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can everyday be friday? everyday have the holiday mood. everyday have the clubbing mood? everyday have the sleeping mood. oh Fuck la!!

Fuck u idiots! just because he says he wants it u guys just get it for him!! i curse that he Lost that TOMORROW! KNNBCCB!!!!!

I hate all these bias-ness

Nabei!!!

Lim bu wanna fucking get a pedicure also have to secretly go for it !!!

A fucking pedicure cost me SGD $ 40 ?!

THAT FUCKING PHONE COST them SGD $ 100 + and everymonth at least SGD $60?!??!!?

WAKE UP UR FUCKING IDEA!!

I CURSED U! LOST UR PHONE SPOIL UR PHONE! DROP INTO THE DRAIN!!! CRACKED!

I HATE U. FAT ASS FAGGOT

As per suggested in the title, YES! I am going to blog about my 2009!
My 2009 started off…. and I totally forget how was it started off.
I should say, for 2008 and 2009, it was not any fantastic year.

The most memorable thing that happen in 2009 should be me getting drunk at St James and vomited like a Merlion.

The most unforgettable thing that happen in 2009 would definitely be my grandma passing away.

The craziest decision I’ve made is to quit RS and join a insurance company and after that join IP MIRROR. I seriously think I am out of my mind!

I am very happy that I found a group of interesting friends. Not found but got back! SPCO people. Be it the seniors or juniors. They don’t fail to make me feel happy.

Juniors like Jiajia, Eggy, Ziyi, Yishan, Mervyn, Denise and alot of others.
Seniors like Leng, Xingzuan, Peile, Yinzhi and alot of others too!

I simply them!!!

The love that never changes of course, is for

HAHAHA!!! okay. I am done! Good Bye!

Oh Well, I guess this is the first time I ever want to pen down my resolutions and make it open to public!

1.) Get my ass out of the comfort zone and start to lose weight!
2.) Get my ass out of the comfort zone and start thinking which degree course I want to take.
3.) Get my ass out of the comfort zone and stop spending money like water.

LOL!
Enough of getting my ass out of the comfort zones.

4.) Learn to be more gracious and polite.
5.) Learn to save money.
6.) Learn to talk in a way that people will understand what I would want to say.

Moving On…..

7.) I want to get my first CREDIT CARD!
8.) I want to start taking my driving lesson. Starting from Basic Theory.
9.) I want to wear contact lenses permanently.

Next,

10.) I got to club less.
11.) I got to booze even lesser.
12.) I got to start sleeping early.

LASTLY, I GOT TO FIND MYSELF A BOYFRIEND!!!!

Oh great, this page is dying soon I guess.

Updates.

1 ) I got my Iphone and I am LOVING IT!
2 ) I have not been clubbing like I did in the past.
3 ) I am 23 already! oh Fuck!
4 ) I fell down twice in a week! So, I have 2 more members joining the scar family on my leg.
5 ) I think I need to see a doctor soon. With regards to my allergic patch on my leg and my leg bones i guess. My mum says, my leg looks crooked due to me keep falling down and not seeing any doctor. Thinking that I might have injured and hurt the bones without knowing it.
6 ) I got tricked during work on my birthday and I cried.
7 ) I encounter stupid customers asking very stupid question!
8 ) I am not clubber girl. I am 宅女!

Okay. I think thats all about my update. I need to sleep soon! LOL!

The damn day! It is coming in less than a month. I am happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I know that I will definitely enjoy my day and sad at the same time because I am nearing to mid – TWENTIES! GOD DAMN BLARDY HELL!! FUCK! ARGH!!!! =(

Yes. My wish list.

1) BOYFRIEND! Ha! I every year say this. But every year lazy to get one. Difficult to find. HAHA! Height >175cm. Looks of 郑元畅，阮经天，赵又廷。。。MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! And RICH!!!…. Where to find HUH!?!!!?!?!?!?!?

2) Watch. Rado watch! It cost a fucking USD 2700! I can only dream on having it la!

3) IPhone! Yes. I wanted very much to get an IPhone la. But I just renewed my line. Fuck you la “Moon”hub! =x

4) AMIT concert! I want to go! I want go for the MOST EXPENSIVE seatings! I’ve missed Sun Yanzi & Amei this year. I do not want to miss her again next year. T_T

5) Last but not least, I want TONNES of THIS!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

All I want is LOTS OF SURPRISES! Best is those can make me CRY kind. Whoot! =D But please prepare tissue paper for me hor!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!

