ppl ard me.. “so hor.. izzit A BIT CRAMP or izzit VERI VERI CRAMP leh!? i english bo bian la.. B3… veri poor.. dun understand their A1 english..” haha!!! and the ppl start laughing..haha!! den Weijie… sitting behind his zhongyingsheng and start cursing..haha!! so funny.. den me n Lihua say.. he b4 concert.. veri stress.. need 2 destress…haha!!! den after tat… they say…”ok.. i need u all, the CO, 2 report back by 445pm…” when it is already 440pm.. rubbish.. so… they at first say.. go outside.. take ur shoe.. den go dwnstairs.. den oso never say go which side.. den all walk ard.. blur… den after tat.. waited n waited.. tat idiot SAM!!! suddenly.. on the spotlight..suppose 2 try this before de performance…but they DIDNT!!! all thankz to him.. i hardly able to see conductor’s baton and my scores.. idiot.. den so.. play so badly.. and.. de worse is.. their stage men.. more worse.. carry guzheng.. carry till make until ppl’s music stand fall and hit other ppl’s instrument during performance.. this kind of mistakes… stupid lo.. duno where is their spirit of excellence… ok.. nvm… den…. during plucked section… they even forget de CONDUCTOR STAND!!! are they dumb or wat.. haiz… everyting realli screwup…. after us… is interval.. den de Wind ensemble’s turn.. den after tat.. combine.. ha.. tat 1… worst ever Finale i ever seen in planet earth.. haha!!!.. i realli feel so paiseh for Mr Lum.. coming 2 conduct such a lousy piece put up by de CO n WE… idiot.. first is.. at first they say finish le.. den their ppl ask us go up.. den Weijie n Lihua they all.. Monkey see Monkey do la.. haiyo.. and i ji tao blur.. den i quickly call back Weijie… and told him we have 2 line up!!! den he realise it..haha!! *yeah! muz praise myself for being a sharp observer..haha!!* dencame dwn.. 1 of de SWE ppl came dwn.. their bring dwn de music stand to make de job of stage men easier.. and.. we have to bring our own music stand up.. for those who needed it.. den after tat.. they majiam wat lo.. den we ask them.. so.. where are de music stands..?~ and they reply us.. “oh.. i duno leh!!!” i nearly strangle tat person.. den this causes Weijie 2 run up and dwn.. juz to get more music stands… den i am suppose 2 be 1 of the first to go on stage.. and walk by de aisle of the stage.. and de stupid stage men put de chair at de asile.. leavin me less den 1mm of walkin space.. u think i ant izzit!??…den on stage.. ha.. most funniest thing is comin up.. Weijie.. suppose 2 play zhongyinsheng… go on stage.. ha.. guess wat.. his sheng.. duno go where.. haha!! de crew ppl.. forget 2 bring up!!!! so lame.. i realli.. ha… den this make Weijie more cham.. go and carry his sheng all de way to his place.. and have Franky 2 help him 2 pass him his special chair.. realli.. first time.. ha.. saw this kind of things… den next thing happen is.. dun have music stand for our 2 yangqin player.. ha.. den make Mr Lum go on stage stand n waited.. so paiseh.. and even need him 2 tell them.. .no MUSIC STANDS!!! and have him help them open music stand.. haiyo.. so paiseh 2 tell ppl we are de guest player for them.. even we these few small kids… oso paiseh le.. still gt Mr Lum.. he is someone of high standards.. someone of real status in CO world lo.. haiz.. ok.. these technical faults… still not de worse.. next.. playing de song.. ha.. de wind ensemble ppl.. practically driving us 2 madness.. play so fast suddenly…. and slow dwn de next minute.. kaoz.. i feel like smashin them… and Mr Lum tried so hard 2 slow them dwn… but he couldnt.. so.. at least.. we… de accompany.. try speedin up.. 2 cover up… realli.. de piece.. suckz.. tat song.. u go ard… ask those ppl in CO world.. i think no 1 will say this piece of music is bad.. i think.. most of them.. will tell u.. this piece of music is a veri nice… sweet piece lo.. ha.. i think u all will puke when listening.. den de few of us.. quickly… get off frm tat place… den Mr Ng drove me n Xinjie back hme.. and on the car.. i heard someting even more shocking.. about SAM!!!
well… tat papaya.. ha.. he is NT EVEN DE CONDUCTOR OF THE WIND ENSEMBLE!!! i was like… *lightings struck me* he is juz a incharge of cultural thingy in SOKA!!! i realli.. feel llike smashin his big fat tummy into a U shaped bowl tat can hold a timpani!!! idiot.. and was askin Mr Ng.. why isnt there a run thru of de whole programme like as if performance.. and he told me.. they say no need.. ha!! yeah.. SAM said no need.. whOo!! all thanks 2 u this CULTURAL INCHARGE.. who thinks tat u know EACH N EVERYTING… de whole concert screw up.. this concert.. is even worse de SPCO concert (long teng tat yr)… realli.. nt i biased.. well… i muz admit.. though i in SPCO….. we are realli a no standard CO… but i think.. we can perform much more better those ppl.. and at least.. we are organised.. unlike them… arGh!! so angry lo…….finally.. finish updating.. realli wasted my time ystrday.. idiot…

