u all might be curious why am i heartbroken… well.. it is nt abt ani guy!! it is nw abt my dearest Sansan… my longest ever known fren… since K1…. can u believe it?! hw mani of u can tell me tat u are still contacting ur kindergarden fren till nw n de bond btw de 2 of u is still so strong n nice.. i can proudly say tat onli a few can confidently tell me this…. ok.. i shall nt elaborate on hw i noe her n everyting.. but still i realli treasure her lots.. she is always there when standing by me… always supportin me… nv will i forget that time hw she stood up fer me when Huifen came n confront me coz of Laimay… (ok..this matter already settle le.. juz an example.. whoever reading… *Laimay n Huifen dun mind hor…* nv… yesh my dear fren… realli… no 1 can replace ur status in my heart… yesh.. u are my dearest ever fren..!!!
TO: CHAN JACK SAN…
San..though we rarely still go out..coz after u transfer primary sch.. but still i am realli happi tat we get 2 reunite in secondary sch.. however… we do have misunderstandings.. but still we go thru it.. thru think n thin….. but still we are still frenz… and realli glad 2 know u as my longest known fren… havin known u is NEVER.. yesh i repeat NEVER a regret… and nw… seeing wat u have done 2 urself realli breaks my heart… pls.. gal.. i beg u.. pls dun do this 2 urself.. stop slashing urself.. i realli dunwanna lose u, my realli greatest fren.. pls get over him.. n start anew fresh… dun hurt urself because of him.. he is nt worth it.. in the case.. nw… i shld nt have say tat person as a he but a IT!!! tat guy realli is a jerk… he is even worse den a beast… realli.. sansan.. seeing those photos posted in ur blog.. it realli breaks my heart…. remember? ystrday.. u told me… tat u have slashed ur wrist so much times.. after seeing tat… my tears juz drop… i simply cant control it.. coz this remind me of Jennifer.. sure u still remember her… remember hw we all felt tat time when we received de news abt her death? it sumhw leads me 2 have tat grief in me again.. pls.. sansan.. i dunwan 2 see wat happen 2 her happening 2 u… remember.. u still have ur frenz, ur parents there always fer u… never will we leave u… coz all of us care for u… love u… treasure u… realli… hope tat u will get thru this down period in ur life… always remember that u have us…nv be so foolish 2 do harm 2 urself… we simply love u..!!! kaY?? learn hw 2 walk thru ur darkest period of time will realli lead u 2 another level.. jiayou!!! support u all de waY!!! i will not be standing behind u n so far behing tat u cant even see me!!! but i will be standing side by side with u n fight thru de dayz..!!so gal.. CHEERUP!!! SMILE!! i am looking forward to the day which u will tell me happily n excitedly,” Ping, yesh!! i did it… i have walk thru my darkest ever period of my life!!!i will continue on my life without all these hurts n i am veri happy nw…” okay?! =D