OK. I very much want to blog about a lady I met during this meeting on Tuesday. However, I am too tired to properly pen down what I would want to talk about. This is due to the insufficient of sleep these few nights. The previous night I had like less than 4hours of good rest. Last night or should I say today morning. I only have a short nap of 4hours with disturbance in between. Only with one sleeping bag as my mattress, another one as my blanket, the 3rd one as my pillow. Also, two others, one on my left in case i roll onto the cold floor and one below for my leg as the sleeping bag as the mattress is short! LOL

In short, I salute her the the max! =)

I promise to come talk more about her in the next post.

And at this very moment I would want to really go SLEEP!!!!

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Today, I got so pissed off that I just said bye and walked off.

I am pissed with everything including myself. I think they are quite stunned by my PMS-ness.

I am utterly disappointed in myself for not being able to “conquer” that whole part of that song. Blardy HELL! I felt so inferior during combined practices!

It is not that difficult but yet I farking hell could not get it right at all. Keep playing the wrong note and wrong rhythm. Stupid me!

Partly of the sharp sound of one of the other instrument and the different tempo of another instrument, makes me even more irritated.

Our tiny member MSN-ed me to chill me off. Thanks! =*)

Sms-ed my good grand-daughter, Drug. =*) She commented that every Wednesday she see me practicing, I will look so damn pekchek! =*(

I realised something about myself, and this is a warning to the rest also I guess.

When I am practicing alone and I started to shut up and concentrate very much on the practice, never come near me and disturb me. Not even talk to me. I think I really will get so agitated and start my PMS-ness.

Oh gosh!! This is REAL REAL BAD! =(

人非圣贤
最近看到了一份报道。新加坡世界小姐刘依敏被爆出她盗取及滥用他人信用卡，被判处两年缓刑。互联网上的抨击是如此的严厉与苛刻。难道大家都没有过去吗？难道当一个人做错了，他就应该被批评到这么一文不值吗？那么，黄丝带运动还真的好失败！媒体一直不停的呼吁大家，多多给那些有一堆不堪的过去的人一些翻身的机会。那么，谁来告诉我，谁给这位新加坡小姐刘依敏这个机会呢？她或许是这么得不诚实，但是，她所要面对的压力或许就是为什么她要撒谎。如果大家都可以用一个接受她的态度来看她，而且还让她有一个改过的机会的话，或许她能变成一个可以为这社会贡献的一个人。让她有一个机会去面对与医治她的病态吧。饶了她吧。

人际关系
我想每个人都好想搞好自己的人际关系，尤其在工作上。这好让自己在生活上容易一些。外向的人很容易就能融入任何的团体但是外向的人就在这方面就觉得那么的困难。可是！当一个人太叽咂，而让人开始对这个人开始感到反感的话。对不起。请你把你的嘴给封起来吧！

压力
我想，大家都有大家各有得压力。在之前的公司，我所面对的压力或许对大家而言是多么的渺小。但是，同时我也被这些压力给压得我变得有那么一点的神经质。

• * 如果我说我经常加班后回家自己坐在客厅痛哭得话,我想没有人会相信吧。
• * 如果我说，我因为恐惧上班而因为心理因素，所以我的手无缘无故没直觉，我想打死你们都不会有人会相信我吧。
• * 如果我说我喝到醉醺醺的，然后跌进沟渠，回到家大哭，而且还大喊《做人真的好难，我能不能放弃一切，离开这里吗？！》这一句话可真的把我妈妈给吓坏了，大家因该会睁大眼睛大呼这是不可能的事情。

但是，以上三件事情我都真的做过了。或许是加上了其他的因素吧，而让我变得如此的神经质吧。

好了。废话够了。有空再回来废话吧。。。。。 =）

tattoo!

Oh well, after watching this video. I wanted so much to go get a tattoo!

And guess what. Just days before I watched this video. I dreamt about me going for a tattoo! Gosh! that tattoo I dreamt that I had was so BIG & beautiful.

It is across my shoulder and slide down diagonally over my back. Oh gosh! This is madness! I just want something small… LOL!