concert…

{ January 24, 2005 @ 2:34 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

ha!! let me tell u.. de concert.. ha!! all those ppl tat i have asked u all 2 come… haha!! u all realli muzt thank urself for nt coming.. haha!!! coz.. it is a damn wasting time concert.. no standard at aLL!… start from morning… meet 10am at CC with Xinjie n Sinyi.. but teacher was late.. he onli reach by 1030am.. den we reach onli by 1110am @ Tampines… and… we thought we are veri late le… but… we are EARLI!!! wat the.. the practice is suppose 2 start by 11am.. which means… everyone MUST!!! i repeart… MUST!!! be on stage.. finishin tuning their instrument and wait for the conductor.. but when i reach there… ha.. i tell u.. juz a few ppl.. same few ppl.. those guys moving the chairs and stuffs.. haha.. well.. if u tink this is nothing.. haha!! read on.. more 2 come.. this is juz de APPETIZER!!! ok.. den pract start at 12noon.. till 2pm… and the next timg tat happen is to ME!!! i cut my finger on friday.. and de cut.. is getting deeper.. and this causes me 2 play like shit… yeah… ha!!.. so pissed off… so pain oso… den.. after tat.. someting happened 2 Lihua.. she played Daruan.. den de stage damn small.. and cramp… so… she accidentally hitted Mr Tang’s(bass player) file.. den she quickly picked it up fer him.. den apologise.. den so… James asked her move her chair forward a bit.. but… suay suay… her chair hit another person’s music stand… which is another bass player.. and tat idiot scolded Lihua.. nt realli scold… but insulted her lo.. she so angry lo.. he said her… “u juz nw hit ppl’s stand.. nw come hit mine.. duno wat u will hit later…” well.. this might sound like juz playing… but… de look on his face.. realli makes de few of us pissed off… hey.. mind u.. he is a TEACHER in school!!!!! u mean teachers are so rude?!! whOo!! and somemore.. call urself a SOKA member… whOo!! someone who believe in Buddha!! such a disgrace… and Lihua gt so fed up… she ji tao black face.. den after tat… went makan.. den Mr Ng came over.. and ask Lihua why she so angry.. den Mr Ng heard le.. den go and say tat teacher of coz!haha!! yeppie!!haha!! de few of us are there 2 help u perform lo.. we are de guest player lo.. is tat de way u treated us?! suan le.. is nt tat we are askin anyting in return for helping u lo.. at least… respect us la.. den… went back.. de 5guys started practicin their Canon in D… outside the hall.. well.. then de SAM!!! * remember i mention him before? tat guy tat conducted YAO ZU WU QU until like majiam duno wat liydat.. so fast that 1…. ha!! i have more 2 complain abt him.. leave him 2 de later part* he came out la.. den walk ard.. den keep looking at us.. den he came over and say…”can u all juz go downstairs and practice? u all are disturbin the Wind Ensemble…” ok…well.. at first.. i was thinkin.. oh.. maybe they are realli veri loud.. but juz nice.. Mr Ng came out.. and he asked us where we going.. and after tellin him wat happen.. he asked..”huh?! since when u all have started practicing?! i haven hear aniting when sitting inside at de last roW!” haha!!!!… wat de… ok.. so suan le.. we went away.. den the Wind Ensemble ppl… took their own sweet time and practice.. and get LOST!!.. wasted de time.. suppose 2 combine prac with CO for de YAO ZU WU QU at 330pm.. but.. whole thing onli start at 4pm.. ok.. nvm… den.. they went thru de stupid coming in and coming out which is suppose 2 be settle way before de rehearsal!… and we all so blur.. dun even noe wat the heck they wan… den after tat… went up.. den Mr Lum came n conduct fer once… well.. toking abt Mr Lum.. i realli wanna salute him.. why?!~ coz.. his mum… pass away few days ago.. and ystrday morning was her funeral.. and Mr Lum rushed over 2 conduct.. coz of the committment… i realli respect him for his level of committment to things and oso his attitude… he nv show his sorrows in front of anione of us.. can u imagine?! losing ur own mother and yet u have to put up a strong front?~…. and realli…. he knew hw 2 put away his personal matters while working… ok.. shall end here first.. come and update later.. now going 2 play badminton!! haha!! yeah yeah… see whether later got energy 2 come update anot..haha!!! bye!!!

