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back here 2 blog again…

well… this wk is a veri slack wk fer me.. monday lesson frm 9-11… tuesday lesson 1-3 den wednesday… no LESSON!! ahha!… watever…

but quite sad lah..on monday… a gal frm BICT fell 2 death in sch @ T15.. 4th level..she was sitting at de railing.. on de phone.. den i think she lost her balance.. den bang!! de next ting ppl see is.. sheis lyin in a pool of blood.. haiz.. she is 19… yr 1…a malaysian.. haiz.. she did nt actually die on de spot… she onli died @ hospital at around 2pm haiz.. a sad case… realli teach us a lesson nt 2 sit on de railing…

haiz.. den monday after lesson i actually went hme.. n SLP!! haha!! slept frm 2pm-9pm..!! so shiok!! haha! this cause me 2 have difficulties in slping at nite lor!! haha! watever.. so i start slacking around.. surf net..haha!!

den tuesday went sch do CRS project… den saw Honey, Shufen, JiaLin, Jiewei, Zhiying.. they oso there doing CRS project.. den after tat went FC3 with JiaLin, Jiewei, Singh, Goh 2 have lunch…den went back clz! ahha! den Jiewei n Sushi kana forced 2 sit 2gtr~haha!! den after lesson went club hse play carrom… haha! 1st time playing… quite shiok.. but den haha! finger nail pain sia!!haha!! wateveR… den after tat go CO room roT… den Yinzhi, Heng, ahBeng, NJ there… den complaining abt de performance last fridaY… den rubbish around.. den Szehui came… den we went off 2gtr with Heng @ 645.. den go DOver meet Bowei… veri long nber see him liaO…. den after went hme.. saw Thomas! haha!! den took train 2gtr lor~haha!!… den went hme.. surf net again.. oh man!! i like no life..haha!! pratically everyday surf net!!haha!! den at nite had conference… with DCP/FT/1A/06 ppl.. SPCO ppl.. CG W84 ppL.. haha! all of them simply ruLeZ!haha!! watever!!…

den wednesday.. which is 2day… no lesson… actually wanna go back NOEL with XiuLi find Chingpeng, Geraldine, TaTa, NanA, Kitty, Shirley, June they all.. but den she last min sms me say she nt feeling well.. going see doctor later… so in de end neber go lor.. den now… here i am typing all this rubbish!!haha!!

oh no!! i am veri late already!!! haha!! havin CO in sch @ 330!! i m still here typing!!haha!! haben prepare aniting yet siAz!! wO dE tiAn aR!!haha!! okok..!! gtg liaoz!! think i will stop herE… bye!!

yesh… i am back here again 2 update my blog… haha!! rubbish rite! so long nber update… haha~ fer those who always cum n read my blog… sorry!!!haha!! 1 source of entertainment is temporary down~wahahha!! okok… back herE…. weLL… eRr.. actually duno wat oso~… hmmm… wat 2 say… wed no class so go play badminton n stuff…. so shiok sia!! but den veri tireD!! haha!! yesh i enjoy it veri much!!haha! den after tat go CO… haha!… a bit angry… actually surpose 2 go fer CLS AGM… but due 2 sum tings.. i have 2 go CO instead!!! wateveR…ferget it!! den gt performance on fri..!! wat the!! so lame lor.. reach they be FREE LABOUR!!! help them pack goodie baG!! wat thE!! den still have 2 fold scarf… den me, Hafiz n Desmond sit dwn there happily folding away…haha!! ruBbisH!! den have quite a lot of fun lor~haha! den practice lor.. haiz… a bit sian.. but ok lor… be entertainer… den saw SamChin… he de photograpeR!haha!! so fierCE!!haha!!watevER~ den reach sch ard 9+ den go find Felisia they all go hme 2gtr~… den reach hme… rot… den online.. rot!! den ysterday go work lor..haha! gt new ppl~ AiLing~haha!! she veri funny lehz! hit off with her quite weLL!! haha! i am now loving more n more 2 work @ caFE!! CHC cafe staFfs RuLeZ!! i simply love them aLL!! they are all so fun!!haha!! den go hme.. online… den conference chat wif clz ppl…

den laming around… wanted 2 burn People’s park, Birdpark, Carpark n even OutramPark…haha!!okok…den all cannot decide where 2 go on sunday nite.. which is today… den in de end… duno why.. Jiewei kana shoot by me… den he seems sad n affectEd… haiz… duno whyz… okok… my fault~… =…( watevEr!~ den now i alone neber go out..! coz Felisia, Angie, Yuxing they all meet up already go play pool with Jeff they all… n i was like… huh… why them… ok.. suan le… den after decide nt 2 meet up liao… coz they wan go east coast… it is like wo de tian aR~~ so far lehz!! den summore they wan go 1 of de guy hse 2 ton over nite… n i was like even more wat iz taT! i dun even know them… it is juz like askin me going 2 a stranger hse n stay overnite… wat is tat lor… den summore tml gt lesson… so lame…i rather stay at hme n rot~… n i prefer my beloved bED!! with raDio!! my faVe!haha! wateveR… den now… finally finish updating!! ok…! byE!!

