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haiz.. i am sick.. so sad… haiz.. nth 2 blog.. this whole wk…study..haha!! den co oso.. yah..tats all..ar!! i am sick!! ani1 here free 2 look after me?!wahahaha!!

u all might be curious why am i heartbroken… well.. it is nt abt ani guy!! it is nw abt my dearest Sansan… my longest ever known fren… since K1…. can u believe it?! hw mani of u can tell me tat u are still contacting ur kindergarden fren till nw n de bond btw de 2 of u is still so strong n nice.. i can proudly say tat onli a few can confidently tell me this…. ok.. i shall nt elaborate on hw i noe her n everyting.. but still i realli treasure her lots.. she is always there when standing by me… always supportin me… nv will i forget that time hw she stood up fer me when Huifen came n confront me coz of Laimay… (ok..this matter already settle le.. juz an example.. whoever reading… *Laimay n Huifen dun mind hor…* nv… yesh my dear fren… realli… no 1 can replace ur status in my heart… yesh.. u are my dearest ever fren..!!!

TO: CHAN JACK SAN…



San..though we rarely still go out..coz after u transfer primary sch.. but still i am realli happi tat we get 2 reunite in secondary sch.. however… we do have misunderstandings.. but still we go thru it.. thru think n thin….. but still we are still frenz… and realli glad 2 know u as my longest known fren… havin known u is NEVER.. yesh i repeat NEVER a regret… and nw… seeing wat u have done 2 urself realli breaks my heart… pls.. gal.. i beg u.. pls dun do this 2 urself.. stop slashing urself.. i realli dunwanna lose u, my realli greatest fren.. pls get over him.. n start anew fresh… dun hurt urself because of him.. he is nt worth it.. in the case.. nw… i shld nt have say tat person as a he but a IT!!! tat guy realli is a jerk… he is even worse den a beast… realli.. sansan.. seeing those photos posted in ur blog.. it realli breaks my heart…. remember? ystrday.. u told me… tat u have slashed ur wrist so much times.. after seeing tat… my tears juz drop… i simply cant control it.. coz this remind me of Jennifer.. sure u still remember her… remember hw we all felt tat time when we received de news abt her death? it sumhw leads me 2 have tat grief in me again.. pls.. sansan.. i dunwan 2 see wat happen 2 her happening 2 u… remember.. u still have ur frenz, ur parents there always fer u… never will we leave u… coz all of us care for u… love u… treasure u… realli… hope tat u will get thru this down period in ur life… always remember that u have us…nv be so foolish 2 do harm 2 urself… we simply love u..!!! kaY?? learn hw 2 walk thru ur darkest period of time will realli lead u 2 another level.. jiayou!!! support u all de waY!!! i will not be standing behind u n so far behing tat u cant even see me!!! but i will be standing side by side with u n fight thru de dayz..!!so gal.. CHEERUP!!! SMILE!! i am looking forward to the day which u will tell me happily n excitedly,” Ping, yesh!! i did it… i have walk thru my darkest ever period of my life!!!i will continue on my life without all these hurts n i am veri happy nw…” okay?! =D

well..haha!! nw having report writing presentation lesson…haha!! kind of sian..aniway.. doing a project on Personal Care Product… SLIMMING PILLS/PRODUCTS!!haha!! so those who reading this… pass me ani info on SLIMMING PILLS/PRODUCTS!! gtg bye!!haha! lesson oveR le..!! wahahahaha!!!

heLLo!! anibody there.!!!yO everybody lets stand up on ur feet n nw….SCREAM!!!! wahaha!! yeahyeahyeah!! yoyoyo!! mad woman in de hse!! yoyoyo!!haha!! okok..