kaoz

{ January 24, 2005 @ 1:04 am } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

damn.. dun ask me why i so late blog 2day.. i cant slp.. why?! all thankz to 2 idiotic wisdom tooth i have.. oh man.. duno why 2day de pain is so great.. headache.. tokin about 2nite’s performance.. ha!! i gt lots of things 1 complain. .but i veri lazy 1 type now.. my day… 2day.. tiring.. enjoying… but yet.. it sucks… all thankz 2 de things that happen thru out de concert.. arGh.. now de pain in subsiding.. i think i better go catch some slp.. before the morning come and i have to go 2 sch… idiot.. more sian.. now my mouth veri numb.. wat the… kaoz.. i veri frustrated… so late.. and yet i still cant slp..

i am finally back!!

{ January 22, 2005 @ 10:34 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

wHOo.. so long neber blog le.. haha!!forgotten where i stop le…



haha!! .. lame.. well.. wat happen these few days.. shall update slowly.. first i start from wednesday….

had lesson frm 8am-12pm.. den after that went to CO… den sectional onli got me n Samuel.. so pathetic.. den halfway Qiantong called.. ask me go help her with something!~haha!! and i went.. den i laughed like siaO!! oh yah.. Qiantong have a realli great voice.. so does Peile!!!haha!! den after tat… Samuel called and ask me quickly go dwn.. so i went la.. den have practice.. den after tat go makan.. den tat nite pract river raft songs lo.. so Eileen came n wasted her time~haha!! den after practice.. i rushed home.. coz i veri tired.. den de next day gt quiz and i haven finish studyin yet… den after tat.. reach hme.. my wisdom tooth pain again.. den headache.. nv study..