weLL… went 2 send Doris off 2 UK on Saturday nite.. yeS… i cant deny tat i am veri sad… but i never realli show.. coz i dun wan her 2 be sad oso… coz she is leaving fer UK fer a good cause… 2 furthur her study..!! weLL!! DoriS!! worK haRd!!!hMmm.. supposely i meetin Candice 730pm @ Bugis… budden she was veri latE!!! 745pm she still @ Jurong EasT!! haha!! den i went ahead straight 2 Tanah Merah 2 meet de other members frm W37… i was earLY~hahA!! reach @ 8pm… 15mins early~.. den Jingyi came.. followed by Sabrina…. den Jeremy Kong came… den de other Jeremy came oso..~ den we went 2 airport loR… duno wat terminal… i forget liaoz.. haha!! den i said sumting lame… they were asking where is gate H… n i replies… it is before gate I lor… n Sabrina n the other Jeremy was like… oh maN!! she is LAME!!haha!! yeSH!! i am LaME!!! den after tat slag @ Aijisen… den sent Doris 2 de departure gate… she brought a lot of things there wib her!!! heR laggage tat she checked in was 30.1kG!!! n she still have mani stuffs @ Danny’s hSe!!haha!! n Danny have 2 airmail over to UK fer her..haha!! i pity hiM!~haha!! den after tat went hme lor… oh man!! frm EXTREME EAST to EXTREME WEST… now is Journey To the WEST!! haha!! den i reach hme @ 12midnite… den de next day went church… n chinese orchestra again..haha!! den today lesson… haiz.. so sianz… watever… haiz.. think gtg slp liaoz… coz tml gt lesson @ 8aM!!! aR!!!

yah.. finally here 2 blog again.. haiz.. so sianz… start school fer abt 1 wk liaoz… so the sianz… study n study… wat tHE!!!! haiz… so sianz….

well, went 2 watch movie ystrdaY… watched The Bourne Supremacy… quite nicE!! exciTing!!haha!! den de main actor using the same HP as me!! wahhaha!!!!! now my HP is a star phone liaoz!!..haha!! yah i now… lame riTE?!!!haiz!!! den after tat go back sch fer CLS meeting… haiz… so sianz..haha!! Satyish have 2 chair de meeting coz Tat Xiong cant make it… den tok abt River Raft 2005…. haiyo!!… so lame… have 2 make de raft n everyting ourselves… using CARDBOARD!!! hOW!!?? can meH?!!haiyO…. wateVer… den after tat went fer CO… eRr… quiTe siAn n FuN lah… but den veri tiring…de funny part is… i play until half my xuan1 duan4 diao4 lor…haiz…haha!! so funnY!! den KaiXian n PeiLe give me tat funny look!! haha!! kana ShoCK!!wahahhaha!!! wateVEr!!…haha!! den 2day went 2 sch.. had a lecture fer 2 hrs… but i slept!!hahaha!!! coz tired mah.. den lesson ends @ 12… den went FC3 to eat lor… with Salleh, JeremyGoh, JeremySingh, JieWei, Desmond, ZhiYing, JiaLin, JieYan, JunJie…. den after tat go library do project… den go hme… haiz.. so sianz… den here i am @ hme… rotting again.. haiz!!!

wHoo… so mani days liao neber update de blog.. haha!!!! finally now nth 2 do… haha!! in sch using de sch com 2 blog!!!wahahhaa!~!!~ so laME!!haha!!! wELL… duno wat 2 say oso… ErR…!!!…. aiyah… Lost in thoughTS!!! duno wat to do oso…. well think i next time den cum updatE!!haha!!!!!

haiz… veri tired… well… having nth 2 do.. so juz cum n update de blog… well… i realli duno wat 2 say… haiz… he say he read my blog… but he no reaction.. maybe he is trying 2 keep quiet… maybe nt…!!!… i duno…!! having him so close n yet so far away..! haiz!! wat rubbish i toking… i oso duno….!!! so stupiD… haiz…. aRrrrgggHhh!!! waT!!! i dunO!! okiE.. rubbishing!! why? i an totally upset…with everyting!! why!!!arGh!! everynite practically trying my veri best to slp ASAP… juz 2 make sure tat i will nt think of him… haiyo!!!i duno wat 2 write liao lah!!

