A lot of things..

Alright. I know.. It had already been donkey years since I last touched this blog. I do miss blogging. I have so much thoughts that I had keep them in a secret chamber.

A list of events took place and make me start to wonder and put on the fake mask a lot of times.

And of course, many lies were told. To protect myself, to protect my love ones, my dearest ones.

And of course, many a times I broke down. During the time alone, I always broke down in a wierd manner.

With all the emotions kept safely in the chamber can be so torturing.

Gonna start blogging on the list of events that took place.

SPCO concert. Clubbing issues. Work related problems. Relationships. Studies. Friends around me. Personal issues.

So many!! Of course, most would end up with some password.

baack…

Ok.. Finally back for some updates.. Slot of things happen.. Be it happy things or sad things. The happiest things should be finding my 10 bros clinqe and going holiday with my dear friends. Shall not bring on the unhappy things. Most are happy, non is sad enough to make me tear.. While typing, I realize I really had not have some time alone to vent my emotions.

Just got back after a long day, but it sucks. Vomitted before coming home. Don’t know the true cause, but the suspect is the medicine I had just nw that I got from the doctor today for my eye infection. Allegic? Too strong? I don’t know. But I do feel better after vomitting.

My Bintan trip is FUN!!!! Though I am like a super lazy worm that keep sleeping, but I had relaxed!!! And the tanning, loving it!!!

Planning to have a Batam trip soon too…. Shall see how!

Updating using my iPod touch can be quite difficult too.. Alright, shall be back to blog on more things soon!

Bye!

what’s going on…

OMG!

What’s going on huh? Stopped blogging for 1 month plus. Slap myself! Have been so lazy to simply just login and start typing.

Once again, alot of things have been happening. Not much of partying but still as much boozing. Craziness.

Work. Still as shit. More and more selfish people around. Once trusted people turns against u. More and more masked people. More and more PMS people. Fucked up people.

Getting sick and tired of all these. Very. Thinking of the next step…  Take it or leave it.

Life seems to be not as interesting as the life i had in school. Different life. In school, I had so much to talk, so much to do and yet I do it with lots of passion. Now, I have so little to talk, or rather nothing to talk.

Those out to remove me out of their vision is catching every single action and every single word that I’m doing and saying. Hais.

Lazy to continue talking. Bye

thanks!

Really thanks all the wonderful people that entertain me by allowing themselves to help celebrate my 22nd birthday like it was my 80th birthday!

Steamboat on Friday, CSD + Sales + Tech. Quite a fun one. But plus minus off that scandal. I shall lay my hand on that pic and DELETE it away! Damn.

1819 after that. Even more high. Craziness. HAHA!

Clubbing on Saturday. Before that., shopping trip. With Lena. Thanks for paying for that 2 tops. Wild night. Drink, Drank, Drunk, Dance. Luckily, I manage to get out of the club with my legs instead of crawling out on my knees and hands.

• Thanks all that turn up and contributed in the act of trying to make me drunk!
• Thanks Wind for helping me vomit in toilet! LOL!
• Thanks SI BA BOON for contributing that combination of BEER + Martell that killed me!
• Thanks buddy Rudy for that Flaming!
• Thanks Wind + BF for that Martell.
• Thanks Ailing for that LAST drink before she go off.
• Thanks Lena for helping me keep my phone.
• Thanks  Dear Dear Doreen for keeping my card.
• Thanks TY for voluntering to be the pole for the night though I didn’t see him much.
• Thanks Peter Lim MAMA for staying thru thou he said he will leave early.
• Thanks Chris for that ride to Boo Tong Kee Chicken Rice.
• Thanks Queen Mummy Joey for the best mum! She attend ALL celebrations!

All the above thanks are encounters I manage to remember. I was told that I went missing for a LONG time in which I totally have no idea where the hell I was at. Ha! I hope I didn’t go around kissing unknown people. Though I remember I kissed somebody. I think that was Xueting/Wind/Jiaxin. Alright.