den thursday.. nth much.. went 2 sch… late… 830pm den reach.. but at least i go.. coz for RWP i onli went for 2times?haha!! den after tat quiz.. so difficult.. haiz.. den after tat went makan.. den went library finish up my report for my Inorganic n organic chem practical.. haha!! den went for practical la.. so boring n tiring lo.. de practical.. need to find all de isomers.. ha!!… den after practical.. went 2 co room.. sat dwn chatted a lot of stuffs with de seniors..haha!! tokin abt our secondary sch life..haha!! realise.. i am a veri rebellious gal in secondary!!haha!! ooPs.. haha!! den after tat.. gt a couple came.. they are Marleen’s ITP boss?~haha! they getting marry ma.. den they invited Marleen and a few others 2 perform CO sia!haha!! den we sit ard n listen oso… den after tat went home with Layleng..




haha!! this is Chloroethane!!!!~






den for Friday.. Hari Raya la.. but.. a veri busy day for me.. have cell grp in the morning at 1130am.. but onli started at ard 12+pm.. den ended at ard 245pm.. den actually wanna go eat with them. but they keep dilly dally.. den i no choice have to go first.. coz Mr Ng coming to drive us to tampines at 4pm.. den i a bit sad la. coz veri long never see my cg le.. den they dun wan go makan with me..!!! bad sia!!haha!! suan le.. den went hme.. quickly pack up.. den went dwn lo.. den reach tampines.. so hungry.. and i was starving like mad.. till 9+pm den rehearsal ended.. den me, Xinjie, James, Lihua, Yikloong, MingKwang, we went to Tampines MRT station there makan.. den i veri hungry.. den i keep complainin.. den James said,”i like first time hear u complain u hungry leh!!haha” so funny lo!!haha! coz that time go ACS(B) is Xinjie complain hungry.. den all along.. i nv complain b4..haha!! den we tok and eat till ard 1030pm lo.. den me and Xinjie took de train.. all de way from Tampine to Boonlay… den we onli reach home at 12am.. so tiring..




well.. they are.. Franky, James, Yikloong.. they are acting CooL~haha!!!




thiS is YanGqiN!!! taken by Xinjie.. using my fone!!! haha!!




thiS is PiPa!!! taKen by Xinjie oso.. haiyo..haha!!





den today.. wake up at 2pm.. so tired la.. den went to 430pm service.. with baihui.. den after that.. went co.. den Mr ng force me play double bass…haha! den i dunwan.. den after tat.. he keep askin me and Xinjie go level 4 take percussion item dwn.. den he say 1 instrument at a time.. den each time we came dwn.. he ask us take another 1.. so in de end we keep goin up and dwn for 3 times!!!haha!! den after tat Joanne came join us for a while.. den after tat go hme lo.. den tml still gt co.. in de morning.. meetin Mr ng 10am at gekpoh.. coz he driving us over to tampines again lo~haha!! yah.. think tats all ba…

thinking..

{ January 18, 2005 @ 8:20 pm } · { rubbish }
{ } · { Leave a Comment }

well… was tinking.. about wat Yuxing have told me the other day on msn.. well.. Yuxing.. what i wanna tell you is.. realli thankz a lot.. u show me the light.. but sad to say.. i have yet able to let go of that.. hope that u dun blame me.. was thinkin veri long.. on hw shld i realli face that problem.. yah.. ha! i know i am juz a nobody…. but i wan to be a somebody.. ha! what crap…



well.. and also.. i am thinking.. perharps… i shld realli let go..?! i wanted to.. but thoughts of it… is there… but my heart isnt agreeing to it..yesh i noe.. i am a weakling.. but i duno.. realli… haiz.. sometimes.. i realli dunwan to blog down how i feel.. because i dunwan ppl to know my feeling.. frankly speaking… this blog.. is onli intended to be set up for me to blog abt stuffs that i onli wish my close frenx will see.. but seems like.. now… a lot of ppl have my blog link.. haiz.. ok.. suan le..



well…today.. have math test.. i tell u all.. it realli SUCKS!!! i forget all abt the new format… and i finish all 7qns in section A!!!! and i forget about section B!!! so as a result.. i can onli say.. yesh i can pass.. but…. scoring well.. is another thing.. haiz.. think shall stop here… bye..

« Previous entries