haiz… aniway later going fer cell grp… hope tat at least i can forget abt him fer a while n realli enjoy de presence of God n let Him heal me….

weLL… went sentosa 2day….again!!haha! yeSh… again… sentosa… haha!! nth better to do..so go sentosa with my classmates again~!!haha! n get a nice tan!!haha… n yeS!! need 2 say “thanks” to Samuel.. coz he warn me nt 2 get bbQ again..!!! wat rubbish sia!!! well quite fun… ShuFen and HuiRu actually joined us..~haha!! den we play lotsa thingy… erRr… nt realli lotSa laH!~ onli play sandcastle….eRr…yah.. a bit childish… but hey!! we are still young k?!haha!! den went kayaking… i shared with JiaLin as i dun realli know how 2 kayak…haha!! den de two stupid guy… JieWei n JeremySingh came behind us n wanted 2 tery n capsized us… wat rubbish sia… den they wan us to pull them over to another shoreE….!!! haha!! den after a while… let them have de kayak… but tat 2 idiot… haiz.. make us gt caugt of transferring de band 2 them… n let them play de kayak… in de end..no kayak fer us liaoz..haiz… den after tat went back shore n chat.. with Shufen, Huiru, HaneE… well… nice chat.. den suddenly Jiewei n Felicia came in n join us… den later… all gather ard n tok!! haha! tokin abt my fren who pass away… den to frenz backstabbing us… n all… den a few of us:- me, Huiru, Shufen, Rhoda, XueShi, HanEe left first… den go bath~haha!! den Xueshi go off first…den de rest of us slack at HarbourFront Centre Mac lor..halfway…Rhoda have 2 leave 2 go teach tuition…haha!! den de rest of us slack till 715pm den left….

den nw reach hmE…siaN!~haha! but happy coz my tan is nice!!haha!! nt realli veri dark… but is nice… but i wish 2 have a darker tan!!haha!!

haha!!weLL… this is a fake entry… eRR.. in de sense… it is updated on de 10thseP… haha!! coz 4get 2 update…weLL… actually on de 8th… was a long day fer me…in sch frm 12-10…!!whOo~!haha!! had a General Meeting fer CO from 12-4!!! 4hrS!!waT!!haha!!…. meeting abt de stuffs in CO lor.. den money mattEr… treasureR nearly cry… or shld i say was cryinG? when scolding de members as they dunwanna pay de fund n everyting… haiz… den tok abt HK trip!haha!!yeaH!! i going!! so haPpy~den oso abt de Music Camp’04 n Annual Concert’05 lor… n i was selected 2 be de games-in-charge assistant…..haha!! tat is fun!! haha!! den went fer sectional practice straight after meeting frm 4-530… den atE lor..haha!! den went back fer combined practice which is starting at 630… den Weiling join us 2 play zhongruan coz nt enuf liuqin… den she no sore.. Samuel oso no score… so in de end de 3 of us… so pathetic… shared 1 score!! haiyo… den after co.. went back with Lifang, Samuel, Szehui… haha!! the 3 of them veri bad sia!!! will climbing up de stairs i lost my balance n i said:”heY!! i am going 2 fall down…” but they thought i joKin… and i fell..haha!! but den i hang on to de handle… so neber realli fell much..!!haha!! so rubbish… den de stupid Samuel still say scared de wall craCK!!!wat de!!! so rubbish… neber cum n help me still say these stupid thingy!… haiZ….

tirEd.. do my report last nite till 5am..den email 2 lecturer… n i was dead tireD!! onli woke up at 130pm… haiz…. my holiday is juz liydat… monday.. go sch do practical… tuesday slp… weDneSday go sch have co.. thursdaY go sentosa.. friday? duno wat 2 do… saT gt work… hai… maybe friday working oso lor… see how firsT… den sunday going church… pratically everyday going ouT!!! oh mAn!! so rubbisH!!! haiz… realli duno wat 2 say…

yeSh.. i am saD… abT wat haD happen… but wat can i dO!??? why i juz cant simply forget him!! 6 yrs have pass… but he is still in my heart so deeply… tat no 1 can even replace him… whY?!! i realli duno wat to do!! hoW!?!? haiZ… SaD….

haiZ…haha!!

haha!!! funny Audrey… so cartoon siaZ!!haha!! wateVer…~! wiSh them happily 2gether forEveR wOr!!haha!!!