Sunday. Lunch with SPCO little ones. They are my Ah Li- Family members. The cute little ones really know what I want. They got me one of the Fossil watch I was aiming, treat me for lunch. But, thes best gift I got was the email + the flash. The best gift I ever had. The most thoughtful and meaningful one. It makes me teared. They purposely sent it after I left home as they want me to read it only after I receive the present! Sweet little ones and not forgetting the old ones. =)

KTV with YY, Rachel, Queen mummy Joey, Buddy Rudy, Weepeng and my Dear Dear Doreen.

• Thanks YY, Rachel, Weepeng for the treat.
• Thanks all for making my laugh like I never laughed for 23 years!
• Thanks Weepeng for that BLUEBLACK!
• Thanks Dear Dear Doreen for helping me to rub that BLUEBLACK!
• Thanks Buddy Rudy for being so enthu in making us all LAUGH!
• Thanks YY for entertaining us with her dance and her bag full of medicated oil.
• Thanks Rachel for entertaining us with the damn high cantonese song!
• Thanks Queen mummy Joey for being so nice to celebrate my birthday for me for 3 days!

Thanks all the rest that fails to turn up and all that wishes me! Thanks! Love you all lots!

Birthday Wishes..

Alright.

Like what the title suggested, my birthday is coming. My 22nd birthday! Shucks! I’m getting OLD huh!

I guess, this year it gonna be a very big party. Clubbing @ Powerhouse. Had colleageus, poly mates, online friends coming… Wow! First time ever in my life, I had so many people celebrating my birthday for me!

My wishes :

1. New watch! Fossil Watch! Already aimed 3!

   

   

   

   
   
   
2. New Laptop!
3. New Phone with good camera + WIFI
4. Money! $$$$
5. Wallet
6. Bag
7. Boyfriend!

Haha!!

Oh well, with regards to Boyfriend. I’m just kidding. Went thru’ my previous post. Came across a post saying that I gonna stay as one till 071208 in order to think about what I really want in life.

But from my previous conversation I had with my Queen Mummy Joey, our conclusion is that, being my BF will be a tough role. LOL! Because I’m difficult to please.

Oh Well, that list of things I wanted, is all rubbish. Except for the watch and MONEY! LOL!

Oh well, perhaps I should really seriously think about minimising the clubbing session and have more healthy lifestyle. LOL. Also, minus away all those boozing. LOL!

I think my drug will be so happy reading the above sentence huh! LOL!

pure laziness

Oh my gawd!

I’ve been so damn lazy that I literally ignore my computer. Partly due to the lousiness of it also because I’m just so lazy.

Still as busy at work. Still busy clubbing and boozing. Still busy sleeping when I have the time.

Craps.

Wierd feels. Wierd atmosphere.

Oh well….

Had a new haircut and new colour.

Toot bangs + purple-black shade.

Wild colours with toots bangs can be a very interesting combination.

=)

Perhaps that explains my wierd taste.

Ha!

Certainly, it is damn obvious that I am blogging for the sake of blogging.  Yes! I am literally blogging for the sake of blogging.

Nothing exciting to talk about. My world still revolves around I, ME, MYSELF, WORK, SLEEP, CLUB, DRINK.

Have not been attending CO practices. Have been OT-ing non-stop. Alright. Label me as workaholic. I kind of like that actually. I can be quite sadist actually!

=)

Chain….

TEN WHAT’S:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
- can I sleep 5 minutes more?
2. What did you do last night?
- Had tennis session with sales gang
3. What is the most important of your life?
- Money, Friends, Work, Love, CO
4. What would you rather be doing right now?
- If no duty tmr, club. But gt duty, so sleeping soon.
5. What did you last cry over?
- I forget when did I last cried. I think was on 02Aug. Too stressed @ work.
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
- Do nothing
8. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
- the ability to make me feel loved, PWS?, HEIGHT..
9. What are you worried about?
- No Money!
10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
- Clubbing session on sat!

NINE HAVE YOU’S:
1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- Yes.
2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- A lot of times.
4. Have you ever been out of the country?
- Quite a few times.
5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
- Try and play MIA
6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
- A lot of times.
7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
- Yep! My friend was a police. 
8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
- Almost.
9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
- Comics/Magazines included?