errr… okok..getting real mad…haha!! okok.. well 2day is my first day of my year 1 semester2 in SP!!! well.. which means i have been in SP fer like 6mths le lo!! whOo!! times realli flies yah!? ok..well.. kind of pissed off by SP lecturers.. haiz.. well.. thinking tat 2day is de first day of sch.. so i make an extra effort 2 wake up real earli.. @ 650am… n prepare fer sch n get out of the hse by 715am… n i manage 2 reach SP by 755am lo.. den waited a few buddy clzmates… den went 2 clz.. well reached there..shocked.. coz see all de clz ppl standing there… n it was already 805am… well yah.. i am 5mins late… but..haha!! those who are in my clz or noe me..i am a serious latecomer… 5mins late is a nt norm thing!! my norm late is ard 15-20mins lo… =X haha!! well..den we waited outside clz.. but.. till 835am still.. there is no sign of any lecturers..so.. we decided 2 go fer earli break.. well..this is normal la..haha!! den… de nxt lesson is at 10am…so we went 2 de clzroom n realise tat de lecturer decide 2 onli brief us tml… n so… we have 2 wait till 11am fer our practical briefing… so we decided 2 go to de lab n ask fer de briefing 2 be held asap.. so tat we can go hme.. haha.. den everything goes well.. n we finish de briefing by 1030am…den we decide 2 go search fer our Engineering Math I lecturer.. well.. she is difficult 2 find..haha!! coz she having lesson.. and we tried calling her.. coz we wanna find out is there lesson later… well.. she say YES!!! oh no.. which means frm 1030am-3pm.. we have nth 2 do!!!!!!! yesh!!! nth.. so we rot in sch.. in com lab @ library.. so after tat went 2 de lesson.. oh man!!! she is a young lady.. haha!! a bit yoyoyo!!haha!! well.. her slang!! oh no…haha!! real power… well she say she studied in CANADA!!! haha!! den she oso veri strict lo..haiz.. haha!! den after lesson..went FC3 with Baoling & Hanee to grab a bite…den decided 2go hme.. den walk pass CO room..



den i saw, Yinzhi, ahbeng, Kuiyu, Ahheng, Harrison, Xiuping, Lingling inside.. haha!! so out of curiosity i went in lo..haha!! den Yinzhi came over n pass me de movie ticket tat he promise me 2 give me!!yeah!! haha!! well.. haha!! is tat time de whole grp of us went watch movie.. and Samuel threw away de ticket lo..den i wanna keep.. so i ask frm him lo.. n he say.. he gave it 2 me as a bday present… -_______-”! wat a cheap bday present aniway..haha!! den he ask me stay behind a while lo.. well at first i thought wat.. den i saw sumting.. and i noe le..haha!! YEAH!! TODAY IS LEE YONG HENG NICK’S BDAY..HAHA!! hey!! dun say we nv do aniting fer u hor!!haha!! well..so we had a surprise mini party fer him.. have a cake lo.. den after that.. most of them went 2 makan lo.. den me n Xiuping decide 2 go hme le.. so we left.. n left Layleng n Harrison behind lo..!!! haha!! whOo!! *wiNkwiNk* Hey BruDdeR!! dun say we nv help u create opportunities n be AUTOMATIC, ZHI DONG!!!haha!! den reach hme.. den rot.. den so tired lo..haiz.. actually wanna prac my Zhongruan.. but totally no strength..haha!! yah..oso lazy.. and oso.. not much energy..haha!! well…. so nw i think i gonna stop le.. already blog fer 22mins!!wahhaha!! okok.. think tats all…byebye.. kind of tired le.. need rest le!!!yeah!!!

ok… lets start frm ystrday…actually.. nt much.. rot at hme..den at nite go fer work… onli manage 2 get hme by 1110pm…den after that… rest..den slp… den de nxt day..went 2 church…. den go co… den went hme… err… den after that… watch tv… duno wat 2 blog oso… haiz…



i am getting veri tired.. getting tired of all the things.. wat i wan nw is a happi life.. wanna get wat is bothering me out!! de thing tat i want… is realli.. so near n yet so far… maybe it is juz a dream.. an unrealistic dream.. maybe things are nt meant 2 be wat i want it 2 be… but i realli hope that is is a real dream.. but… i realli duno…haha!! ok.. dun ask me wat i am refering… i will nt say aniting.. yesh.. i will nt.. dun ask me.. i hate it especially when sum1 knew wat i am refering 2… and cum 2 me and ask me wat is it… realli… i dun mean 2 be rude… or even ridiculous… if this offend ani1 of u.. sorry..