EIGHT WHO’S:
1. Who was the last person you saw?
- Lena Tan
2. Who was the last person you kissed?
- who did I last kissed during clubbing? Xueting? Wind? Swine? Yanting? Mystic? Jiaxin? Forget.
3. Who was the last person you texted?
- Yuan Rong
4. Who was the last person to call you?
- Mum
5. Who was your first crush?
- Well, shld be Yuan Rong. But damn! it is Sooooo LONG AGO CAN! 
6. Who is the last person who texted?
- Yuan Rong
7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?
- Yuan Rong. Suddenly emo.
8. Who did you last hug?
- I hugged too many people during clubbing till I forget who I last hug.

SEVEN WHEN’S:
1.When was your last shower?
- < 1 hour ago
2. When did you last see your mom?
- Yesterday night.
3. When was your last time u saw your dad?
- Just now when I got home from drinking.
4. When did you last dress up?
- Last Saturday for Clubbing
5. When was the last time you cried?
- Oh well, I actually forget how to cry. I think.. 2months ago? 02Aug @ RS toilet
6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?
- I think was Wall-E with Boon +Xueting + Rudy. Forget when.
7. When did you last listen to music?
- Now listening.

SIX WHERE’S:
1. Where does your best friend live?
- Tanah Merah
2. Where did you last go?
- Raffles Marina
3. Where did you last hang out?
- Tuas South Ave 4. RS Components
4. Where do you go to school?
- Singapore Polytechnic
5. Where is your favorite place to be?
- Office when not working. Home/Clubs when working
6. Where did you sleep last night?
- My home!? Or did you caught me sleeping @ my scandals home!?

FIVE DO’S/DOES:
1. Do you like someone right now?
- Yep.
2. Do they like you too?
- Hope so..
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
- I did…
4. Do you know the muffin man?
- who issit?!
5. Does the future scare you?
- not at all

FOUR WHY’S:
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
- because she makes me so relax till I have to go POO everytime talking to her….
2. Why did you get a myspace?
- yes. But what issit about actually?!
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
- they go some fortune teller. saying my name is of great properity and my future will be very bright…
4. Why are you doing this survey?
- Swine + Wind tagged me

THREE IF’S:
1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
- make him mine.
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
- yes, i would choose to study music
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
- him.
TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
- they dont call ex for nothing.
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
- shave only. no big deal

ONE LAST QUESTION:
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
- maybe yes, maybe no.

Now the 5 people to do this:
Layleng
Xingzuan
Yi Shan
Mervyn
JingShi

Sweet

Oh ! My GF and BF are so sweet. I’m on mc today. Due to the irritating cough, sorethroat, headache and flu.

They went “dating” after work without me because I’m pure lazy to crawl out of my bed when GF called.

But, they are just so sweet. They went Bukit Timah to buy beancurd for me and deliver it down to my void deck for me! =)

But that irritating GF demanded a HUG. Ignore! LOL. Well, they really make me feel alot better. =)

Felt so loved by the two of them! *huggies!

Another day

Another day had past.

I literally drag myself to work. I dread going to work today. But I think, overall, it turn out unexpectedly well.

Knew that I killed myself in the productivity report. Thus, learning to LOG everything. My partner is getting the momentum going and she is not as stressed up as before. I like to work with her. =)

Shopping trip with my BF & GF is fun but TIRING! Ended up I could not tune in to the channel. LOL.

Maybe still hovering with thoughts of yesterday’s post and stuffs. Irritated lo.

Suddenly thought of the box that is sitting in my cupboard. It is time I’m throwing everything away. It is time to move on to the rest.

Well, it is not that I’ve not moved on. I’ve moved on but I hate him. Hate him so much so that I really wished that he had NEVER appear in my life before and messing up my life. Let go is the best solution. =)

Since I’ve found my BFs & GF, who else do I need!

om.

Yes.

This look familiar huh?

Oh well, got a KPO, who happen to be my GF, was reading my blog yesterday and HE pointed out that OM means  “POWER” and it is in sanskrit.

Ya. My GF, Rudy TOO JEE SIANG!…

puipuipui.