well… hmm ystrday… err… wait up @ 1115am den went dwn 2 CC pass my Zhongruan 2 Mr Ng…coz he helping me bring it 2 Shuqun..haha!! den after that i went hme…den eat… den after that meet Jie n Sinyi go CO again….yeah..again..haha!!!so tiring lo..haha!! den on de way.. we are still wondering.. hu is de shuai ge teacher is refering ystrday tat is going 2 play bass..haha!! den we are saying..haha!! couldnt be a shuai ge la..haha! coz so far.. all de bass player that came..all is..haha!! =X den reach there.. go in… SHOCK!!! haha!! coz is our beloved James playing basS!!haha!! ok la..haha!! yuan lai shi ta…haha.. den after pract…den tat lamer Yujun came over… den whisper asking whether are we going de next day..which is 2day la…haha!! den we all decided 2 cum late…haha!! den hor.. was saying oso fer the rehersal on de 14th n 17th…all dun cum..haha!!! i cant go at all lo.. coz gt clz..haha!! den start laming ard a while.. den went off… den halfway… heard teacher told Yujun…”Hey…tml morning…745am meet at my void deck i drive u over…” haha!!coz he live juz de nxt block of teacher lo… den i hear le..ji tao laugh..coz..haha!! he cant be late!!wahahaha!!! den 2day morning.. i was late..haha!! again.. den meet Jie.. den she wear a bermudas…den her brother, Xinlin saw it b4 she went off 2 meet me…den say her…” 2day is rehearsal leh.. u wear this… nt veri polite..” den she keep asking me whether shld she go back hme n change coz at that time we already waiting fer bus le.. den after tat decided tat she shld change..haha!! den accompany her back..den she change lo.. haha!! den Xinlin went off first… think he go meet his gays partner, Yujun n Franky…haha!! den Sinyi nv cum 2day..coz she going 2 airport… den so.. me n Jie quickly go 2 Jurong East mrt meet James, Jason, Yikloong… but..haha!! they were late… these 3guys… haha!! late..haha!! den actually shld be waiting fer them de.. but after tat i realise they took caB!!ahha!! coz James overslept..haha!! den bo bian lo.. we meet them at Shuqun sec lo..den suppose 2 meet at gate.. but they went in le..haha!! den in de end me n Jie de latest..haha!! den teacher say..” u two ar… shld have cum my hse overnite ystrday..den i can drive u 2 here ma..” haha!! ooPs..haha!! den pract lo…den i was shocK!!!haha!! coz.. Xinli wore a PINK SHIRT!!! haha!! PINK wor!!haha… so shOcK!!haha!! den after that… go rehearsal..finish @ 12noon lo.. den we help carry back de instruments…den the Yujun, Franky, Xinlin..veri fast bu jian le..haha!! den left me n Jie, James, Jason, Yikloong…den we took teachers’ car 2 IMM…den teacher treat we all lunch…den after tat we go walk ard without teacher lo.. den i came hme..reach hme onli at abt… 130pm..den fell asleep at 2pm…den onli wake up @ 730pm..duno why so tired..haha!! den nth 2 do lo..whOo.. tml no need go pract!!haha!! so happy!!wHoO!!!haha!!! den i think tats all ba… sch is reopening le…so happy!!haha!! oh yesh 1 more thinG!!!



well, ystrday Yuxing came fer de Evangelistic meeting.. well…actually she nt cuming 1…coz she is going out..but last min she sms me lo..so accompany her den nv go fer choir…den after that… during alter call.. she decided 2 receive it again.. so happy… realli glad lo… haha!! well.. she is de 1st fren tat i brought 2 church that actually went dwn n accept Jesus… Praise de Lord!!!haha!! okok.. den after that we went 2 KFC kind of “celebrate”…haha!! den i shake my popcorn chicken…den so sad.. half of it spill out lo… haha!! den she shared hers with me..so happi.. den after tat went hme n rest!!haha!! yeahyeah!!! =D

From the very Begining, the girl’s family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.Due to family’s pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: “How deep is your love for me?”As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family’s pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: “I’m not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I’ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?”The girl agreed, & with the guy’s determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it’s hard, but both never thought of giving up.One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice……The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents’ comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,…..it’s still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying….The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he’s back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn’t anymore news of him.A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy’s wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.When she was about to ask her friend what’s going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her “I’ve spent a year’s time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I’ve not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

There was a ger who bump into a photographer one day and was love at first sight with the guy. She apologised and hope to seeing him again one day.She was working at a hair salon and one day the photographer went into the shop to have a hairwash. The ger asked her friend to let her service for that guy because she liked him alot. But she accidentally wash e soap on the guy’s face and apologised endlessly. And so she found his working place and decided to give him something as a gift ot apology. The guy noticed her and thought that she is beautiful sohe took pictures of the ger. Soon, the guy and the ger spend some time hanging out together and have feelings for each other. There was one day when the ger came up to his working place to visit him, but at that time, he was busy washing the photos in another room so the ger was seeing the photos that he took for her.She accidentally knock a glass of water & dirtied the table, she used her jacket to clean it up and took the guy’s shirt to wear. The guy came out, saw the ger wearing his shirt and took pictures bcos he thought it was cute of her to wear a big shirt. But the flim was used up soon and the ger volunteer to take another flim from another room. She went into the room and saw the flim up high on the cupboard so she tip-toed but unfortunately, she knock down a bottle of toxic chemical for washing photo. The bottle was not covered properly and the chemical went pouring down on her eyes.She was sent to the hospital immediately and the guy was very sad. Finally the ger was okay after a few days and was able to see again. But from tat day onwards, she never met and see tat guy again,she couldnt find him anywhere. One evening, she went to the hill to look at the place where the guy likes to bike. She finally saw someone tat look like him sitting down on a bench.. he was wearing a pair of sunglasses. A photo flew away from the guy’s hand and the ger went to pick up.. it was a photo of her, she cried and return it to him. The guy didnt know its her bcos he was blind and cant see anymore.. the ger was crying and did not know what happen to him until one of the guy’s photo assistant told her that the guy save her eyesight by giving his eye cornea to her..

well…2day woke up late fer prac… in den end… late meeting Jie n Sinyi… but we manage 2 reach de sch b4 de practice start… aniway..de practice…is real boring.. n teacher is so fed up with them all lo.. they all.. duno wat is respect 1 lo.. dun even noe hw 2 respect de teacher… when he scolded them..they even tok back lo.. nt tat teacher is bad.. but their attitude…realli.. 1 word 2 descibe!! SUCKS!! i was so fed up with those secondary sch students tat i almost ask them 2 keep their mouth shut n scold them upside dwn lo.. is like.. i follow teacher fer like almost 6yrs le.. i dun even dare 2 tok back lo.. dun say tok back… i dun even give him an attitude face lo.. can realli understand why he is so fierce n angry when teaching them…nt like when he teaching us lo.. even if he is angry..yes he scold.. but still he dun aniwhere hw… nth 2 do den start scolding u lo.. if he is sum1 hu have attitude problem..den i doubt all those ppl like James, Lihua, Franky, Yujun, Yiklong, or even de few of us will follow him fer so long.. think all of us at least follow him fer 3yrs lo.. think those ppl @ Shuqun realli shld know wat is rite n wat is wrong lo… they attitude realli.. is sumting i realli buay song abt lo. why can they treat teacher liydat.. i dun understand lo.. if tat teacher attitude sucks… den i dun care.. but de prob is… they dun respect him first lo..haiz… watever…den after prac.. went 2 IMM Long John Silver n makan with Jie n Sinyi lo.. den we waited fer de shuttle bus back 2 Boonlay fer like 40mins lo..haiz… den after tat went hme.. den went 2 Gekpoh meet my daddi.. den we went 2 de hp shop n ask abt de Mitsubishi phone lo.. de flip fone tat u all see… at de side… haiz..heard frm de person.. say tat fone… a lot of bad feedback.. coz of de battery…n will hang lo..haiz.. think i will give up tat fone le la..soB… but i have another fone in mind.. but that fone is an old phone!!! haha!! tat is Panasonic GD88…haha!! although it is old…but i realli like it..kind of nice lo..haha!! and oso Panasonic X70… but hor.. both tat 2 fones…. my clzmates using tat..haha!!! oh man…haha!! lalala!! maybe i shall wait fer new fones 2 cum out..coz have 2 wait fer my dad 2 change de fone le…den i becum my turn 2 change lo..haha!!! hmmm……… lalalala!!!!! ok.. i am a bit lazy 2 blog nw..think will blog tml…byebye!!